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Chapter 3

Bella POV

I didn't sleep very well. Jasper kept trying to make me sleepy but I would snap out of it easily. Eventually I did fall asleep but was woke by Charlie telling me he was going fishing. I honestly could have survived without being told that at six in the morning.

I rolled round and was saddened when Jasper wasn't there.

"Jasper?" I asked the air.

Just then he walked out my wardrobe with a t-shirt on his head.

"Charlie wouldn't be to happy if he walked in on us spooning." He said pulling it off.

I giggled hysterically at his matter-of-factly tone.

"Whats so funny?" He asked confused.

"Well first the way you said it and...spooning? It's a funny word and makes it sound dirty!" I laughed again and this time he joined in. That was good to hear. Both of us laughing.

"So are we staying in today or what?" It felt weird the way he said we. It made my tummy all fluffy.

"Um...I wouldn't mind getting out the house. We can't just stay depressed wasting our lives...or existences away."

He smiled a gorgeous smile

"I totally agree." He said.

"I'll be back in five. You just...wait." I said not sure of what he would do while waiting.

"Okay." He said walking over to the rocking chair and picking up my Romeo and Juliet book.

I walked swiftly to the bathroom and turned on the shower.

After drying and dressing I went back through to my bedroom to dry my hair. As I was picking up my hairdryer Jasper came over and started running his fingers through my hair. I shivered at his cold touch and turned the hairdryer on.

After about five minuets my hair was finally dry.

"So, what are we doing?" I asked him.

"Well we could go to this little book store in port angeles that just opened up?"

"Sounds good." I loved to read

"We can take your truck if I drive." I knew he would want to drive. But I know you didn't like it when Edward went fast so i'll stick to the speed limit." He was right, it was not pleasant when Edward drove fast.

"Well lets go then." I said smiling.

We got in the truck and headed.

"So how are you...holding up?" I asked cautiously. That question was about two things.

"With Alice...better than I thought. She isn't worth being depressed over. And the thirst. Well...I'm not sure how to explain it. The scent of your blood is nothing compared to your scent. I mean i had never really smelled you before. If you know what I mean. Like how you smell to me. It's hard to explain. Just forget I said anything okay." I was blushing like mad. "And you?"

"Well I think i've realised that I was never an equal with Edward. He was always better than me and always would be so I didn't really deserve him. I think I know now that it was a complete fluke that he somehow loved me back but I was never good enough for him so-" He cut me off.

"Bella don't you ever think like that! No! I can't believe you've come to believe he was too good for you! Bella he didn't deserve you! You deserve someone that can love you unconditionaly! Someone who wont give you the barriers he did! Bella you were to good for him if anything! I swear I could rip him apart and burn him for making you think like this!" Did he just say that?

There were tears forming in my eyes. But happy tears not sad tears.

"Jasper...Alice never deserved you either. You're to caring for her. She probably took advantage of that. Don't think small of yourself." I couldn't get much out because of the tears.

"Bella, you are amazing." That warmed my heart so much.

"You are too." We fell into comfortable scilence after that until he announced we were there.

The book shop was a cosy little wooden shop on the corner of a street. It had a small "open" sign on the front. The door was wood and the paint was chipping away. I could see one old man behind the counter. He has white hair, glasses and a whispy beard. He was short and a bit on the podgey side. Like santa claus.

A little bell dinged as we walked in. Jasper automatically walked over to the history section and I went to the classics. I picked up "Pride and Prejudice" and looked at the price.

Wow only $4.99, and I brought $10. I wandred over to Jasper who was standing happily with three books in his arms.

"Civil War." Was all he said. And I understood because I looked at one of the books and it had his name on it. Literally.

We payed and went back to the truck.

"You want to go get lunch?" He asked.

"Do you not need somthing?" I asked as I noticed his eyes were pretty dark.

"I guess I could go for a super quick hunt and you could wait in a cafe or somthing."

"Yeh, sure." As long as he was happy.

About 10 minuets later I was sitting in a small cafe, alone drinking a cup of hot chocolate.

It was all very happy until two guys with horrible grins approached my table. The first thing I noticed.

Their red eyes.

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