A/N: At the end of this chapter Sawyer and Quinn sing a song together. Sawyer's parts are bold. Quinn's parts are italics and when they sing together it's both.
Warning: Sexy times.
Disclaimer: I don't own Glee, anything mentioned, any songs, quotes, or books used.
Chapter 14: I Hope This Feeling Lasts
"When I saw you I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew."
-William Shakespeare
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Quinn was in heaven… like she was in pure bliss.
Rachel was currently naked, sweating, straddling her, and riding her strap on… and Quinn was in heaven.
She stared as those perfect breasts bounced. Then her eyes peered down that incredible body and watched as Rachel's hot center slid up and down on that dick. She saw the trail of wetness that her girl was leaving on it. She could feel Rachel's hands on her thighs as she rode her and Quinn's lips parted in awe as she watched her amazing girlfriend taking it all.
"Fuck Quinn," Rachel said breathless and she sat up straight and reached for her hands. Quinn snapped out of her daze and moved her hands from Rachel's hips and gave them to her. Rachel grabbed her hands and promptly put them over her breasts and Quinn nearly lost it.
She kneaded those perfect breasts and Rachel arched into her touch as she continued to bounce on Quinn's dick.
"Baby please," she begged and Quinn's eyes narrowed at the sound of her begging.
"Please what?"
"Fuck me… uhhh… please just-" she took a deep breath before trying again. "Quinn please just fuck me… I need you to," she trailed off again. Quinn couldn't take anymore of just passively watching and Rachel's desperate tone was setting her on fire. She bent her knees up, dug her heels into the mattress and started to thrust up into her. "Oh fuck yeah! Just like that Quinn," Rachel yelled as she continued to thrust down as Quinn was thrusting up.
"You like that baby?"
"Love," Rachel said with a heavy breath and then fell forward onto her hands. She literally couldn't hold herself up any longer. She had one hand on each side of Quinn's head; she looked down at her she saw concentration on Quinn's face and she could feel those hips slamming up into hers which was driving the strap on deeper each time. "Quinn," she whined and started to shake as her orgasm was building. Quinn knew she was close so she flipped them over without pulling out and immediately started pounding into her. With every smack of her own hips hitting Rachel's she was pushing the girl closer and closer to the edge.
Rachel could feel it coiling in her stomach. Quinn was so deep inside and she was ramming her perfectly. She peered over Quinn's face and saw a bead of sweat dripping down the side of her face and along with her flushed face and her lips pulled into her mouth biting gently.
It was so fucking sexy.
"God Quinn you look… s-s-so hot," she said breathy and dug her nails into Quinn's shoulder and held on for the ride. Quinn smirked.
"Me?" She asked with her shocked tone. "You should see you right now," Quinn responded panting. Rachel arched her chest into Quinn's.
"Uhh fuck… so fucking good," Rachel moaned and this time Quinn looked her over. Flushed, glistening with sweat, and just aching for an orgasm, who was she to deny that?
But she waited a moment longer just watching and when she thought Rachel was about to yell at her to fucking move faster she bent her head down and sucked one of those perfect nipples into her mouth. She started to suck hard and also began slamming her hips into Rachel's harder and faster than before.
"Oh my fucking!" Rachel couldn't finish the thought because she as so close. She tugged on Quinn's hair, digging her nails into her scalp and that was all Quinn needed to know. She bit down on that nipple and rode Rachel hard which sent her into a screaming orgasm. "QUINNNNN!" Rachel screamed and Quinn fell forward, her hips were still thrusting as she brought Rachel down from her high. She kept going until Rachel literally pushed her off and was shaking uncontrollably. Quinn giggled at the sight before her and watched, heaving as Rachel shook through the aftershocks.
After several moments Rachel's eyes opened and she was looking into Quinn's devilish glare.
"Happy Anniversary baby," Quinn said and Rachel's lazy smile widened. She wrapped her legs around Quinn's waist and locked her ankles effectively pushing Quinn's dick in deeper; they both moaned.
