Chapter 5 - Why You Love Me
The night that Stan and Kyle arrived home had been a quiet one. They knew that doing nothing about Kyle's parents would be bad and decided that the sooner they all sat down and talked the better. Stan's mom agreed and called Kyle s parents to tell them to come over tomorrow morning.
Sharen chose to make up Shelly's old bedroom for Kyle to stay in. She trusted her son not to do anything rash but she figured that it was better to be safe than sorry.
Soon after Sharen left for work, Stan noticed that Kyle had disappeared. He quickly found him outside sitting on the porch. Stan was going to leave him alone and give him time to come to him, until he saw a tear roll down Kyle s cheek.
Stan stepped out and took a seat next to his red haired boyfriend. Kyle didn t seem to notice until Stan placed a hand on his. He quickly tried to dry his eyes with his other hand so he wouldn't worry Stan.
"Sorry for not saying anything, I just needed to get some air," Kyle said softly.
"Kyle, we've known each other our whole lives, so please don't lie to me," Stan said in a worried tone.
Kyle went silent. He knew that Stan was right. He took a deep breath and relaxed himself before he could say anything.
"I just feel like I'm being a burden to you. I mean nothing has gone right ever since we got together and I don't want it to continue that way," Kyle said softly through his tears. Stan brought his arm around him to try and comfort Kyle.
"Kyle, you will never be a burden to me. I love you too much to ever give up on us. Yes things have been bad, but it s not like they won't get better. You are my best friend and always will be, but now you re much more to me than that and it makes me happy," Stan said.
"I just don't know what you see in me. I feel that you can do better," Kyle sobbed.
Stan was taken aback and let go of Kyle as he stood and walked away from him. Stan followed behind him to wrap his arms tightly around him.
"You have no idea how much I want to be with you. I remember the first time I thought about you as more than just a friend. It was when Mrs. Garrison gave us the egg to take care of and we fought about Wendy. I said some awful things to you that you didn't deserve. Do you remember what I said?" Stan asked.
"You said that my hat was stupid," Kyle answered.
"Right. Later on you asked me if I really thought that it was stupid. I told you it was the best hat that I had ever seen. It was, Kyle, and it was then that I felt something more for you than I ever had. Here come with me, "Stan beckoned taking Kyle's hand and pulling him inside.
Stan brought Kyle up to his room and sat him down on his bed, "I want to show you something," he said digging through a drawer in his desk. Before too long Stan pulled out a beat up notebook and handed it to Kyle.
"What s this?" Kyle asked.
Stan took a seat next to Kyle and pulled him onto his lap. Kyle blushed fiercely, unsure why Stan had handed him the notebook.
"Go ahead and open it. I want you to read through it," Stan said lightly kissing Kyle on the cheek.
Kyle opened the book and began to read all the different things that were written inside it. He quickly realized that everything written in it was about him.
"Why is this all about me?" Kyle asked curiously, still flipping through the pages.
"When I turned 11 I began to dream about you and me being together. At first I thought that these dreams would pass but they never did. So I began to write them down. It started with just holding hands and moved to kissing. But as I got older things got a lot more detailed," Stan explained.
Kyle hit a page where it talked about a detailed dream that had ended with a sticky mess when Stan woke up. Kyle closed the note book and tried his best not to show Stan that he was blushing. Stan saw and began to laugh softly.
"It's true, you know. You were the only person I had ever had a wet dream about," Stan answered after a brief kiss.
Kyle remained quiet. There was still one question that he wanted to ask Stan but didn't really want to push him. But he knew that it was something that he deserved to know.
"Stan, why did you take so long to tell me?" Kyle asked softly.
Stan took a deep breath and began to answer, "Because for the longest time I was unsure about everything. At the time you were with Beth and you seemed happy. So I figured that since it seemed like I was just gay for you I could carry on. But I soon figured out that I was also checking out other guys and it was really hard on me. And then there was Wendy.
When you came to me and told me that you where bi I thought finally I can tell him the truth! , but Wendy was still in my way. Now I have you and I'm really glad I do," Stan said and pulled Kyle into a kiss.
"I'm glad I have you too," Kyle said.
Kyle wrapped his arms around Stan and kissed him lightly on the neck. This caused Stan to let out a soft moan. Kyle continued and noticed that something was poking him from Stan's lap.
"Well, I guess I must be doing something right," Kyle smiled, sliding his hands under his boyfriend s shirt. Stan was really enjoying himself and began to attack the red heads neck in return.
Soon both teens were shirtless and exploring different parts of each other s bodies. Stan messaged the tightness in Kyle's pants causing Kyle to let out a loud moan as he did the same for Stan.
When Kyle felt Stan undoing his pants he quickly stopped him.
"We can't yet, Stan, your mom's trusting us," he said.
"She would never have to know," Stan said back.
"Just not yet, Stan, soon I promise," Kyle said letting go of his boyfriend s hand.
"Fine," Stan huffed.
"Oh, is my boyfriend feeling a bit frustrated about having to wait? I guess for now I'll help you with your big problem," Kyle said, slyly opening Stan's zipper. Before Stan could say anything he was brought straight to heaven.
After Kyle finished the two teens cuddled quietly together.
"I love you, Stan," Kyle said softly resting his head on Stan's bare chest.
"I love you too, Kyle. Always remember that you are my life," Stan said. An hour passed before the two teens could become animated again.
"We better head to bed," Kyle said grabbing his shirt.
"Just stay here with me," Stan said taking hold of Kyle's free hand.
"We made a deal with your mom,
"Ok," Stan answered.
"If you re good maybe we can have little fun in the shower in the morning before my parents get here," Kyle said with a smirk.
"That sounds like fun, Stan said. Goodnight, Kyle, I'll see you in the shower at 7," They shared one last kiss before they headed to bed.
Another chapter down and Just one more to go! I decided that I wanted a chapter with some Style goodness I hope you all enjoyed it. Thanks again for all the reviews. The final chapter will be up in 2 weeks. Please keep up the reviews thanks!