My mind swirled with confused thoughts, did what Emmett say was true...Did Leah really imprint on Harry's Godfather? What was I going to do now, that I had to face Sirius Black, for more then the reason, I'm a killer, and dating the Savior of the wizarding world.
"Ashlee Cullen, if you so much think about being a killer again, I will personally turn you into jigsaw puzzle." Edward growled.
"Its true isn't it, I am a killer, the most dangerous kind on the face of the planet." I replied. Sometimes I hate being a vampire. Maybe Rosalie is right, if we all had happy endings, we'll be under gravestones by now.
"her emotional state isn't depressed Edward, she's normal...I don't know what you're hearing, but it doesn't reflect in her emotions." Jasper replied to a question, I wasn't paying attention too.
"Of course, my emotions are in check, you know we don't lose our tempers that easily." I stated.
"Then what's wrong with you?" asks Edward.
"I'm confused as hell, you hear my thoughts unless Bella is shielding me which she's not. I'm wondering if Emmett said was true, and how in the world am I going to face the closet person to Lily and James Potter that Harry has." I answer.
"and How he wants to be a vampire," Esme stated, I turned to look at her
"Yes, Harry wants to be one of us, I'm not sure what he is thinking about, I know he loves me. And I would show up with the name Cullen at Volterra and be done with it, if something were to happen to him, but I'm not sure if he's going about this the right way." I explained.
"Why do you think Harry is going about becoming a vampire all wrong?" asked Carlisle, he took a seat next to me,
"Because of the fact that Voldmort is alive and no one believes him." I stated "I say fighting vampires is easier then making the Ministry believe that their enemy is back."
"It might take a while for the others to believe, but you can't shove it that their throats." Carlisle reasoned,
"I know, I can't harm anyone but it makes me so angry that no one but a select few knows about Voldemort." I replied.
"Stop saying his name." Molly almost shouted, fear laced in her scent.
"The only name who will have to fear if Voldy gets a hold Harry because your Ministry is too blind to see the truth is Ashlee." I snarled. "Because I will kill each and every one of your kind fore laying harm to Harry."
"Ashlee Lolita Cullen," Carlisle stated, "Killing anyone isn't what you're going to do."
I glared half-heartedly at my father figure, "Oh, my other choice is going to Italy, and stepping one foot into Volterra, we all know if the Volturi hears the name Cullen, they will kill anyone with the name."
"So your choosing not to change Harry?" Edward asked,
"Your choices were good for you, but for me?" I asked,
I turned to Alice,
"I haven't seen anything lately, because of the wolves," Alice replied,
"That doesn't help me, I shouldn't have come here," I stated as I buried my head in my arms that were on the table.
"What's going on?" asks Molly
I felt Esme stoke my hair lovingly, as she answered Molly's question, "Ashlee has found her soul mate, who happens to be human, the one thing all of our agree on is that humans mustn't know about the existence of us."
"Why is she so upset then?" Jasper whispered.
"Because I will not condemn Harry Potter to this life, if what this is a life," I moaned,
"You've fallen in love with my godson?" someone questioned, the scraping of wood against wood and the person sat down at the table.
"she's the one I told you about," Leah stated, her voice was full of love it was sickening.
"Do I sound like that?" I asked as I peeked tough the curtain of raven tresses,
"No, you show your love differently then I do," Leah replied
"Staring at your beloved," Rose stated rolling her eyes,
"Now, Now, no fighting." Esme chastised
"Leah, back off." Jake ordered
"Alpha commands, in human form." Leah sighed
I giggled at that, "Better then someone else giving you emotional whiplash,"
"well we need you in a better mood," Jasper stated
"Alright, I shove my problems to the back corner of my mind to deal with later," I responded "Anyway, I'll be polite, I'm Ashlee,"
"Sirius," greeted Sirius,
I took a sniff and was instantly repelled "Yep, the same scent as the wolves, you reek."
"I can't say the same since my sense of smell isn't as powerful as yours." Sirius replied in good humor
"Who else is showing up from the Order?" I asked
"a few others we're introduce all at the same time," Carlisle replied "You already are at loggerheads with one."
"Oh," was all I could think of.
"Severus" Carlisle stated
I sat there thinking about what Carlisle had just said, Snape, King of the grease balls was in the order?
I saw that Edward smirked, 'I wish I could have private thoughts once is a while'
"Not going to happen as long as you're in reach, unless Bella's shielding." Edward replied
I glared at him and stuck out my tongue, stupid brothers that I was older then when I was turned,
"Annoying sisters" Edward grinned.
Alice, Rosalie and I looked at each other then back at him "Hey!"
"Call me when everyone gets here, I'm going up to the attic." I stated then darted out of the room.
I was satisfied with my feeding, I didn't really care about the scents I was picking up, but it smelled like something I never saw before. Not knowing what I would find I opened the door to my left.
I tilted my head to the side as I saw the creature look straight at me, magical being but what was it.
