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Chapter 3

She's gone.

Ally is gone.

What the hell am I going to do? How am I going to be able to be here when she isn't? Who is going to keep me sane from when Trish and Dez fight? I mean awe man that is going to be hell. How could she do this to me?

How Selfish can one person be? I mean doesn't she know what she is to me and my career? Hell even to Trish and Dez? Trish is beyond devastated that her so called best friend took off and didn't even have the decency to tell her to her face. Just in a plain old note. Hell even Dez is crying that she left. He even asked why in a note and not in person? Did we misjudge Ally? Did we put too much trust in her honesty always policy. She couldn't even bother to tell us in person, but in a flat sheet of paper.

A Fucking Note.

After this year and a half that we had together, she left in the middle of the night and left her excuses in a note.

Yes I said excuses.

I am the first person that would support Ally in achieving her dream. In fact no one wants that more than me. I told her the day we went on to became partners that I would always be an Ally Dawson fan. Why couldn't she just believe me? Didn't she know that I would have done anything to make sure her dreams come true? That in fact they were becoming more important to me then my own. She means that much to me. But for her to go without telling me to my face, that is what hurts the most.

Throughout this entire partnership she has made a big deal of always being upfront with each other, and she pulls this crap? This is Not the Ally Dawson I have come to know.

Definitely not the one I have semi more than friendly feelings for. My Ally would have sat me down and been honest with me and we would come up with something together to accomplish her dream. There was no need for this to happen. For her to re-apply to MUNY and leave us.

Why couldn't she just tell me?

Ally had the nerve to say she would still continue to be my songwriter that Team Austin would still continue no matter where she was. Did she really think that was all I cared about? I would rather never sing another song ever again if it meant that she was here.

Yes you heard correctly Austin Moon would give up his career for one Ally Dawson. That was how much I was falling for her. She meant everything to me, that I would have been willing to sacrifice everything I wanted ever since I could remember for. She was that amazing. Now before you go rolling your eyes and saying whatever and pointing out that I turned myself orange and sweaty just so she wouldn't get the idea that we could happen. I will admit that I was a dumbass for doing that.

Ugh

What can I say I am a teenage boy. Don't know what I want until it's too late. Damn Austin get back on track here, Ally is the one who left what could have been between us behind. I just can't seem to wrap my head around that she could simply pick up her life like that and not say anything to any of us in person, but to leave it down in black and white.

It felt cold and calculated. Something I would have never in a million years would associate with Ally Dawson. That is something any of us would have done to be honest. Well I would have done it to Trish and Dez even though he has been my oldest friend since childhood. But I wouldn't have done it to her. Not to Ally, I wouldn't have been able to leave her. Even when it, would have come down to any world tour, if I couldn't have taken Ally. Then that would have been the deal breaker for me. Because there would have been No Austin Moon if there wasn't Ally Dawson. She and I go together like that, like Peanut Butter and Jelly but even better.

It was Austin and Ally.

The way it was always supposed to be.

Seems like one big joke now. And it seemed that we were on the path of actually getting started to help Ally with her dreams. The performance at Halloween still sends my body shivers anytime I think about it. Her voice and mine were meant to be together. It was the best performance that I ever had. Hell As much as I loved performing Times Square, it just didn't feel like I thought it would be. Not even a slice of what it did with Ally on Halloween. That was the moment I finally began to realize that my dream changed. I still wanted to perform but Ally was my dream now.

That's why it hurts so damn much. I mean how can you move on when a dream dies? I just don't know how I can move on. She was….

She was my Ally.

And I thought she knew I was her Austin.

But Now I'm nobody's anything. And that makes breathing difficult. That is why I am so angry. I am still amazed that her father let her go. I mean Mr. Dawson is a nice man and all but doesn't he know with Ally gone he can't just leave Sonic Boom anytime he feels like it. He will actually have to run it. Didn't he think of that before he let Ally go? It is like come on use your brain.

I don't even think I can go back to Sonic Boom again. That was our place, yes it was her store, but with each passing day it became my second home. The four of us together laughing either at Trish and her daily jobs she would get. Or Dez for being well just Dez. And not to mention the practice room were Ally and I would create the force that was our partnership. We made beautiful music together. I mean no words can perfectly describe on what would take place when we would finish a song. There was no feeling like it. Nothing that I would be willing to trade for.

Except to have her back. Just so I can tell her how much I love her. How I choose her over anything; to kiss and hold her.

Austin come on no tears.

But I can't help it. How can you not cry when one part of who you are is no longer there?

Great I sound like one of those cheesy hallmark movies that everyone hates because of the cheese. What has my life been reduced to? I truly am pathetic. I should just go hide and never come out.

Or maybe I should just do like Ally and move to another state and not tell anybody. Except leave behind a note.

Yeah can you tell that I am just a little bit bitter about that? You can't? Well Thanks for lying to me I appreciate the effort. I just can't seem to get passed it. I think the only way I could is if I could confront her and ask hey why.

Why?

Wait…

She did leave to go to MUNY in New York, so I do know where she is at. So if I wanted to I could find a way to go and find her. To simply ask her why did she do what she did and did she not expect me to react? Because if she did then that was pretty stupid, and one thing Ally isn't stupid. But should I even go after her and find out what I needed to know? Should I just let her go and live her life while I live mine? Should I forget that I ever knew Ally Dawson?