Bury all your secrets in my skin
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again…
Snuff - Slipkot
Chapter 4
He didn't even know how long he was outside running as if his life was hanging on it. The only thing he knew was that everything was hurting. His head, his stomach, his legs and even his arms where hurting. He remembered that his father had come to him to tell him that when he was done he could get inside. Or maybe he had ordered to come inside, but he didn't know for sure. But he knew that if his father had ordered then he wouldn't take no for an answer so he hadn't order it. Next to that he knew that if he didn't drink something in the next ten seconds he would not make it back at his motel. He laughed ironic if he came to a stop. 'course with his luck, he was lost in a city he never been before. Gritting is teeth he signed. What if no one would come searching for him? What if they where glad he was finally gone?
Without noticing tears were streaming down his cheeks. For a second he felt a little boy again who just had lost his big brother in the mall. He remembered that as if it was yesterday. Dean had been so furious. Sam even smiled at the trough of the woman who had been foolish enough to try and get Dean to calm down. She failed miserably. They had to get hold on John to calm Dean's ass down. If Sam hadn't been so scared that day he had definitive laughed his ass off.
''Sam? Sammy?'' he heard someone scream his name. He recognize the voice immateriality and his smile became wider. ''Sam are you here man? Sammy!?''
''Dean! Am here!'' Sam screamed back as if it would save his life. He heard footsteps running at him. And before he knew Deans face popped up out of the trees. Sam stepped backwards when he saw the angry blend with terrified look that Dean was wearing on his face. "Sorry I didn't mean to get lost.."
Dean shook his head. ''Didn't mean to get lost? Dad said hours ago that you had to come in.. and you said you would finish you run and come inside.'' He spat the words. ''Finish your walk doesn't mean you run for another two hours Sam. It means you finish it immediately and get your ass inside after dad went.'' Sam looked down hurt.
"I really didn't mean to run another two hours.." he complained. A pang of guilt made his way to his chest, because he had meant to run another hour or two, maybe even three. He just didn't think that he would get lost. ''I just wanted to finish my lap and come get inside, but I just got lost.''
"Just wait when dad is done with you.'' growled Dean for another time. ''Man, he was so mad when I left him to get you. I don't think you will come alive out this one Sammy.''
Yeah, short I know. I just wanted to give you something because.. just because. So here it is C: