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Chapter 3
Jen felt like she was starting to have a panic attack, she wasn't ready to be face to face with teen. She hadn't prepared what she was going to say to her, how she was going to approach her, what she was going to do. Jens breathing became heavy, as she started to feel faint, she tried to push past Tilly but Tilly just stood there. Not saying a word her eyes were cold, no emotion on her face. Jen eventually managed to push past Tilly and sat down on the benches outside to calm herself down.
Tillys POV:
Oh my god there is she, right in front of my face, that perfume I love that perfume, her eyes are so big, her lips look so juicy I just want to touch them with mine. Crap. No. Pull yourself together. Suddenly she speaks; I feel anger, hurt, pain, and love. Wow these emotions mixed together are weird. Then that's it we are face to face. Gosh I feel sick. Say something Tilly say something. Nothing. Where's she gone.
Tilly didn't feel Jen push past her, her emotions were too busy destroying her body. Meanwhile Jen was still sat at the table with her head in her hands. Trying to control her breathing, she wanted nothing more than to feel her young lovers touch, as she remembers how Tilly used to calm her down just by holding her hand when things became difficult in their relationship.
Jen looks up slightly and sees a pair of legs in front of her as she recognises them straight away. Jen stands up too walk away. she's not ready to speak to her yet.
"You are unbelievable" Tilly huffs
Jen says nothing; a massive rush of guilt suddenly rips through her body, there's no escaping the confrontation now.
"Were you seriously just going to get up and ignore me, walk away like the other day never happened? Do you know what you have done to me? You have ruined any chance I had of getting a decent career! What kind of job am I going to get now, not my dream one like you have that's for sure! Since I met you I have always thought about your career put it first, before my own happiness" Tilly was starting to get really angry now, she wasn't bothered who heard or saw her. Tilly carried on, Jen kept her head down as tears began rolling down her cheeks. She was kind of expecting a similar reaction from Tilly, but she wasn't expecting this. Every single sentence that Tilly was throwing at her felt like it was burning through her soul, every single word cutting deeper and deeper than the next. This was a pain Jen had never experienced before, even when she split up with Rowie her ex. All of a sudden Jens words came out of nowhere "Shut up Tilly, just be quiet" Jen shouted. Tilly stepped back stunned, she had been too busy shouting at Jen to realise the mess Jen was in, but at that moment Tilly really didn't care.
"Please Tilly can we go and do this in folly it too…"
Tilly interrupts "what too Public for you is it Jen"
"Tilly please!"
"Fine" Tilly storms off in the direction of the Folly
Jen follows, her legs feel like jelly, her heart hurts, her heads spinning. "When is this nightmare going to end"