Hey Guys, here you go with the second last Chapter. This one is sad and intense. But I can say next will be a lot better and fluffy.
Ignore the Grammar errors. As English is not my first language.
Now not much to say so go and read.
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Chapter 6,
Misunderstanding,
"Darren" Kurt quickly shot up from top of his friend starring in his boyfriends direction and noticing that may be some explanations need to be done. Cause Chris knew Darren very well and the way he was right now starring at him tells him may be he would be in a bit problem.
As Chris stood up and took a step towards his boyfriend direction saying,"Darren I thought you wouldn't be back by midnight cause I heard that it was a little rain storm and the traffic was creating problems, but I am glad you make..." Chris was cut off by Darren.
"Yeh! I can see that very well. You were really busy in something and may be I just blow it all interrupting it didn't I." Darren snarled.
"What! No don't say like that, Dare! It's not like that... It was just that me and Kyle went to club and he drunk a little bit more then usual and I was just helping him la..."
"I don't need to know... I don't need explanations... I think what I have seen through my eyes is...is enough." Darren snapped starring right into Chris painful eyes.
It was when Kyle got a bit back into his senses on hearing Darren arguing and some how screaming and snapping at Chris and realised that its not getting into a good way. So he finally sat up and stood besides Chris.
"Darren Man! What the hell are you saying... It's not like that you are misunderstanding it. Chris was jus-"
"You just shut the fuck up. It's between me and Chris you don't have any right to jump in besides it's... I am not misunderstanding it." Darren shouted out loud.
"Darren! Please stop it its nothing like that..." Chris literally begged to listen him but Darren was like out if the hands.
"Yeh right it's not what I am thinking... Really Chris! I just saw my boyfriend laying on top of the man he calls his friend... But I think it's way more then that." Darren groaned in frustration.
"Darren! Are you trying to say that I... I and Kyle are like... Like-" Chris can't even finish the sentence cause even spelling it out if his mouth pull daggers into his chest and tears were forming in his beautiful eyes.
"I am not saying it I can see it. You know I was trying to figure this out on my own that may be I was over thinking about your relationship with him or may be I was just being really possessive the way both of you interact... But I guess I was wrong in there."
"You are getting this all in a really wrong sense man." Kyle frowned as he placed a comforting hand over his best friend shoulder.
"I just said stay the FUCk out if this." Darren snapped in anger.
"Darren! How could you say all off this. I trusted you and I thought you trusted me to." Chris choked tears streaming out of his ocean colour eyes.
"I did trusted you... But I never thought you would shattered it into pieces like this." Darren frantic feeling his eyes watery too.
"I haven't done anything which would make you lose..."
"Stop lying! I don't want any other thing to hear its enough already. And I don't want any other shit..."
"Dare..." Chris whimpered
"I never accepted this from you Chris. I really loved you I never thought it would end up like this... You cheating over me with your friend." Darren groaned broken heartedly.
And before Chris could say any thing else or explain any other thing Darren was out of the room already rushing out if the apartment. As Chris ran for him screaming him to stop calling out his name 'Darren' to stop him but couldn't as Darren was already gone leaving Chris all broken sobbing out loud behind the walls.
Kyle reached the main door and saw his friends on his knees crying out calling for his love to come back. So he quickly rushed towards him his all drunken affects gone by now. As he lend down on his own knees wrapping his arms around his friends shoulders comforting him.
"Shhhh... Chris! Please stop crying." Kyle frantic rubbing his one hand up and down Chris back soothing him.
"H-He is gone... he thou-thought... How could he think like that... How could be think I was cheating over him when I can't even think of it..." Chris choked on his words sobbing out loud.
"Shhh! I know it's just that he misunderstood it, but don't worry I will make everything Ok, I will talk to him." Kyle grumbled feeling tears rushing out of his own eyes seeing his best friend so desperate and broken in pain.
"He wo-won't listen to you. H-he thinks you and I... You and I are involved together..." Chris sobbed out loud.
"I don't give a damn on it. I will make him listen to me. At any cost. If he thinks its all because of me then I will fix it. I will tell him that you and I are only friends. I will bring him back to you, Chris!" Kyle frantic holding his friend tightly.
In that moment Kyle's mind reminded him something.
"Chris! Did Darren know that I am Straight... Did you ever told him I was not gay but straight." Kyle questioned thoughtfully.
It took a moment for Chris to reply in a weak broke voice.
"No! I never get a chance of telling him but I... I thought he would have figured it out."
"Have you ever told him that I have a girlfriend?
"No!"
"That's it he thinks I am Gay to when the truth is I am not. This is all a really big misunderstanding." Kyle commented
"But! Now what... I thought he trusted me he should have know that I only Loved him and no one else." Chris whimpered.
"I know but... This needs to be corrected I will go and talk to him I will tell him the truth..." Kyle was cut off.
"No! You won't talk I him. I was the one who didn't clarified everything in the start if I would have told him about you nothing would have happened today. So I will talk to him. I will tell him it's not what he thinks. I can't live without him." Chris frantic.
" But!"
"Kyle! No! please, you promise me you wont talk to him. i know if you did it will make things more difficult."
"But Chris!" Kyle tried to argue but Chris didn't let him.
"Please!"
"Ok! I promise, but you just please stop crying I can't see you like this. Please!" Kyle pleaded.
It took a while for Chris to settle but he finally stopped crying and Kyle helped him got up and took him to his room. After settling Chris under the covers Kyle said 'GoodNight' and went to his own room.
Chris couldn't sleep. How can he? It wasn't possible for sleep to takeover. Tears were pouring out if his eyes as he was curled up on his bed knees almost up to his chin and arms wrapped around them.
