BECOME ONE WITH RUSSIA, DA?

Okay now that I've gotten that out of my system... This saturday, I will be going to the fair, and I will be staying until the saturday (I think) after that. Then I have two weeks of free time then I'm off to band camp so I may be a little messed up in uploading. I'm sorry for the inconvenience, but once I get back from fair, I will upload at usual. Then in August I have state fair, and I start school. Once I start school, I will only update once a week, so I can focus on school. I'm a freshman in highschool, and I take school very seriously, so that's why it will move to once a week. Because I figure that I'll have about 10-20 minutes that I'll have free during the school week each night, and about 2 hours during the weekends. I plan to make this story around 50 chapters, or have 40 then start a sequel. It depends on how this goes.

I have all these chapters planned out so whew... I spent this morning with my expo marker and white board, playing with ideas. Its sitting next to me, on my abused desk (I have two sharpies and draw while I watch tv, or play games). So, I'm ready to write! :3

Alrighty. I don't own Hetalia, and enjoy.

I sat in Ivan's lap, attempting to stop the tears. They began to slow, and I looked up at him. He smiled down at me with a very sweet smile, and I couldn't help but feel happy. He gently kissed my forehead, and held me tighter.

I snuggled closer, and hid my face in his scarf. I breathed in his smell of vodka, and just... him. I looked up,"I'm sorry... I lost my dad when I was seven years old... I was really close to him... and right before he died, my mom and dad got divorced. Ever since my dad died, my mom has just put me with who ever would take care of me. She doesn't like me much..." I felt the lump in my throat grow bigger,"I've live for about two years with my mom combined over the years since... since he died.."

"How'd he die?"

"Heart attack... Samantha always says that he choked on a cut up carrot, the bitch.."I said, my chin trembling from the force of how bad I wanted to cry. I hated how Samantha would make jokes about it..

He held me close,"Want me to beat her with my pipe?" He smiled kinda creepily at me,"Kolkolkol~"

"...No, I need to pack really badly."

He nodded,"Can I assist in any way? I have finished."

I nodded, blushing slightly,"Sure.."

I am going to just enjoy this moment... This silence isn't awkward, its peaceful. I know he understands I just need some time to get over my sadness, and it makes me happy to know he won't force me to be happy. I can be close to him... And that makes me happy..

So... Happy..

Two and a half hours later...

I will tell you right now, It is beyond awkward in this car, opposite of the calm aura in my bedroom. Do you want to know why?

"stupid Commie! I shouldn't have to sit by you, I'm the hero!"

"You're also a stupid fat american, if i remember correctly da?" Russia giggled. Okay, I've had a huge crush on him since I first saw him in the anime but... Creepy... yet cute. Ugh.

"I'm fat? I'm skinnier than you dude!", America laughed,"I don't get why the Krystine chick is into you."

My head turned to him and I smiled,"I will drown your ass if you continue with your mindless babble." What? I'm in a horrible mood today, and today SUCKS. Why?

Well, we didn't have enough seats for everyone, so someone had to sit on someone's lap, and the smallest people were chosen. Me, Italy, and Turtle. Italy sat on Romano's lap, Turtle on England's and I of course on Russia's. I swear Romano kept looking at England annoyed, blushing slightly. Tell me its not true... oh lovely! Another couple. GREAT. T_T

I leaned against Russia's chest and listened to his breathing. His heartbeat in my ear and the smells I loved most in my nose, I fell asleep.

When I woke up, I could tell I was being carried somewhere. Mmmh... I think I would like being carried everywhere... Wait. What happened to my plan of revenge on Russia..?

...Damn. Too sleepy... I'll... just... do it... later..

And I was once again in dreamland. And this dreamland had tacos, and poptarts dancing... then Romano was in it singing Delicious Tomato...

Why is my brain so strange?

When I once again awoke, I felt warm arms around me, and was in a very soft bed. Russia must be holding me.. I turned over to kiss him, and..

"THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING IN MY BED TURTLE!" I screamed.

She slowly opened her eyes,"mmh?"

"Why are you in my bed?" I growled.

"Russia said to keep you company. " She giggled,"We were playing some games in the dining room, now that you're awake you can come play!"

I sighed. Oh lovely. Some fricking annoying games like Cops and Robbers. I knew these people. They would totally play that.

I slowly stood up, and stretched,"ugh... Okay. Where's Russia?"

She squealed,"I knew you'd ask! oh what devoted lovers you are, you two.. He went to get some poptarts, because he knew you'd want one."

I blushed furiously,"We aren't lovers!"

"Ahh~ So... you two are so devoted it makes me jealous! I want someone who's loyal to me too!"

"Where's Romano?" I grumbled. Might as well if it gets her out of my hair.

"I-I don't know what you mean!" She whispered.

"Go play in the dark with him." I said then whispered,"Maybe you'll both get hit by a bus.."

She cried,"You're sooo mean, Krystine! I dont wanna die!"

"I do." I muttered, and walked out of the room. I immediately was lost. I began to wander around hoping to find the way out. I hate this place already.

I found the living room rather quickly, and saw that everyone was watching a horror movie. Oh it so figures... I hope America keeps his coo-

"AHHH SAMMIE ITS SO FREAKY!"

"I KNOW IT JUST DOESNT LOOK LIKE ITS NATURAL!"

I sweatdropped and walked out of the room, and out the front door to take a walk. I smiled when the warm lakeside air hit me.

So relaxing... I kept walking down the beach enjoying the night.

So unlike what it used to be..

"-You don't understand! She's only six years old, what is it going to do to her?" I watched as my parents fought, unknown to them.

This was supposed to be our vacation, to go to the lake. I loved water so much, because my daddy would be taking me out swimming the next day.

I was supposed to be in bed right now but... I couldn't sleep..

"You don't get it! I'm sick of you, I'm sick of us! I don't want to continue this!" My mother yelled.

"You give up on everything! What about our daughter? Are you going to give up on her? Is she too hard for you to actually care for? Do you even care about her?"

"Of course I do! She's my daughter and-"

Daddy's voice sounded cold,"Our."

"Not anymore! You will not see her!"

Tears filled my eyes, and I ran out the door, into the night, and across the sand into the water. I swam by myself. Daddy won't get to see me again..?

I took a deep breath in. I shouldn't have come out here... I looked around. I've walked quiet a bit away from the house. I'll have to head back.

"Hey you! chick with the red hair!" Some guys walked up to me,"You're with the tall dude with a scarf, right?"

I blinked and nodded.

They grinned, and circled me,"Then you'll be coming with us.."

OMG cliff hanger! Where's Russia? Why are these crazies going after Krystine?

Krystine: Why does the author keep on writing dramatic chapters?

... that was mean Krystine.

Krystine: You made me flashback. THATS mean.

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