I don't own Transformer's/Beast Wars. Nor do I intend to use this in any way to earn money; honestly it's just my try at getting back into the writing scene after so long away.

Pairing: Prowl/Jazz (might stay as them or change later on I like Jazz to be with the twins mostly, but I am not sure it can really work out for this fic, so you can tell me what you think in your reviews!), Ratchet/WheelJack/Ironhide, Sideswipe/Sunstreaker (for sure, perhaps Jazz later on if I can manage to work it in, though it might not work out.)

Rating: MA because at some point this WILL involve a lemon scene and it contains mentions of underage sex.

Warnings: Mentions of underage sex, like WAY underage. I in NO way endorse that so please don't flame me for it. It's just part for the story. Um, yeah so in advance I want to say sorry I haven't written in almost 2 years, and I am not asking for a break because of it, but I am not sure this will be the best thing ever; first it has no beta, and I REALLY suck with spelling and grammar. Second I think I have a problem with POVs, and staying in them, and third, The last thing I tried to write (thou haven't posted out of fear of being booed out of fanfiction dot net) I was trying to not be just about the sex part and show details and stuff, but I became so obsessed that I think I put in TOO much detail, I don't know. So I am trying to find a balance, which is like why there is this long warning trying to explain that, so yeah anyway I hope it's not TOO horrible, though it probably is.

Summary: One day Prowl and Jazz take their sparkling Bumblebee to the park to play with his new and strange playmate, Bluestreaker. His sire had told him they would be playing and that's all that he cared about. After that he ended up as Blue's baby brother, and his to older caretakers, Sideswipe and Sunstreaker, this is there life on the hard cold streets up to and including into the start of the war where he finally sees his original Carrier and Sire again for the first time.

Oh and for the sake of the story and because I don't actually know the answers to what the true measurement would be in former speak, when the story starts out it's about a Vorn before the war breaks out, and these are there ages. I don't know yet if I will actually do the writing on their life on the streets, I might do a few chapter shots, in flashback mode to play them out, or maybe half and half, I haven't decided. We will just have to see. You can tell me what you think in your review.

Bluestreaker: about the mind-set and age of a 7 year old

Sideswipe and Sunstreaker: about the age of 11

Bumblebee: about the mind-set and age of a 4 year old

A/N: sorry probably should have told you this earlier, but for me the units of time go something like this:

Nano klick - 30 seconds

Klick - 1 minute

Joor - 1 hour

Cycle - 1 day

Mega cycle - 1 week

Orn - 2 weeks

Vorn - 83 years

I am sure there all messed up, but for the sake of this single story, those are the time frames, if anyone knows the actual time units you can drop me a line and I will fix them up if there all wrong. Hope you all enjoy the chapter!

Lost Sparks

Chapter Four: Home

Sideswipes POV

I am not sure what the noise is, but as soon as the crystals start breaking and Prowl and Jazz go down, I grab Bumblebee knowing Sunny has taken Blue. I didn't know what else to do but bring him with us. I didn't want to leave him there to get hurt like the other bots had. So I pick him up and take off towards the unit. Well what we pass off as a unit, it's really just a run down one room station posting on the poor side of the city that no workers go to any longer. Still the streets light up around us as we make a break for it. Sunny is growing uneasy as he picks up Blue who is now getting tired of running and turns to glance at me. With a groan, I put on a burst of speed trying not to let my own terror get in the way of staying in the here and now. At the moment that's all that mattered. Had to matter. I wouldn't let the thought of something bad happening to any of my family enter my mind. Didn't stop me from feeling his worry though, and I tried my best to keep it separated but it was consuming him, and I couldn't let that happen either, he was mine, and what was mine was always protected no matter the cost.

/Sunny, I am here, we are here. We're all right, it's fine, I love you, and Blue loves you. Everything will be ok. You just need to keep focused./ I let him know and feel. Let him understand I was there, we were still one, and nothing could ever stop that.

/What's going on, Sides? I don't understand what this is. I can feel Blue's terror and I don't know how to reassure him, not when he can feel my own terror. Please, Sides; promise me it's all going to be ok. I promise I won't bother you about your secret anymore, I don't care; I just want what we had back./ He whimpers back to me and I feel horrible for the secrets and the pain I have caused him the last few cycles. Still, that had been a necessity at the time, he would have insisted we do it together instead of just me, and I couldn't allow that. No, not when I could spare him the pain, if only for a little while longer.

/Think nothing more of it, just keep moving; we need to get out of the city, Sunny. They're destroying it. We can't stay any longer./ I tell him as I glance back and see the city in flames. I already know Sunny was looking through me to see it as well. The things our shared spark allowed us to do amazed me to no end. Still, time enough for that later as I pushed even harder at the both of us. We had to get out, now.

/Sides, we can't! What of the sparkling?! Of Bee! What about his creators? What if they're still alive?! We can't just leave them like that. To top it off, what are your plans for the sparkling you're now carrying?! Do you even know how to get back to his carriers unit?!/ I felt his unease grow as the questions came to mind, but he didn't disobey. He kept running forward, shushing Blue's panicked yet almost silent whimpers. Amazed me that kid did. If I had seen what he did then I would be terrified of anyone and anything to do with personal relationships. Yet he took to Sunny and I without any fear or hesitation when we offered him our hand. Amazing more he even show us a new trick about our bond we didn't know, having never had the reason to try. So when Bee started wailing I did the only thing I could think of to help him.

