Emmett and I are walking back to his car. Okay, so liking Alpha Jake is a stretch because in two hours time Emmett and Sam are going to have a battle royale in the woods like the dudes on TV who have corny names and wear Speedos. Although, The Rock looked so yummy in Speedos and Emmett would look pretty hot in them as well. Even though they would never be able to hold the massive pipe he calls a dick in them.

Emmett opens the passenger side door, smirking slightly when he sees the cracked glass. I haven't said a word to him in the last ten minutes when the details and rules of the match were being worked out. The Cullens are allowed to witness the fight, minus Alice just because I think she's a fucking cunt. Right up there with Emily. Jake decides winner. Bella is to stay at the Blacks for two reasons. One, she's human. Two, Edward will be there and let's just avoid that prickly situation. Yet, having two supernatural beings fight over my coochie is hunky dory. Should Sam win, Emmett is not allowed to step foot on the res and Emily won't have to know about his raging hard on for me. The look in Sam's eyes kind of hinted that he is possibly thinking of me naked and on my knees as part of his prize. Emmett knows that too but agreed because he would kill Sam before anything like that could happen. How do I know this? He came out and said, "I'll kill him." Straight to the point my vampire is.

We're driving around aimlessly before he pulls into the parking lot of Forks Diner. He tells me to go right in and order while he phones his family about what is about to go down. I just gape at him as he waves me away. I'm about to bite that fucking hand off and smack him with it but refrain. See? I totally have control over my temper. Ten minutes later, he moseys in and sits across from me in the booth. He takes one of my hands and just holds on tighter when I try to pull away.

He rolls his eyes at my behavior. Oh this dude right here plans on a life of celibacy I see. "Leah, he won't beat me."

I scoff at him, "Of course he won't. You're a big, bad ass vamp and he's just a lowly wolf. Why do I even care?"

He releases my hand and the aloof look in his eyes is surprising. "Why do you care?"

I shake my head sadly, "Just because I hate him, I really don't hate him. Imprinting's not his fault. I don't want to see him hurt, well not mortally wounded. A black eye and a missing nut are okay." My words look like they're bothering Emmett. Oh, my dead lover is struggling with feelings of jealousy it seems. "Papa Bear, you have to know that I don't want to see you get hurt either. I couldn't stand it; fuck him. I just want us to be happy and naked. This fight? Utter bullshit. It's just a stupid way for you two to see who has the bigger cock and baby, that's all you. Believe me."

He laughs and takes my hand in his once more. "You know I got this."

I nod. "I know but I wish the guys, Sam included, would realize I got this." I motion at our joined hands. "And just be happy for me. Us."

The waitress approaches and I ask for some fries and a milkshake. Emmett quirks an eyebrow at me. I'm just not that hungry. Your man going off to fight your ex does that do a girl. He orders some wings. We engage in useless, stupid small talk until the food arrives. I start to eat as he watches me, occasionally holding a wing out for me to eat. I finish up in less than twenty minutes and take out money to pay the bill. He's about to protest but the look on my face makes him shut his trap. We're back in his car, once again driving aimlessly. He drives towards Forks High which is empty at this time but no one ever bothers locking the gates. He parks the car in a more secluded area and unbuckles his belt to look at me.

He fingers a lock of my hair. "Are you going to talk to me?"

I reply with, "Are you going through with this crap?" He nods. I shake my head, "Then I guess not."

Guess my answer doesn't please him because before I can blink, my seat's hauled back, seatbelt ripped off and dress shoved down so he can take a nipple into his mouth. Is he fucking high? I can't help but moan when his hand shoves up my dress to slide his fingers into me. I manage to see through the haze of lust to shove him off of me. I sit back up, chest heaving, nipples hard and aching to yell at him, "Are you kidding me? You're going off to fight Sam and want to get laid beforehand? Is this even about me? Or is this some more of your caveman needing to claim me before you try to take him out?"

He slams his hand down on the dash, crushing the thing under the force of his blow. He's in my face with no problems. "No, it's not about claiming you. Look, I'm sorry about before but that was the only way to get Sam, and yes it's really just about Sam, to accept us."

I laugh, "Oh yeah, he's so fucking accepting. That's why you're going to meet him afterschool under the bleachers."

His eyes narrow as he shakes his head, "No dipshit. It's about me wanting to run my hands all over your body and sticking my hard as steel dick inside you because you're what I'm fighting for." He motions between the two of us with his hands. And why yes, his dick is erect. "I love you Leah and if the only way your douchebag ex is going to accept that is by me beating his ass, then hey, it's all good with me." He turns his face away to look out the front of the car. When he speaks again, his voice is lower, calmer, "He still wants you. He's always wanted you. Even when he's with Emily, inside her, it's you who he wants underneath him. It's your mouth he wants surrounding him. It's you who he imagines round with his child. Not his imprint. You."

I have no words. What the hell can I say to that? I can only manage to ask one thing, "How do you know that? I can't imagine Edward telling you any of that. "

He looks back at me with a small smirk on his face. "I...I can borrow the abilities of those around me. Hey, don't look all that shocked. No one knows. Not even Rose knew."

I nod because there really are no words. Why not have powers like Rogue from X-men. Totally acceptable. So instead I ask, "Because of the Godfather leeches over in Italy?"

He nods, "Yeah, exactly. Bella wasn't lying when she said I always thought you were hot. Rosie didn't care because I'm not, well actually I am, dead and she appreciated your beauty as well. I was kind of hoping for a threesome but whatever. So when we were all hanging out to save and protect Bella, I could hear Sam. I don't even know why I bothered listening in. I'm not like Edward. Thoughts don't bombard me all the time. I can turn it off and on. Actually I think he's a lazy fuck who never really bothered to master his power. Anyway, I just wanted to hear what he thought about you. It was just such a fucked up situation all around and you were so angry all the time. I couldn't understand why he would bother with Emily, who's cute but she's not you. No one is you. He's...you're what he thought about. I mean, he would curse himself when he would think that way because of imprinting but he couldn't help it. He still loves you." He takes my face in his hand so I had no choice but to look into his eyes. They were tinged with pink; his tears. "I'm afraid you still love him back."

I open my mouth just to shut it once more. Still love Sam? I had once. Loved him with all I had. Even with more than that. He had been my world and I his. At least that's what I thought until he phased and imprinted on Emily. Even when I first phased, my feelings for him had lingered. My breath would catch when I saw him. Now? Lately? The past few months? Not so much. The heartbreak is, was, still there but those feelings I once had for him are not. I guess I'll always care for him because he is my first love and first heartbreak but he's not Emmett. He'll never be Emmett.

I bite my lip unsure how this is all going to turn out in the end. Will I be forced to decide between my love for Emmett and my love and loyalty for the pack and my people? Sam would make me decide. Jake? No, he'll respect my choice to be with Emmett. I look at him, taking his hand in mine. "Promise me one thing?"

His reply is immediate, "Anything and everything."

I press my lips against his when I speak. "Promise you'll never turn me. You know, after I stop phasing. Promise me."

He slips his tongue inside my mouth, making me crave more. His one hand wraps itself in my hair, pulling me even closer. He breaks away and his eyes search mine. "If that's what you want Leah, then yes, I promise."

I let a few tears slip out just so he can really understand what his promise means. I press my lips against his once more. I pull away so I can look into his eyes. "Fuck me. Now. Hard on the hood. Fill me with all of you so Sam has no choice but to know I'm yours and yours alone."

And we all know what comes in the next update ;)