"You're doing my room in what color!" I exclaimed that completely distracted me, well as least part of me that wasn't about to break my vegetarian lifestyle.

I held my breathe as my eyes wheeled around searching for the car as fast as i could in a human setting. Putting the bags in the trunk, i got into the front seat still holding my breathe, i checked the rearview mirror and my eyes were a dull amber. Not the liquid gold. Damn, i would have to hunt as soon as possible to avoid hunting humans.

Alice giggled "I knew that would distract you, well done."

"You...You...YOU lied to me!" I exclaimed causing the three in the car with me to jump as and clap their hands to their ears.

"Yes. Honestly if Esme found out that I was going to paint your room neon pink, she would rip my credit cards up and freeze my bank account." Alice replies, glumly. "Got to go, Jazz wants to hunt."

"Yeah...I know how he feels. See ya in about two weeks," I respond. We hung up and i pulled the bluetooth from my ear.

"What happened?" Harry demanded

"I almost lost control of my very nature. I'm still not in perfect control as of yet." I answer, i pulled out of the parking lot and pushed the gas pedal down to the floor.

Speeding i love it and I never ever been caught.

As soon as we were back at the estate, i was out of the car and bounding across the yard into the forest beyond the river that seprateing the yard from the hunting grounds.

I gave myself over to those instints that governed my thirst as I scented the air, my body stunk into a hunting crouch as i stalked the forest. I couldn't find any descent caranvors but i did find a herd of Red deer, i pounced on one before it even knew i was there. I chased the herd and downed two more before i felt that my thirst was completely under my control again.

I sprinted back to the estate,

Hermione looked up from a book she was reading, "Feel better?"

"Much." I answer, "Do you ever stop reading?"

"No? Do Harry and Ron ever read?" Hermione countered

I was stuck by a sudden idea, i smirked at Hermione. She put the book down and stood up backing up as if she was frighten by me.

"what are you planning?" She asks,

"Can I play with your hair?" I ask,

"You want to play with my hair?" Hermione asks, blinking

I nod, "Please!"

"I'm going to regret this, aren't I?" Hermione muttered

"I take that as a yes," I state, I picked up Hermione and put her on my back and darted upstairs to the bathroom, which had the looks of a salon to it.

I looked at Hermione as she slide from my back, "You're as pale as me."

"Surprisingly I like that better then flying." Hermione replies, as she gain color back.

"I could have gone faster" I reply as i pushed Hermione down on a chair, i combed through her hair with my fingers. "Thanks for allowing me to this."

"Okay, since the boys are exploring. Could you answer some questions?" Hermione asks "That is a fair trade since you're playing with my hair."

"Depends on the questions," I respond

"I realized that you edited most of your background for the others. Could tell me the whole truth?" Hermione asks

I froze, i should have realized that Hermione would notice something like that.

"I didn't really edited more like withheld what i did for most of my existance, I was nomdic as you know. I traveled the world, hunting when I grew thirsty." I reply, "I've killed more then my share of humans, but it was that or starve. But i did hunt animals once and awhile."

"What did you do to after you were changed?" Hermione asks

"I was to overwhelmed with my own thirst, i wasn't myself." I answer

"Does it hurt now?" she asks,

"Yes, but not as much as before...for a comparison, ever had a sore throat?" I ask, i grabbed a straighten and turned it on i sprayed Hermione's hair down with the frizz repellent. "Hermione, can I ask you something?"

"What?" Hermione asks

"I was thinking, I haven't decided because I really don't want to hear Alice's advice but do you think I should give Harry a vial of my venom?" I ask

"I thought that treaty with the shape-shifters prevented the creation of another new vampire by your family?" Hermione responds with a question.

"It does, we can't bite a human...doesn't say anything about the human taking the venom." I reply, in a corner of my mind, I could imagine Harry and I together hunting, being with each other until the end of time.

A revolting scent hit my nose, bringing me out of my fantasy. Damn that wolf.

"About time, you show up, Lupa!" I greeted pitching my voice so that it wouldn't hurt Hermione's ears but loud enough for Leah to hear me.

I heard her laugh along with Sirius.

"Wow," Leah breathed as she came into the bathroom, "your psychic sister's been here?"

"Most likely," I answer, "Want to be next?"

"Nah, I'm good." Leah replies

"So is your brother behaving himself?" I ask

"Yeah...Cho's parents are thrilled about her having him. He seems to be the comforting shoulder she needs right now." Leah answers, "And I'm good,"

"Food's prepared in the kitchen...and No, I didn't spit in it." I informed

"Funny, I would except that from the blonde." Leah replies, as she looked at Sirius, "Hungry?"

"Jasper wouldn't do such a thing, but Rose might...but I think Nessie is winning." I muttered

"Can you straighten my hair all the time this summer?" Hermione asks, as she looked at her hair. "I don't look like myself."

"that was the point," I reply, "Sure, I have nothing but time on my hands."

"So what's the plan?" Leah asks

"Waiting on Bella," I answer, I looked at Hermione, "Got a passport and an ID?"

"For what?" Hermione asks

"We're not staying the summer out here, I want to be outside during the day." I answer, "We're going to Forks,"