*AN* I hope you liked the first chapter! Hopefully this chapter will have some more Stelena moments...
Recap:
... Then Stefan said 'Hello Elena. We need to talk'...
Chapter 2
Elena's POV
I was absolutely shocked to see him staring at me and standing at my doorstep. I invited him in, and we went upstairs to talk.
1hour earlier...
Stefan's POV
Every day I can't stop thinking about her. She is absolutely perfect. I don't know what could make her any better. She is beautiful, caring, happy. And there is something about her that I find exciting, something I can't quite put my finger on. She's truly amazing. I wonder if she thinks about me. What am I thinking?! She would never think of me. Yeah we talk in class and sometimes I catch her looking over at me, but... I don't know. Maybe I should go over hers and talk to her. No. Yes. No. Yes I am going to go over there. I'm not gonna change my mind. I'm going to see her. Holy shit...
Elena's POV
We went up the staircase and into my bedroom. I was thinking to myself 'Why is he here?' And 'What is going on?'. Why would Stefan Salvatore be at my house? We sat down on the bed and he was just about to speak as I said, without even thinking 'How do you know where I live?'. I wish I hadn't said that. He chuckled, in his cute kinda way, and smiled at me. He replied 'I just asked the first person I saw. Its a small town'. I laughed, uneasy at the thought of lots of people knowing where I live. I then asked him 'So, why are you here? Not being rude, I'm just curious.'. I looked at him, and he gave me a 'I don't know' look. He replied 'I'm unsure, but I guess I just thought I'd say hello. If you want me to go...'. Then I butt in and shouted 'NO! I mean, no don't leave. Maybe we can get to know each other.'. He smiled. He has got the most adorable smile ever, with his little dimples.
Stefan and I sat all night talking. It was epic. We spoke about random things like life and our favourite foods. We connected. And that's the best part. I know Stefan Salvatore, and he knows me. He is my friend. But, I know nothing could happen, as I am a vampire, and he would run screaming if he knew. And I can't keep secrets from him if I was with him. Once Stefan had left, I sat and thought about what had happened. I was baffled.
The next day...
Stefan and I have no lessons together today at school. But at least it is friday. All my classes today are pretty crap. That may be because Stefan isn't gonna be there... After last night, I feel so much closer to Stefan. We know about each other and everything we have been through. Both our parents died when we were children, and this is what made us connect; one of the things we have in common. The fact we had to become responsible and look after ourselves from a young age makes us so right for each other. We made something happen, there was electricity between us. I haven't felt that before, but it was amazing.
It was the evening, and I felt extremely alone. I wanted to see him. But, reality had hit me in the face and set it. It couldn't happen. I knew he couldn't find out who I really was. I couldn't lose what I have now. I need him.
I went to the Salvatore boarding house, which is where Stefan and Damon lived. I knocked, and Damon answered. As the door opened, revealing his face, I sighed. How could Stefan be related to this nasty and decieving prick. I had heard many stories about him sleeping around with lots or girls. How sick. As I sighed, he gave me a funny look and said 'What a nice way to greet someone.' I looked at him, and replied 'Is Stefan home?'. Then Stefan came from inside the house, smiled at me and said 'Yes I'm here. Would you like to come in?'. I am so glad he asked me in. I had to be invited in. I walked through the door and followed Stefan up the stairs. I glared at Damon as I walked passed. What a dick he is. As I walked into Stefan's bedroom, and he had turned around, I gave him a hug. I needed it. It only lasted a second, but ot was the best thing ever. As I pulled away, he gave me a 'Thank you' look. He said to me 'What was that for?' I smiled and replied 'I don't know. I just felt like I needed a hug.' 'I don't mind, it was good.' Stefan replied. He was so charming. I breathed in, ready to speak, but I was so nervous. To be honest, I didn't know what I was going to say. I said 'Now its my turn to talk.' He gave me a puzzling look. 'Look, we talked last night, and it was epic. But then reality set in. There are so many things about me that you don't know. And I wish I could tell you, but I'm afraid-' 'Afraid of what?' He said, looking confused. 'Afraid you will freak out! As I was saying, I don't want us to get too close, then our friendship get awkward because I turn you away. So I'm warning you now, I can't get too close to you, other wise you will get hurt.' I thought as I said that, 'Possibly in more ways than one'. 'I know this seems a bit early to say this, because we only got talking properly yesterday, but we connected. And I needed to warn you.' Silence. 'Well. That's a lot to take it.' Stefan said. I smirked. 'Now its my turn again. I want you to know, you could never hurt me, or scare me. Or freak out at anything you would tell me. You can trust me.' Stefan said. He walked over to me, cupped my face, and kissed my forehead, then my cheek, then a small but passionate peck on the lips. He stepped back, and I was stunned. 'I felt the connection last night too. I didn't want to say anything in case as you didn't feel it and thought I was a crazy idiot. I couldn't believe what I had felt after I left your house, and all day I couldn't stop thinking about you. I think... I think-' I cut him off by walking over to him and crashing my lips against his. We stood kissing for what felt like forever. I didn't want it to end. It was rough and fast, yet passionate and deep. Exactly how it was meant to feel. 'If that is your idea of friendship, I would quite enjoy it.' Stefan said. I chuckled. I knew I couldn't get close to him, but the damage was already done. I didn't know how much I loved him, but I couldn't tell him yet. It wasn't the right time.
After standing there silently for a minute or so, I spoke. 'I... I don't know what to say or do.' 'How about you stay here tonight. We can just talk. Again.' Stefan said. I loved how he could male me laugh. 'Ok. Let me tell Jenna.'
We stayed together all night, talking about us, with the occasional kiss. I think I'm falling in love.
