All of Your Heart and a Little Pain
Chapter 1
'Why did I do that?' he growled at himself. It wasn't like him to do something so drastic without even saying anything to his Meister. But, she did make the death scythe angry. Very angry. He couldn't tell her that, though. He could not tell her that he did not want her hanging out with other guys; that would not be very cool of him. Yet, it isn't very cool to let the girl you've been crushing on ever sense you first laid eyes on her get away either. He was conflicted. Internally. And, seeing as he is a pianist, and a composer, he wrote a song about his feelings—well, more so about how much she was a skank for talking to other guys. It was in the heat of the moment, and when you are best friends with Black Star, things travel quickly around the school.
So, there he was. His Meister loathed him, and he hated himself even more. But, not because he wrote the song in the first place, and not because he let Black Star listen to it, but because he let her leave their apartment and go live with her father. Yes, her father. That is how much she hated him. That is why he hated himself.
He was all alone in that apartment. Blair was not even there, she had given up on him a long time ago. Although, he had always thought that her obsession would have gotten worse as he grew older. Being nineteen and a death scythe, he thought that in this moment in time, he wouldn't be able to pry Blair off of him. But, she had gone off to be with Spirit. Apparently she had a thing for redheads.
He started reminiscing though the whole situation. And it horrified him. The last words that she had said to him were, "I hate you Soul Eater. And, I mean it this time."
It wasn't her words though. It was the tone. It was her soul. She really did mean it.
He was standing the middle of the doorway to her abandoned room. "She really hates me." As he glanced at the marks on the walls from her posters, he felt a tear streak out of his crimson eyes and flow over his cheek.
He raised his hand to wipe away the tear, "Don't cry, Soul. That isn't cool." But, you could tell that that tear was the leader of many. It was the gate-breaker. You could hear it in his voice. Soon, his vision was foggy. He couldn't keep them in any longer. He found himself on his knees with his hands cupping his cheeks and his fingers gently over his eyes. "How could I let this happen?" kept slipping from his toothy frown.
A/N: Okay, everyone! I know this is kinda sad right now, and it will get worse, but it will also get much, much more happy! So, just hang in there! The title of this song, and the plot, is inspired by two songs: All Of Your Heart by Transit, and A Little Pain by Olivia (the anime NANA). Please continue reading! :D