She's gone.
The night before I had been with her, but now I can't reach her.
Not through email, cell phone, or going to her house.
Maybe she doesn't like me anymore.
She could have just wanted to trick me.
But I doubt it, she's not like that.
I guess… I'm in a state of shock.
She'll come back.
She just has too.
She gave me my humane emotions back.
My voice, my heart.
If she doesn't come back, then it'll be like drill a hole into me with my new emotions.
And I'll bounce back to nothingness, in this cruel world.
I won't blame her though.
Because leaving me… was probably the right choice.
I remember her saying I looked like a zombie while laughing.
But maybe, there was truth to that.
Maybe I was an emotional zombie who would eat her heart out with no second thought.
I guess… I'll just be alone again.