"You must bow and see if I bow back." the creature stated and I blinked,
"But what are you?" I asked back. My gift of animal speech is working over time now.
"I am a Hippogriff, I am surprised that one of your kind can speak with magical creatures" the Hippogriff stated.
I bowed and waiting keeping my eyes on him, his gray head bowed back. Straighting up, I walked over to him,
"I'm just full of surprises," I replied.
I stayed with the hippogriff named Buckbeak, talking about random things. Sharing my hundred year life story.
"When do you need to feed?" Buckbeak asked looking at me with his own shade of golden eyes,
"Two weeks at the most, I try to at least feed every other day since Harry's scent is more powerful to me then any human's combined," I answered, I heard the footsteps of someone walking to the attic, possibly looking for me
"Alright who's out there?" I asked looking at the door, since I was next to my new friend.
"Oh, there you are, I thought you were going to be in the attic like a bat in the belfry," Alice chimed,
"Who is she," asked Buckbeak looking at my pixie like sister.
"My sister Alice," I answered.
"Oh, is that the one I've been scenting?" Alice asked, as she took a step forward.
"I wouldn't do that if I were you, you have to bow and see if he bows back." I trilled
"Oh well, everyone is waiting for you." Alice stated.
I stood up and petted Buckbeak, "I'll come and see you later."
"I enjoy talking to you," Buckbeak replied.
I flitted to Alice's side, "Harry here yet?"
"About that, they need someone to pick him and Hermione up from the station," Alice explained as we walked down to the kitchen, "Carlisle and you were suggested to go,"
"Why, wouldn't it be better if someone else from the Order pick them up?" I asked.
"Oh there will be, he's just furry." Alice laughed.
"Sirius is coming," then I remembered what the ministry believes that he has done. "I guess his furry butt can tag along."
Carlisle and I with our 'pet' dog went to the station to pick up Harry and Hermione, it was night traditional vampire style,
"I can hear you breathin'. I can see you comin'. I can feel the wind. It's blowin' me around. Take a shot at me runnin' side by side. It's a blur... as I go by. " I sang under my breath, as I waited for Harry and Hermione to come though the barrier,
"I think you singing off the grounds of Hogwarts is just normal." Carlisle whispered
I smiled brightly flashing my pearly teeth, "thanks."
I could smell Harry's scent, and I started bouncing in the seat by the door.
"Who was coming to pick us up again?" Harry asked Hermione,
'Snuffles' and I walked over to them.
"My dad, Snuffles, and I of course." I answered. Ignoring the humans other then Harry staring at me. I reached out to Harry and hugged him,
"I missed you," I whispered into his ear.
"Ashlee, we can visit later its time to go." Carlisle stated.
"Coming dad," I replied.
We walked out to the parking lot, I held Harry's hand, as we walked toward my Chevy Corvette, I love my car, I only had it for a few months before I ended up over at Hogwarts, and I love my sister Alice for having the vision of sending it. It was a sliver with black interior plus it was fast.
"Who's Corvette is that," asked Harry
"Who do you think?" I replied, I released Harry's hand to get into the driver's seat.
"This is yours!" Hermione exclaimed
"Yeah, and you better buckle up," I grinned as started the engine and it purred to life. Once I was out of the parking lot, I floored it.
"you're going over hundred!" Hermione shouted.
"I'm a vampire, we love to go fast." I replied but I slowed it down to eighty which was too slow for my liking, in another three seconds we were in front of 12 Grimmauld Place.
We got out, and I drove my car around back to hide it. I don't want anyone to know where it is.
I came though the kitchen window, scaring everyone but my family.
"Sorry, it wouldn't look good if I ran around," I stated as I sat down.
We enjoyed each others company for the evening, until the people who needed sleep finally went to bed, Christmas came, and we shared our gifts. The wolves got a real kick out of the books that I chosen for them, Wandering With Werewolves and I got them a few things from Hogsmeade as well
"Trust me, none of that is real, but I thought you guys would love it," I stated
I loved all my new items, mostly for teaching. A basket to keep ungraded papers in, more glass pens, I would keep in my office. Also keys to the country estate for the summer. My Corvette, Alice was going to drive over when they decide to leave. I also gotten a sweater from Molly, with a large A on it.
A few days later, we were getting ready to go back to Hogwarts, I of course would be running there. I was passing though the hallway, when I heard Sirius talking to Harry.
"Now I want you to listen to me closely. You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, who bad things have happened to. Do you understand? Besides, the world isn't split into good people and Death Eaters. We have all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the power we choose to act on. That's who we really are." Sirius was saying,
I decided then to check in with Harry, "I hope i'm not interrupting,"
"No, I should have guess that you would hear us." Sirius replied.
"Harry, I know better then anyone about being good and evil." I stated "i was nomadic remember, Sirius is right, we chose to the path to walk."
"So what about our disagreement." Harry asked.
"We'll deal with that as it happens," I replied.