I let a tiny portion of what "our spark" was slip out and gave him a solid connection. Let him knew he wasn't alone. That we were there with him; that somehow we would make it better. He quietened down while Sunny grunted and continued forward again, this time out of the lost city and into the outskirts, where the engine noises from the sky were dying away. Stopping for but a moment to glance behind again, to be sure there was no other way, no other choice. When all I saw were flames, I made up my mind. There was no going back now. Even if they had somehow survived the attack, I wouldn't know how to get to they're unit. If I did manage that, Sunny and Blue could be put in danger if anyone saw us and called youngling care centers to come and get us. I would never let that happen. Still, now as we passed even the ridges of what was considered wild land and headed to our area there, I was thinking of what I was taking away from the sparkling. He had a home, and creators who had loved him. All I could possibly give him was love, if he would accept it, and that was it. Was it right of me to do that to him?

/Love was enough for you to save first me, and then Blue. Why wouldn't it be enough to save him as well? We don't know if they even survived and if they didn't, they could end up taking him from the shock of being alone suddenly. You're doing what you think will give him the best chance at surviving. No one can ask more, even though I know you will try to give him more anyway./ I hear a whisper and feel the accompanying emotions of love and acceptance when I doubted myself and my plan. Sunny was always kind to me and my whims. Still this sparkling, our sparkling now; just lost his home and only known creators. I wasn't sure how to make it better for him. Supposing the best start was to calm everyone down and knowing that wouldn't happen till we got settled in to our place, I push off and start to trudge forward again. I feel the ghost pressure of Sunny carrying Blue, and know he feels Bee as if he were in his own arms. Still, we had a lot of ground to cover if I wanted to get us home before it started raining, and I never want them to feel the acid rain slap down upon their plating; so I give what comfort and strength I can to them all through our bond, and force them to follow after me.

/How long do you plan on us staying here? You promised me we would never go back to the pits! You made me swear, same as I made you, never would we force one another to watch as the other is attacked and hurt for another's pleasure! There has to be another way. Any other way. Promise me, Sides./ His anger making his "voice" tremble with a low timber rumble snapped me out of my thoughts as I was going over what I was doing and what I was planning. So he had noticed I was walking us towards our "unit" in Kaon? Course he did, my Sunny had an optic for the details. I wonder what his life could have been like if not for me, and our "unnatural and freakish" bond, as our creator so kindly put it when she finally kicked us out for good. I could barely remember what she looked like.

It didn't matter, I couldn't change or fix that, and Sunny has told me time and again, even if I could, he wouldn't want me to. No, now was not the time to dwell on the past that I couldn't change as I sent a pulse of love and reassurance to my other half. I wouldn't do that to him ever again. We had been quick to rise in the pits. Very quick, our handlers were more than happy to pay for the special hairline connection treatment we needed to fit and work our "Adult Mech" forms. They always made a profit on the obvious outcome. Still, I know he hated every second he was jammed in that tight space that was our "Frame"; and even worse, he hated when we didn't win. It was worst still when only one of us was hurt and left the other to worry. No, we left that life behind us after the first two Vorns. Silverblurr and Sunburst were never coming back online. I don't think I could handle it if they did. Still, I don't think he will like what I have been doing for credits recently any better. I quickly shield those thoughts so he won't pick up on them. Now was not the time for him to find out what I had done in order to get us the fuel we needed.

/No love I would never do that to you again. I promised, didn't I? They are dead, as far as anyone knows Silverblurr and Sunburst offlined in the brawl in the Kaon revolt when the pits were stormed by the Autobot elite guard. At least Megatron was good for something. I don't know how long we will stay there, maybe a couple of Orns. We need a place to hole up while we get things settled again, we just lost everything but what is in our other hiding places. Praxus was our best stashed place. We have just lost a lot Sunny. Kaon is again our best bet to go unnoticed and to resettle down after the upset. We need stability, and at the moment that's Kaon. If you like, after everything has been figured out, we can move to our base in Vos or Polyhex. Till then we just need to settle down a bit from the upset. Sunny, we need to give him a stable place to accept us in. To let him and Blue bond in. / I let him know I wouldn't allow the pits to happen again. When we had decided to kill off Silverblurr and Sunburst we had started to take a bit of our profits in chips instead of always fuel and a place to stay. We set up our stash "units" which were just really places that were so far off the reservation no bot would notice or places no longer used by other bots.

Praxus was our best stashed one; but Kaon, despite the pits reminder, was our most used. Vos wasn't set up at the moment so it was out of the question, and while Polyhex was doable, it was too far to walk to in one cycle, as it was we wouldn't get to Kaon till sometime in the morning cycle. I just preyed it didn't rain for a while. We also had a stash in Iacon but I didn't feel safe going there; way too many youngling centers there. No, the cave slightly outside the outskirts of Kaon would be our temporary home while we settled in with the new dynamics. I look down when I hear a slight whimper. While we had taken care of Blue from a very young age, and he was ours, he wasn't a true sparkling when he came to us.

