I didn't write the other day I nearly had a heart attack, I literally can't go a day with out writing xD and I had this chapter stuck and planned out like the whole day yesterday, I'm never leaving my home again! xD My laptop doesn't really correct my mistakes because It's acting stupid but I try to catch my own by scanning through the whole chapter xD
Disclaimer: Like hell I wish I owned No6! xD
I flinched as I felt his warm palm wrap around my neck I froze , completely. What was he doing? no, What was I doing just standing there letting him hit a presser point?. What was I doing? I knew if it had been somebody else I would have dodged the touch or slap his hand away but I didn't. Who was this person that made me keep my guard down , who are you? he looked into my eyes and trembled slightly as he whispered something I never heard anybody say to, well , me. "Nothing scares me more than the thought of loosing you," those words made me jump a little but still I didn't remove his hand, instead I let the heat of his palm warm my cool neck.
Who are you? who is this person who keeps my guard down and heart stop? Who are you. . .Shion?
"Nezumi!," He said. I don't remember him calling my name.
"Nezumi!," Dog keeper called clasping her hands together snapping me out of my day dream. Great, the bitch shaking me from my dreams, sometimes I just wish I could relive those moments with Shion over and over again and never wake from my sleep. I guess what I'm trying to say is my life is worthless if I don't have Shion beside me and if I can't do that I'm going to make it useful by finding him.
"Don't ever do that again!," I yelled snatching a pocket knife and a machete from her hands and shoving it into my back pack. "Why, having another sex fantasy with Shion." I glared at her trying my best from stopping my fist to meet her face "No," I said glancing over to Shin, I noticed something but I wasn't so sure if it was imagination or a displacement of my memory but I seen Shin blush a little after Dog Keeper said what she did.
"Well it's been four months don't you miss touching him?," His blush grew. I gave him a 'Why are you blushing, this is creepy,' face and looked back at the mess of a Dog Keeper. "I'm a virgin and so is Shion," I through my back pack over my shoulders and jumped into a ruined truck. The only reason I said what I did was because it was true, at least , I hope it was the truth and because I didn't want to go on this long car ride with her "Teasing."
I placed the car key into it's slot and twisted it , trying to start it up but all it did was rumble a bit then stop. "The batteries dead," I sighed.
"Well what do we do."
I glanced back at Shin "Shin you and I are going to push it, Dog Keeper while we do that once we reach the hill start the car and the battery should charge up." They both noded in agreement.
I stepped out of the truck letting Dog Keeper take my spot whilst that happened Shin and I walked to the end on the truck and pushed it, for his week figure, he was surprisingly. . .strong. Something about Shin made my heart stop but why? I only loved Shion. . . right? he caught me starring at his very creepily, I guess I did have my strange moments to.
He just. . .laughed. laughed. It was a very faint laugh but it was a familiar laugh. I needed to stop this, what if I was just hallucinating and imagining him making him take the place of Shion. No more question back to my job.
What I found strange about Shin is that to strips of his hair were covering the part of his cheek but I ignored it and viewed it as a little hair cut.
Once we shoved it down the hill and minutes after yelling and grunting Shin and I ran down the hill chasing the car and jumping into the trunk. Dog Keeper stopped and let us enter. Once I opened the door to the set next to the drivers set I seen a dog sit in my place. "What is this mutt doing here?"
"I brought him a long with us, you just have to sit in the back with Shin for now."
I sighed and calmly toke the set next to Shin. I slowly drifted off to sleep knowing very well that the car was soon going to run out gas and where going to have to travel along foot. Sigh. I failed to fall asleep when i felt a warm finger tap my shoulder. I grunted and turned my side only to see Shin smiling and removing his finger.
"What do you want?." He looked away as if saying he couldn't speak or refused to utter out a word, one of those.
"I see you don't talk much," He shock his head, Dog Keeper completely ignoring our , strange , I'm not sure if I could really call it "Conversation."
Instead of dealing with the hassle of talking to a mouthless child I pulled out a sheet of paper from my back pack along with a piece of paper.
Our notes went a little something like this:
Did you want something ?
-Nezumi
I wanted to ask you something
- Shin
And what was that?
-Nezumi
Do you love the person your looking for
-Shin
Of course, well , today was probably the first day I every told anybody that did but yes I do, why?
-Nezumi
He's closer than you think
-Shin
What do you mean by that?
-Nezumi
Even if you don't find the boy at No6 he is always with you, around you.
-Shin
What?
-Nezumi
He's always going to be in your heart I assume
-Shin
No because you'll be digging up my grave when we don't find him
-Nezumi
I through the paper on to the floor and pulled my hair back in frustration. What was this kid talking about? I shock of my worries like always and drifted away. Shin slowly kissed me, the feeling was the same a Shion's ,his lips the same pale peach , the dread of kissing anybody else besides Shion sickened me and I awoke with the rattling of the tuck.
"Jump!," I yelled, the car about to crash against a tree. Dog Keeper jumped out almost immediately leaving Shin to shake in fear "Keep ready to jump!."
He shock his head.
"What?," I wasn't going to let this fool die to easily so I wrapped my arms around him and jumped out of the car.
I felt as if everything was repeating.
What the fuck was happening?
aHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I hate this chapter! it's horrible and i was way to anxious to continue my other fanfiction *rips hair out* I'm sorry!
~review xD