"Are we going back to your house babe?" Selena asks Nick as we leave the gates of the game.
Our school won, 42-14. Go buccaneers, I guess.
"Yeah. We can get in the hot tub." Nick leans over and kisses Selena on her cheek.
"I don't have my bathing suit with me!" Selena whines.
Joe pulls me closer to his body and locks his arm around my waist as we walk to his car.
"Like you haven't been naked in a hot tub before." Nick holds her hand and I watch him stroke her knuckles. They're so cute together.
"You cold?" Joe asks me. He has his arms wrapped around me as if he's a blanket.
"No... I'm not. But... If they're gonna get in the hot tub... What are we gonna do?" I look up at him.
"Whatever you want to do, beautiful. We can watch a movie in my room. We can go for a night swim. Whatever you want, we can do it." He presses his lips to my head.
Lord knows I want to go to his room and not only watch a movie, but make a movie, if you know what I mean. He said whatever I want we can do. I wonder if he meant that too.
We get back to Joe's car. It's the same Ford Escape he picked us up in when we went to The Cheesecake Factory. I go to the backseat door.
"What are you doing? Get in the front, Demi." Joe says to me with a smile. I nod and walk over to the passenger's side and climb in. Nick and Selena get in the back.
"Make sure you clean out the hot tub if you two do anything in it." Joe pulls out of the parking lot and starts driving up the road.
"We probably won't do anything besides talk." Nick mutters from the back seat. Even I know that's a lie.
"Does your mom not care that you two fuck like rabbits?" I ask, suddenly curious.
Selena cracks up laughing, but Nick didn't find it funny.
"It's not that she doesn't care. She just feels like she can't really stop it so she shouldn't try. She feels like they're gonna do it anyway, whether she allows it or not." Joe answers my question in place of Nick.
"Oh..." I sigh and look out the window.
"You think about what you want to do yet?" He asks me. We're driving up the long road that leads to their driveway now.
"...I kinda want to go swimming." I roll down the window. It really is a warm enough night to swim.
"You don't have a bathing suit, gorgeous. We can't swim."
"I'll take off my bra and panties and swim in my clothes..."
"Okay, genius. What happens when you're ready to get out?" He looks over at me.
"...I don't know." I sigh again, defeated.
"...We can swim. When you want to get out, I'll give you something to wear and I'll stick your clothes in the dryer. Is that okay?"
"Yes." I smile at him. I got my way again.
"...You're so spoiled." He parks in the driveway.
"I know." I stick my tongue out at him and get out.
The four of us walk into the house.
"Mom, we'll be outside!" Nick screams up the steps. It's so quiet in here, I wouldn't be surprised if everyone was asleep.
"Damn, Nick. Scream a little louder, won't you?" Joe slaps him hard on his back and Nick hits him back.
We all walk outside. Their backyard is still magnificent, even in the dark.
Nick flips a light switch and soft lights light up on the patio and the lights in the pool come on.
Joe holds my hand and walks me down to the pool. It's really dark in by the pool. The only light is coming from the lights that are inside the water.
"Are you two sure you don't want to join us in the hot tub?" Selena asks us. The hot tub isn't far from the pool. It's right next to it, raised up on a platform.
"Do you want to get in there?" Joe turns around and faces me.
"No." I shake my head. "I want to swim."
"Alright." He lets my hand go. "I'll be right back. I'm gonna go behind the pool-shed and take off my boxers. I won't come out until you're ready." He leans down and kisses my cheek.
"Okay."
I watch him as he walks away and disappears behind the shed. When he's gone, I take off my bra quickly. It's only a 38B cup. I hope he doesn't mind small boobs. I take my underwear off too. Their lace. I wad both my bra and underwear up and lie them in a corner.
"I'm ready." I say softly, looking into the pool water. It's probably going to be really cold.
He comes from behind the shed and meets up with me again. "Wanna get on my back and go off the diving board?" He's behind me with his hands wrapped around my hips.
I nod. "Sure."
"You trust me?" His hands move from my hips to up my tank top. His fingers are entangled in my belly button ring.