I prey to primus we can do this. At the moment he was starting to get annoyed with all the holding that was going on. If his squirming was anything to go by, which it would have to be until the bond strengthened. I tried not to think too much about what the strengthening would do to the other's bond if they hadn't offlined in the attack on Praxus. I was a demanding Mech, I know, I wouldn't allow any other bond to exist to him but me. So if they hadn't offlined like I believe they have, then they would slowly feel the pain of their bond ceasing as mine took over. I came out of my thoughts again with a slight snarl when I almost walked smack into Sunny's back. I hadn't noticed the night cycle start, apparently some time ago; I was so wrapped up in my musing.

I noticed the problem right away though; Blue's doorwinglets were drooping, which from trial and error, meant that he was getting too drained. As I thought about it, it made sense; none of us had fueled in quite some time. Still, we would have nothing till we settled down in the unit and I managed to get my hand on some energon. With a sigh, I shifted Bee to my other arm when it reminded me. They had given us some of Bee's old toys. Maybe it could distract Blue from his hunger. I quietly went to the other side of Sunny's arm where Blue had buried his face into the crook of his neck and unzipped the bag and froze. There were toys yes, but there was so much more as well, including energon. A smile cracked at my face plate as I reached in and took one of the cubes and a squish toy for Bee. I quickly zipped it back up. Taking a quick sip before letting Sunny and Blue do the same, our systems used to smaller amounts of fuel we would be good on a shared cube. Then carefully I took the last bit in the cube and slowly allowed Bee to drain the last of it from the cube before quietly handing him the toy squishy. I sent a small prey be heard by primus that the Mech seemed to not be able to mind his own business.

With a grin to Sunny, thanking primus for our luck; we resumed our trek in much better spirits then when we first started. We wouldn't all offline right away from starvation at least. There was enough there that while Bee might be cranky about the amount switch up, would give us time to figure out our next few steps with one less worry. Plus, there had been blankets and data pads. I had been meaning to start teaching Blue how to read instead of just downloading things straight to his systems. This gave me a great idea to start their brother bond out. I could teach him to read so that he could read to Bee every night. I got the general feeling of approval from him as I caught the first sights of our unit in the morning cycles light. With a true smile of joy from Sunny, the only other spark awake at the moment, I move a little faster and run to where I know the field generator to be. Clicking the button made the heavy rock face slide away and shows the entrance to our unit. It had taken a lot of pit fights to get this place set up perfectly. I will thank primus every cycle from now on that we took the time to do it. For now it would be our home till we either set up Vos or Bee was old enough to move between bases without too much worry for his health.

/I think we're going to make it, Sunny, I really do. For them we have to, and for you, always and everything for you, my dear bright spark. Always./ I murmur to him as I send out the tendrils to both Blue and Bee as they start to shift and moan in their recharge.

Kaon was the biggest place we had, mainly because it was naturally created, almost as if specifically for us. There was a slight narrow entrance from the rock face which opened up into a semi big circular room. The room was slightly sectioned off. There was a sitting area off to one side where some of Blue's old toys we managed to buy were still sitting from our last time here. It had been quite a while. Then off to the side, and slightly back, there was a table with a few empty cubes left on it. Behind that was another slightly bigger walk path that leads to a parting in three directions. The first room off to the left was what had been used as Blue's room; that he would now share with Bee. There was an actual recharge berth in it. I still feel the pain from the blade I took to the shoulder joint to earn the credits for the two berths. The second was off to the right and was smaller, and only had a natural energon-like substance that was more like a solution then actual energon. We were able to bath in it; the solution always kept clean from the running in and out. The last room was directly out the back and it was mine and Sunny's berth room. It wasn't brand new state of the art stuff, and it was mostly dented and dinged up old things that Sunny and I fixed up; but it was home, our home.

END OF CHAPTER:

Ok, hope it wasn't too boring the actual action can't start till next chapter; which I can't get started on till I decide what I am going to do. So as I haven't actually typed up chapter five yet you can still tell me what you think should happen. Sunny and Sides will be together, and will have been close since being sparked but as of right now, I won't be doing any interfacing scenes. Least not till the time comes for that. This could be sooner or later depending on how I lead the rest of the story.

As for Jazz and Prowl, they're not a bad couple, I just like Jazz better with the twins. As it stands, I don't think I will be able to work that in though so it will be as of yet, Prowl/Jazz and Sunny/Sides fic. I am sorry if it seems the story is moving too slowly. Normally I jump in the middle of the interfacing scene and write that out only, so I am trying to take my time and do it right now that I am trying to do a fic with an actual plot to it, with a beginning, middle, and ending. Forgive any spelling mistakes, they are mine and mine alone. Hope it wasn't too hard to read through and that you enjoyed it please review and let me know what you think so far! It's the only way I can start chapter five after all!

*Please take note that bas_math_girl is my beta now, and that she is awesome! Perhaps you should think about going to see some of her things?*