Darren was feeling very uncomfortable on the bed. Although he was in his room in his apartment but nothing looked like the same everything looked unknown. May be because ever since Chris and Darren for into relationship it was very rear that Darren stayed in his apartment. He was lying on his bed wearing T-shirt and pyjamas squirming on the bed uncomfortably. He was not feeling anything good, he couldn't sleep cause of the lack of arms around him.
Darren sighed in frustration and got up for the bed and went to stand by the open window of his room. The sky was dark clouds covering the moon.
Tears were still flowing out if Chris eyes which ever now red due to crying. He was getting cold not because he was feeling clod but because he was missing the biggest thing in his life right now Darren's arms around him to comfort him. To tell him 'That I am always there for you.'
And it was when Chris sat up on his bed and started singing, in a weak painful voice to express his self.
"Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart"
Flashes of Darren were filling Chris mind crowding with the happy moments they shared together Loving, Kissing... Sharing love.
"Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart"
[Darren]
"Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start"
Memories of Chris were haunting Darren. And then what happened today what he saw was burning his heart. He never thought it will be to hard.
"I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart"
[Chris]
"But tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are"
Tearing were streaming out if his eyes. Darren's face was haunting him. Those questions eyes which once showed love and trust today were judging him and he saw mistrust for him sled in them.
"Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start"
[Chris & Darren]
Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ah ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh"
12 Pm, afternoon.
Kyle after waiting for 2 hours for Chris to come out of his room finally knocked on the door. But no reply came, so he turned the knob and opened the door and stepped in. The bed was empty Chris was not on bed. Kyle was about to call his name when his eyes landed on the window and he saw his best friend sitting besides it.
He slowly walked closer and It was when he realised that Chris haven't slept the whole night his eyes were swollen due to the crying and red his lips were slightly parted. He was just looking so broken.
"Chris!" Kyle aforesaid as he placed a hand on his shoulder.
The poor boy turned and gazed at his friend who was starting at him with concern eyes. And that was when Chris broken down into sobs again.
"Shhh! Chris! Please don't do this. Every thing will be fine soon. You just need to be strong." Kyle groaned taking his friend in his embrace.
"I can't... I feel so weak. Nothing feels O-Ok." He stuttered.
"You have to be strong. Talk to him. Tell him what you feel. Tell him you only Love him, just stop crying it won't help." Kyle suggested
Chris leaned back and whipped the tears away saying,"you are right I need to talk to him. I just can't lose him."
(Da Ding! Da Ding! Da Ding!)
Darren cell ringed but he didn't picked it up when he saw Chris name on it calling him.
"Darren! Please pick up the phone. Please! Talk to me once just don't turn your back on me without giving me a chance to speak." Chris said to himself holding the cell to his ear. Waiting for Darren to pick it up. But he didn't.
(Da Ding)
Darren was not picking up the call.
(Stop calling me Chris. I don't want to talk) he thought to himself.
(Da Ding)
That's it. Darren pick his cell and switched it off.
"The number you dialled is switched off." The machine spoke.
"No! Why are you doing this?" Chris whimpered tossing his iPhone on the bed.
One Week passed, and no reply or answer came from Darren. Chris even went to his apartment but no one came out and waiting there after so long he came back half heartedly.
Kyle was getting really worried for his friend. Chris was getting weaker and paler. He wasn't eating anything properly. Most of the time he stayed locked up in his room. And everything was getting out of hands and more complicated.
It was 8th day today, Kyle made breakfast like usual and went into Chris room. And saw him standing by the window. He placed the tray of breakfast on the coffee table and went towards the window.
"Chris! I have made breakfast. Please! Eat something you haven't ate last night to." Kyle said softly.
"I am not hungry" Chris replied without looking at him.
"Chris! Stop it! Why are you doing this? You are punishing yourself. Just look at yourself how miserable you look." Kyle finally exploded.
"It's known of your business. Just go way leave me alone." Chris snarled.
"What! Known of my business. You are my friend. You need help and you want me to go away. I won't."
"I don't need anyone's help. I can handle my self. I am not a baby."
"You are acting like one. Look at you self. You are so pale and getting weak. You need to eat something. Stop punishing your self." Kyle objected.
"If I am Punishing myself its my life. I can do whatever I want to do. You can not force me into anything." Chris snapped finally looking into Kyle's direction.
"Ok! If this is what you want them fine. I will go talk to Darren I will tell him what needs to be told." Kyle frowned.
"No, you won't"
"I will! I will God Dammit! I can't see you like this suffering through pains." Kyle literally shouted.
"I said I don't want anyone coming in between me and him. It's my problem I will solve it."
"No it's not only yours. I am going and I will make him listen to me. I will tell him what have he done to you." Kyle said and started towards the door.
"Kyle! Wait! No... Stop!..." Chris shouted and ran towards him.
"No! This has to end now" Kyle groaned.
"No wait! Ahhhhh..." Chris whimpered.
Kyle turned around on hearing Chris cry and as soon as he turned he saw Chris had fallen the floor.
"Chris!" Kyle shouted and ran towards him. He bend on his knees and took Chris by the shoulders and placed his head on his lap patting his face.
"Chris! Chris! Can you hear me. Please! Talk to me open your eyes." Kyle pleaded.
But Chris didn't opened his eyes as blackness took hold on him fully.
A/N; Hope you all like it. The next chapter will be the last one Epilogue.
And I will try to post it soon. I have also started a new Fic (Bite Of My Heart) and its chapter one is posted so the ones who want to read it can go and read. :-)
Love to all Readers,
CC2050.