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Ikuto's P.O.V.
"Utau!" I call after the blonde, rushing toward the door.
"Wait..." Amu says quietly from behind me and I turn my head to face her. "W-What should I do? Is there anything I can do to help?" She asks innocently, her face worried.
I take a deep breath and shake my head, "No, just go on Amu. I'll fix everything. I'll text you tonight, alright? Sorry things were ruined." I turn and quickly dash out the door.
I look left and right, trying to find traces of Utau. Luckily I see her running away to my left and I quickly catch up to her, thankful I have longer legs than her. I finally catch her and grab her wrist, turning her to face me.
"Fuck you Ikuto! I hate you! How c-could you bring another girl into our house and touch her like that!? How long has this been going on? How l-long have you been cheating on me!?" Utau yelled, her voice rushed between sobs.
I stare at her, unable to think of something to say. Well what should I tell her? That I've been waiting for a chance to end our relationship? That I don't have any more romantic feelings for her? I can't try and make the situation sound any less worse than it is, that's for sure. I can't just tell her it was all a misunderstanding and just happened to be fingering a girl in our living room when Utau walked in. I have to tell her why I did it, and why I kept it from her.
"Utau, listen to me." I say as calmly as possible. She doesn't try to squirm away from my grasp but instead tries to wipe her teary eyes, smearing her makeup. "I have been seeing that girl for a while now. Her name is Amu. She's wonderful."
Utau begins sobbing again, then starts punching my chest lightly with her other hand mumbling, "How could you... how could you..." practically to herself.
"You've noticed how distant I've gotten from you. You don't seriously think trying to have sex with me will make me fall in love with you again, do you? That's ridiculous."
"B-But why!? W-Why don't you love me anymore!?" She pleaded, looking up at me with sad eyes.
"I just don't, alright!? Sometimes, a guy can't explain why he fell out of love. Maybe it was all those fights and arguments we had once we got married and you moved in with me. Maybe we weren't meant to get married if all we do is fight now!" I yell, getting a little angrier than I intended. I take a deep breath and try to calm down. "I think we should get a divorce."
"W-What!?" She exclaimed, holding onto my shirt tightly. "No no no no!"
"So you don't care that I've been cheating on you and you want to continue our marriage?" I ask in disbelief.
"Of course I care! I...I just don't want to loose you..." She buries her face in my t-shirt, crying.
I sigh and let go of her, pushing her away from her. "I'm not going to stop seeing Amu." I say, then turn and walk back down the road to my house.
Amu's P.O.V.
I sit in my bed, confused, embarrassed, and guilty about what just happened. The worse part is, I'm still not satisfied. Sexually, that is.
I hadn't climaxed before Ikuto stopped fingering me and to tell the truth, even after all that had just happened, I am still horny. I lay down on my bed, trying not to think of the worse of what could happen with Ikuto and Utau, and place a finger to my panties. I try to mimic Ikuto's movements and instantly begin to moan. It's the first time I've ever masturbated and it feels terrific. Of course, it is significantly less glorious than when Ikuto did it to me, but it's acceptable.
I close my eyes and throw my head back, trying to imagine Ikuto doing this to me, whispering sensually in my ear. At this, I build up quickly. After a couple more strokes, I feel myself topple over the edge and begin to moan loudly, thankful that no one was home at my house. I feel liquids begin to spill out of me and dirty my panties even more, leaving a stain on my sheets. Looks like I'll have to wash those tonight...
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I press my pencil to the paper, trying to think of what to write for an essay that was assigned to me over the weekend. I sigh with confusion, trying to imagine what major points I could put into it. Suddenly my phone vibrates, breaking my train of thought. I click and open the text message sent by Ikuto and begin to read it.
"Everything is fine. I'm pretty sure Utau is staying over at a friend's house tonight but I don't think she wants to divorce me for some reason... Trust me, everything will be worked out."
It's not exactly what I want to hear. I want to hear whether Utau accepts our relationship and divorces Ikuto (which is highly unlikely) or whether she doesn't and is...out to get me or something. I'm definitely not reassured by his message, but send a reply anyway. "Is anything going to change? I honestly don't think it's right now that she knows. I mean, I never really thought it was right but now it just seems horrible..."
Soon, I receive a response. "Are you saying that you want to break up with me?"
I stare at the message, unsure what I meant. I definitely don't want to break up with him, but I feel extremely bad for his wife. I seems as if she loves him a lot. I would be so hurt if I were her and I found my husband fingering some random girl in my living room. "I don't know." I reply simply, needing more time to think about it.
I don't get another text from him, so I try to continue working on my homework. Now, however, it seems a little impossible.
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I walk in the cafe that I first talked to Ikuto at. I order a cup of tea and sip it constantly as I sit and think. I feel really guilty, but I can't stop thinking about how much I like and miss Ikuto. I wanted to go further with him before all this drama happened. Now I think he's mad at me because I didn't know if I wanted us to break up or not. I definitely don't but something is refraining me from saying that to him.
"How'd I know my Amu~koi would be here?" I gasp and turn around in shock, surprised to find the tall blue-haired man standing right above me. My heartbeat begins to speed up and I blush gently.
"I-Ikuto..." I stutter and he sits down in the empty seat across from me.
"I've been wanting to see my Amu~koi." He reaches over and holds my hand. "I miss you." He says softly, looking at me with love.
I blush and place my tea down on the table. "Y-You're not mad at me?"
Ikuto chuckles and lets go of my hand, putting his hands behind his head in a relaxed position. "Why would I be mad at you?"
"B-Because I said I didn't know if we should break up or not..." I avert my eyes from him.
Ikuto leans over the table and reaches for my chin, pulling it so I was facing him and having me look directly into his eyes. "I've put myself in your shoes, and I can understand what you meant by that. I don't want you to worry, because everything is going to work out." I hesitate, then nod. Ikuto grins and leans back again. "How about we go back to how it used to be. Romantic." He smirks and I blush, smiling softly.
"Utau and I are going to get divorced, I promise. I fell out of love with her a long time ago. Now, I'm in love with someone else." He grinned and entwined our fingers together over the table. My face turns bright red, surprised he alluded to loving me. In the back of my mind, I always thought he just wanted to have sex with me and toss me aside, but this changes things. He actually loves me!
"I-I l-l..." I pause, too embarrassed to tell him that I love him back. He chuckles softly and strokes my hands affectionately.
"It's alright. You don't have to say it... yet. But I'll definitely get you to say it eventually." He grins and stands up. "Now how about we go somewhere more entertaining."
~Chapter End~
Yaay I updated almost immediately! I guess I just had a lot of time on my hands recently... xD Well I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and review it! It might take me a little bit to update this story again because I'm having a bit of writers block and I still need to update some of my other stories. It's been a while... -_- But I'll update this again during the summer! :D
Thanks, everyone!