I nod again.
He leans down and presses his lips to my neck like Cody used to. When Joe does it, it means something more than when Cody does it to me.
I walk behind him and jump on his back. He holds me by my legs and walks up to the diving platform. I thought we were just going to jump off the low board, but he keeps climbing the stairs to the high one. The high one is really... Really high.
"...H...how high is this?" I ask him.
"Eighteen feet."
"...Oh."
"I won't let you go. You trust me, remember?" He walks towards the edge and before I get a moment to tell him "no", he jumps.
And in that instant, we're free-falling. And as he promised...
He doesn't let go.
When our bodies hit the water, we both get pulled under. Joe's hands are still locked on my legs and he doesn't let me go like he said. We both spring to the top.
"I told you that I got you. I told you..." He whispers in my ear.
I cough a little, because water got up my nose. "Ehmmm... EHEMM!"
"Are you okay? Demi?! Are you okay?" He swings me off his back and in front of his face so fast that I didn't even realize he did it.
"EHMM! EHHEMMM!" I'm nodding as I'm coughing. I'm alright. My nose is just feeling weird.
"Breathe... Take deep breaths. Hold your nose and take deep breaths."
"Mmmmm... EHEMM!" I can't stop coughing.
Joe starts patting me on my back rather hard. "Breathe, babe. Breathe."
He called me "babe." Oh my goodness, he called me "babe."
"I'm fine, Joe. I just got water up my nose."
"You just scared me, that's all. Don't do that to me again, baby." He sweeps my wet hair out of my face.
"...You called me baby..." I comment on it this time.
"...I'm sorry." He rubs my arms with his hands. "But you are my baby... I don't want anything to happen to you."
"...I like being your baby." I pull him down to my face and kiss him.
When we pull away, he smiles. "Come on. We're getting out. I don't need you choking again."
"Where are we gonna go?" I ask as I swim over to the ladder. I climb out.
"We'll go to the hot tub for a moment. Warm you up a little bit. Then we can go to my room. What time do you have to be home?" He climbs out with me and we walk over to the hot tub.
"12:00." I'm shivering a little. I actually am freezing.
"We came to join you two." Joe says.
Nick and Selena and just kissing and talking in the tub. They aren't doing anything, but both their clothes are in a pile on the ground.
"...Do I just get in with my clothes on?" I ask out loud.
"You can get naked, nobody's looking at you." Selena says to me.
I look over at Joe.
He's already in the hot tub. That was fast. I didn't even see him get in. And his basketball shorts are in a pile next to Nick's clothes.
I'm kind of uncomfortable with my naked body, mostly because I have incredibly small boobs. But everyone else is naked.
First, I take off my shorts. I'm incredibly grateful that I shaved my crotch last night. I pull my tank top down to cover up my naked personals and step in the tub. It feels good in here.
When I sit down, the water covers my chest, so then I take off my top and lie it next to my shorts.
I'm naked. In a hot tub. With Joe. Somebody pinch me, because I'm sure that I'm dreaming.
"Are you warm?" Joe reaches over and pulls me closer to him. To confirm what I know, I don't feel his shorts against his legs. So yeah, he's naked.
I keep my hand smushed across my chest, even though it's covered by the water. "I'm warm."
"Let's play truth or dare." Selena suggests, looking at how distant me and Joe are from one another.
"Alright, I'll start. Selena truth or dare." Joe seems like he's just playing to be spiteful.
"Dare me."
"I dare you to..." Joe thinks. "I was counting on you to pick truth, damn." He murmurs. "Um... I dare you to lick Nick's ear."
"That's an easy one." She does it without hesitation. "Now Demi. Truth or dare."
"...Truth?" I don't know if I'm ready for a dare yet.
"PUSSY! PICK DARE!" Nick shouts and that makes me blush.
"Um...okay. Dare." I change my answer.
Selena's face lights up. "I dare you to sit on Joe's lap. Like I'm sitting on Nick's lap."
