WHOOOHHOOOO I hate Biology... *awkward laugh* and my shitty internet. I've been without dude, its NO FAAAIIIR :((( But I have downloaded episodes of multiple animes and was playing with those.

Also, I will have a cover for this story. Soon... AKA before the last chapter XD

Ahem... I apologize... But...ROAD RAGGGEE *push*

Now you have been road raged for the day by a random stranger. (I will be waiting in your house tonight- I mean...haha... Have a nice day!)

I don't own hetalia and It would be bad if I did. Well... not so much. Russia would just get a hell lot more of screen time. XD

I'm sad guys. This is the last arc (YESS! THIS DID HAVE ARCS! lol) 'Hurricane' (i'm very original T_T) leading up to the end of this story. My very first chapter story on here, and it did amazing. I spent a week redoing the first chapter and it was so awkward because I was so nervous and eeckk! I have all you guys now. I'm actually expanding my story range, and enjoying all your guys' comments and the one comment where I got a death threat. I love you guys to DEATH. I've randomly started smiling (Therefore freaking my friend out) while thinking of the comments. I ALWAYS read the comments, and check for about the next three days how many people read my story. I love you guys. Buuuut. because I love you so much, I am going to request something- A CHALLENGE! If I get +5 reviews, I'll double the length of the next chapter. 2000+ words. I'll write during Biology, (Probably why I don't understand the class... I love you that much!) and whenever I can. But if you don't, I'll still update like a lazy mofo that I am. *beams* ENJOY!

italics are Russia remembering stuff...and...kolkolkol ^J^

Chapter 32: The Rain Part 1/2

Russia watched the seals playing in the water from the shore, his eyes filled with a not so foreign feeling for him as of lately- grief. Krystine was young, and didn't understand much yet. She didn't understand the feeling of loosing something precious as a lover yet, no matter the fact that she had lost her father. She didn't understand that he loved her, and only wanted her to be safe, in case that he couldn't protect her.

The only way to protect her, he figured out, was to let her grow up without his romantic influence. Once she was of age, if she still wanted to be near him, she would surely push him to bring her closer with small gestures. That was the person she was.

She didn't understand though.

She didn't understand that if she became dependent upon him, and lost him; she'd become lost.

Russia felt a small tear fall down his cheek as he thought of the possibility of her sobbing the way she had over her father- over him.

No matter what, Russia loved the young woman, even if it was wrong of him. The ache of desire to calm all her fears and needs seemed to take over his senses whenever he was near. Her beautiful hazel eyes looking up at him, a heated blush on her face, a small grin on her face, and the words... The words she softly would whisper when she was sound asleep.

I love you... I love you... I love you... Don't leave me behind... I c-can't... The rest was sobs. That broke Russia's heart everytime. Her biggest fear was to be left alone.

Russia knew she needed to concer that fear before anything else. His heart begged to let his body wrap around hers in a tight embrace as she sobbed, to comfort and soothe her of every fear and nightmare. That's what Russia wanted most.

The fiery redhead yelling at him with a heated blush but a happy look after he kisses her and leaves to clear his head.

The look of surprise everytime he kissed her soft pretty lips. Her eyes barely open for a moment before closing as she clung to his coat, a soft loving look he got before she was fully awake.

Loving her was the best thing ever for Russia. Even if she didn't love him. He loved her with his heart and soul.

If units even had souls. He thought amused.

He may never age, unless he was programmed to. He thought with horror. and He'd see Krystine grow old without him and die. He would see her gasp for life before passing away. Russia would be deprogrammed from his memories and reset to be reused.

That hurt Russia most.

He pushed Krystine away because both would be hurt by their relationship. Both would feel deep set grief after the love, and hate themselves for falling in love.

Russia shut his eyes tightly. No. They would not. They would enjoy every moment together, and love each other stronger than anyone ever could love another person.

I love you... R-Russia-...ah... a small breath of air would escape her lips and Russia would smile. Russia would hold her tighter and feel her burrow into the crook of his neck, everytime they slept in the same bed.

Her smart alec replies to everything, her simple gestures, her opening everything to him. He treasured it all. Her occasional look of happiness and disbelief that crossed her face when ever she looked at him... When she thought he wasn't looking of course.

It hurt Russia to believe that she was in pain right now. It hurt him deeply. He wanted her to know that he loved her more than anything in the world that he could ever love. She was more important to him than his own life. She was that much to him.

Slowly he turned from the seaview, feeling the misty air on his exposed skin.

Krystine's breathes came out in little puffs, her hazel eyes focused on Russia as they slowly leaned towards each other, lips meeting slowly again and again. Her blush rose and her eyes closed in a desperate attempt to keep the magic secret. The feeling of each others hands around each other was enough to keep them happy. Her chest rose and fell to the beating of her heart racing, the feather like kisses on her neck driving the red of her skin to deepen even more. He leaned up and kissed her partially open lips gently. She smiled contently as if nothing would ever bother her.

Russia could feel her body curving to fit inside his arms. A perfect match in his mind. He laid his head on her head and she nuzzled his neck.

The feeling of completion was in the air.

There was nothing better than this...

This... This heaven.

Russia felt anger towards himself. Why'd he let go of her? She was so perfect for him. She loved him so much and he knew it.

WHY? he thought angrily at himself. Why'd he let go of her, the only person who-

No. He told himself. Stop before you regret everything and ruin her life. Let her live to 18 then win her heart back. He sighed. 18 was a long way away. Too far it felt.

He sighed and looked to the beach house. It was almost time to leave. He began to walk back.

Krystine... He thought quietly and soberly. I love you too. More than you know...

EEEECCKK! / I love this chapter... Cuz... RUSSIIAAA! (*Russia Fan*) there just needs to be more Prussia or some canada and I'd be really happy. But... I can't really protray Prussia well...

lol Review. Stop listening to my blabber. XD (HYYYPPPERR)