Author's Note :: Hello everyone, sorry I have not updated in so long. I've just been so busy lately and haven't found any time to write. I also apologize for writing such long notes, which I will refrain from doing after this last note. I would also like to apologize to anyone whom I may have offended; this in reference to the portrayal of Miss. Cantwell (Carlos' math teacher.) I meant no disrespect towards any stereotype of the British people. I originally wrote her character simply because I love the British culture and that's how I wanted her to be portrayed as, although I do realize not all British people are indeed like that. I offer my most sincerest apologies. I am very sorry. Hope you guys like this chapter ^_^

Chapter 15 :: I Stay In Love

The rest of the week went as smoothly as the beginning had went. The guys did the casual and simple things to occupy themselves and had a blast despite the lack of interesting events, other than Logan and Carlos' engagement. Kendall and James were speechless to say the least not to mention James' comically wide eyed response to Carlos' proposal. Despite the couple's response they couldn't be happy for the new engagement and James' made Logan be sure to keep Yellow out of the wedding décor. They all looked at James with a questioning response. "What?.. I hate yellow... Makes me look hippy." was all he said. Kendall just laughed and James gave him a slight glare, but he just shrugged it off and hugged his mate.

"I'm really surprised at how they took that." Carlos said while shutting Logan's bedroom door behind him.

"Me too, most people would've told us we were stupid and that we didn't know what we were doing." Logan replied. "But I am glad nonetheless." The pale boy said while wrapping his arms around the tanned boys neck and pulling him in a passionate kiss. After a good min Carlos pulled away to take a quick breath and smiled. Right then Logan heard a click behind the sly Latino and knew what this meant. Carlos crushed his lips into the other pair and felt the heat ensue between them. They moved their lips back and forth and up and down while both let out a moan throughout the make out session, before Logan became impatient. "Come on" he commanded and he led the other boy through the dimply lit white room to the bed and began removing his shirt. Carlos followed suit and snaked a hand down to undo Logan's belt and zipper. Logan grew impatient again due to the lack of warmth and plump lips on his, so he grabbed Carlos' head and pulled his face back to his. Carlos undid his pants and let them drop down to the hard white floor and climbed on top of the muscled pale boy's body. Logan could feel their bulges touching and made grow even more impatient. He firmly grabbed the other boy's perfectly shaped ass and started grinding their hips together making both their bulge rub against each other through the clothing, This made Carlos moan out loud and made him begin to slip further into his feral state. He could literally feel an powerful urge in his chest begin to grow larger and stronger by the second and he began to feel more than think. His mind started to become cloudy with the thick wanting of Logan. Logan sensing his lover's need responded by slipping his hands under his pants and boxers and squeezed the warm cheeks beneath his hands.

Just then a thought cut through Logan's mind and it reminded him that he had other duties that needed attending to. As much as he wanted to keep this going, believe me, he did., but there was something he needed to do. As difficult as it was Logan managed to pull his lips free and say something to Carlos who had moved to kissing Logan's straight jaw and down his neck.
"Carlos" he said, but the already feral men was snarling as he nipped at the other boy's neck, which only made it harder for Logan to focus.
"Carlos" he repeated trying to get his attention and maintaining focus on what needed to be done.

"hmm?" Carlos asked with a thick disinterest in what he could possibly want at a time like this.

"We need to do some homework. We have school tomorrow." Logan answered. Carlos stopped immediately after the pale boy had brought that to his attention.. That's right, he thought. They hadn't done any homework since break began and realized if he was gonna stay in the hockey team, he needed to keep his grades up. "Damnit" Carlos said with a groan as he sat up still straddling his lover. Logan let out a heavy and locked hands with his bo'- fiance. I'm not exactly used to that yet, but I like it... He thought about and even though it was all so sudden, the whole proposal just felt like an inevitable thing that just happened a lot sooner. He wasn't afraid at all and rather enjoyed the thought of their wedding. But that had to wait. They needed to get their work done and he wanted to make sure Carlos got his work done before he went home tonight... Logan frowned at the thought of him leaving him. This had been the best week of his life. He didn't want it to end, although he knew it would have to come eventually. He just wished it didn't have to. He formed a big puppy pout with his lips and Carlos noticed his change in demeanor and instantly became curious.

"What's wrong Logie?" Carlos asked

"It's nothing." Logan said as he sat up. Still holding one hand with Carlos he gave a large sigh and looked down at his empty hand. Carlos frowned at the response Logan gave him and would NOT leave it at that.
"Don't do this. Don't shut me out." Carlos said with worry as he picked up Logan's chin, making him look him in the eyes. He kissed the other boy's lips and let slip a few more, slightly in his feral state still. He leaned back and cupped the Logan's squared jaw and gave him a pout. "Tell me Logie..."