I really wish I wasn't white right now. I wish I were black. Because if I were black in this moment, you wouldn't be able to notice how red my cheeks are.
"...Can I have another dare?" I ask. I'm so nervous to do it. What if he like... Feels how wet I am right now?
"Do it! Do it! Do it! Do it!" Nick chants.
"...okay." I move over and sit on Joe's lap. It's pretty easy. It's just surreal, because we're skin to skin. Not clothes to clothes. I don't feel his dick though. It must not be that big then...
"Okay! We can stop playing!" Selena says cheerfully. She's not smart. I know she only wanted to play to get me closer to Joe. She wants me to lose my virginity more than I do. Haha.
"I like you better right here." Joe whispers in my ear. He wraps his arms around my waist and rests his chin against my shoulder.
"What do you like about it?" I whisper back.
"I like how close you are to me."
"I like it too. But I'd like to be closer." I finally admit to him. I think he should know that I want to fuck him.
He kisses my cheek and rubs my hips again. "Not tonight, beautiful. Not here. Not like this."
"Oh..." I should've kept it to myself. Now he knows that I want to sleep with him. And he just turned me down. I feel silly now.
"Don't be embarrassed, beautiful." He kisses my cheek yet again. "I don't need to tell you how much I want to... I've wanted you since they day I saw you. But you're worth more to me than a quickie in a hot tub, baby girl. Not tonight."
I nod. "Okay. Can we go watch movies then?"
"Give me some time to enjoy this. I'm not ready to end this yet." He whispers softly in my ear and rubs my lower stomach.
"...Me either." I admit. Just then, I feel him. He's not small at all. He was just soft. I wonder if he'd mind if I touched it. I just want to know how big it is... For future reasons.
"...Can I?" I ask him first. I don't want to just do it.
"Do whatever you want..." He starts kissing me on my neck and damn, it feels good. My god, I'm getting so wet.
I reach down with my right hand and touch it. If the skin on it wasn't so soft, I'd think I was touching a rock. He's really hard. On instinct, I wrap my hand around it. He's thick, too. I don't know what else to compare it to than the size of a VERY ripe banana. The fattest banana you've ever seen, though. He's long and thick. I'm a little nervous.
He doesn't stop kissing my neck when I touch him, though. He keeps sucking on my neck, moving his hand down to the most private part of me.
He uses one finger and rubs me. Oh my god... Oh my FUCKING god. If he lowered his hand by a quarter of an inch, his finger would be right where I open up.
He does lower his hand. And he uses two fingers to spread me open. I bite my bottom lip.
My hand is involuntarily stroking his length. I don't think he can get any harder than he is. And I don't think I can get any wetter.
He uses the same two fingers and tries to push inside of me. It feels so good already. But his fingers won't go in. No matter how hard he tries to stuff them in.
Instead of two, he moves on to one. He tries pushing his index finger in this time, and it still doesn't work.
When his index finger won't go in, he pulls away from my neck fast and yanks his fingers away from my privates, as if something hurt him down there and it was a retaliation. I'm a little nervous again.
"...Demi?" He calls my name.
I stop rubbing on him and take my hand away.
"Sorry..." I apologize.
"No... Listen to me." The look on his face screams worry to me.
"Hmmm?" I look down.
"...Are you a virgin?"
Does this ruin everything? Damn. Well, I can't lie to him.
"...yes." I whisper really softly.
"No... No. No, no, NO. NO. Do you hear me? No." He pushes me off his lap softly.
I'm going to cry. I knew this would ruin everything. Damn it. Damn it.
"I'm sorry..." I wipe my eyes.
"Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't be sorry, baby girl. Don't be sorry. I just wish you would've told me." He stands up, naked and all. I don't even look. "Come on. We're going to watch movies. Definitely not like this. Definitely not."
"Why'd you say no?" I stand up with him, covering up.
"I'm definitely not taking your virginity in a jacuzzi. Lets go."
I still feel embarrassed.
But this just made it clear to me.
I'm definitely going to sleep with Joe.
I must mean a lot to him for him to tell me no.
I think I might love him.