Logan looked back and couldn't not tell Carlos everything anytime.
"It's just...I don't know.. I don't want you to leave tonight, This has been the most amazing week of my life and I was enjoying it. I don't want it to be over. I don't want to away from you cause I know I'll feel empty."

He hated the thought of Carlos not in his arms. It made him feel cold and lonely and he did his best to shove the thought into the deepest recesses of his mind. Carlos knew this was coming and avoided the thoughts as well. He didn't want this memorable week end just as much as Logan, if not more. He began to feel a pang of ache is his chest and he threw a hand over it, in an attempt to grip the pain and quell the feeling. He sighed and pulled the boy to him and leaned over the pillows and headboard and let Logan lean on his chest and wrap his arms around him. Logan laid there and felt the warmth from Carlos' bare chest flow through to his body and relaxed his body and fixed his face into the large arms that draped over him. Carlos hated how this made him feel and buried his nose into Logan's hair and took a large inhale of the smell, mentally focusing to remember the scent so he could imagine Logan with him all night when he went home. He liked it when Carlos would smell his head. It reminded him of when he was young how his mom would smell his hair and tell him how good he smelt each time he would take a bath. Realizing what Carlos was doing an idea streaked through the enigma that was his mind. "I have an idea." he said out loud and tapped Carlos' huge arms, giving him the sign to let go. Carlos did so reluctantly and gave Logan a pout as he watched his lover get up and walked around the room grabbing and placing a few things on the bed. Logan had retrieved a small babies blanket and a large slightly over sized black sweater. "What are you doing?" Carlos asked a thick layer of confusion mixed with curiosity. Logan didn't reply, instead showing exactly what he was doing. He came back with a bottle of the cologne that Carlos was fond of and the body cream that Carlos had used when they gave each other the massages a couple days go. Logan pulled the sweater closer to the edge of the bed where he stood and took off the lid of the body cream. He lightly dipped his finger in the substance and meshed it between his fingers a little bit before rubbing it all around the neckline of the sweater and a little on the inside. He picked the tub back up, this time dipping his fingers retrieving a good-amount and meshed it in between his hands. Logan rubbed into the rest of the sweater and sniffed around the sweater checking if he missed a spot. Satisfied with how thorough he was, he began to do the same with his baby blanket, but picked up his cologne instead and a generously sprayed it all over the blanket. He checked for any spots missing and signed with satisfaction after not finding any. He walked over to the mirror and draped the blanket over the a hanger that was on the mirror before spraying it some more. He walked back over to the bed, picked up the sweater and handed it to Carlos, who was still as confused as ever. "Smell" Logan said. Carlos did so skeptically, but his eyes widened after he realized what Logan was getting at. He smiled at the wonderful man that was his fiance and hugged him ever so tightly. Logan chuckled a bit and hugged his lover back before giving him a light kiss on his forehead.
"Now you can have a piece of me when you go home tonight. You can wear the sweater when you want to be held and keep you warm. The lotion will help make it seem like they it was actually me there with you. And the blanket" he said pointing at the blanket hanging over the mirror. "You can sleep with. Since I sprayed it with the cologne you can snuggle up with it and pretend it was me." He finished with a grin. Carlos became so happy at what he just did for him. Carlos couldn't believe how thoughtful that was and was completely ecstatic what Logan had given him. He tossed the sweater back over the bed and hugged Logan again, never wanting to let this go. A thought went through his mind just then that wiped his happiness away. Sensing this, Logan immediately asked what was wrong. Hoping he could remedy the situation. "I don't have anything for you to keep though.." Carlos trailed off, saddened at the lack of anything to give as a keepsake for his fiance. Logan admitted it was disappointing, but he didn't really care. He loved Carlos and he knew he would given him anything if there was something to give. Just then Carlos gasped and let go of Logan and rushed over to his back. He pulled something out and came back over with the large navy blue thermal that Carlos had worn on the first day they had met. He knew it would smell exactly like his since he had worn it the day off and it had been in his backpack since. "You can keep this!" Carlos exclaimed, happy that he had something to give to Logan. "It will smell just like me and you can hold or wear it whenever you feel lonely." Logan smiled and took a whiff of the thermal and his knees started to buckle. He was right! It smelled EXACTLY like Carlos. Glad to have something to hold onto, Logan walked him over to the bed and laid down with Carlos, savoring the few hours they had left, before they finished all their homework and took Carlos home...

Author's Note :: Okay so I hope you liked the chapter and again I apologize for not updating sooner. I love all you guys and hope you guys are still with me and hope you'll stick with me :D umm, i'd like to take this time to inform you all that I am thinking about writing another CARGAN, but completely different to this one. I am also thinking about writing a fic of Naruto. I love Naruto and am excited to come up with new concepts and ideas for the plot of the story. Let me know what you guys think. Thanks!

P.S :: I Stay In Love by Mariah Carey

~BSR