"Happy Anniversary indeed," Rachel husked. Her throat was scratchy from all the screaming. Quinn started to pump her hips again which caused another groan to fall from Rachel's lips. "Again?"
"Again," Quinn repeated and then braced her hands on either side of Rachel's head. She started thrusting again.
"B-But I want to do you," she whined but it turned into a whimper when Quinn hit her g-spot.
"Oh you will," Quinn sped up her hips hitting that spot over and over again at a frenzied pace and Rachel just held on and took it… with pleasure. "I plan on riding you all night long," Quinn said. She could tell that Rachel was close again and that it wouldn't take much more to get her screaming again.
And it didn't.
And Rachel certainly did scream again.
And then they both passed out.
Much later, Quinn and Rachel were getting ready for a night on the town.
Quinn's original plan had been to surprise Rachel in New York for their anniversary. She was going to take her out for an amazing dinner followed by even more amazing sex but as luck would have it the auditions for the play had been rescheduled from earlier in the week to this weekend. She called Rachel devastated and told her her about her plan and why she had to cancel on their anniversary.
She was upset and thought Rachel would be too.
But what she didn't know was that Rachel had been planning a surprise of her own. So when Rachel showed up at her door earlier she was thrilled.
And she thanked god that Sawyer and Puck were out for the day because as soon as she opened the door and saw Rachel standing there; she was instantly tackled by her and not long after that Rachel was thoroughly ravishing her on the kitchen table.
And now they were getting ready to celebrate four wonderful years of dating. Neither girl counted the five weeks of Junior year that they broke up because neither of them felt like it had ever ended.
Because really… it didn't.
So four years of dating and Quinn was ready to woo Rachel. She had to make some last minute changes to the plan but it still all worked out well.
She was leaning against the couch waiting for Rachel when she heard the door of the bathroom open and when she looked at her she gasped.
"Oh my fucking god," Quinn practically moaned at the sight on Rachel. She was wearing a skin tight white dress that stopped in the middle of her thighs and made her cleavage look amazing. Quinn could feel her mouthwatering at the sight before her. "You look so…" she trailed off as her eyes raked over Rachel's body.
It turned her on.
Rachel smiled as her own eyes travelled over Quinn's body as well. She was wearing a beautiful green dress that accentuated her body in all the best ways.
"You look so…" Rachel repeated her unfinished thought and winked. "Yourself," Quinn giggled and stepped closer to her.
"What do you say we skip this date and let me worship your body all night long?" Quinn wrapped her arms around her waist as she spoke and looked down at her cleavage. Rachel let out a moan at the idea of staying in and being worshipped. She saw that Quinn's eyes were attached to her boobs and it made her smile because this is the reaction she had hoped for when she bought this dress.
"You like?" Quinn bit her lip and nodded; her eyes still locked on Rachel's chest. "Good because I bought it for you," Quinn licked her lips.
"Rach, I'm fighting the urge to rip it off of you and claim my prize," Rachel grasped her chin and forced their eyes to meet.
"You'll get your prize…over and over again… this," Quinn groaned as Rachel ran her hands down her own chest.
"Hm."
"Is all for you," Quinn's eyes narrowed and darkened with lust.
"Mm, can I have it now?" She said desperately and Rachel chuckled.
"Sure," she said and with that Quinn pulled her tight, lowered her head and began pressing kisses across the swell of Rachel's breasts. "Oh fuck," Rachel hummed at the sensation but Quinn reluctantly pulled away and Rachel whined. "Why'd you stop?"
"Because we have reservations… and I want to take you out and show you off," Rachel's smile spread across her face. "And I want to celebrate the best four years of my life," Rachel swooned at the emergence of cheesy Quinn but she didn't say anything, she only nodded. "And then I want to come back here and spend the rest of the night worshipping these tits," Rachel groaned at the dirty word and then growled when Quinn ran her fingertips over them; feeling her nipples harden with obvious arousal. Her thong was already wet and knew it was going to be a long night.
"Where are you taking me anyway?"
"It's a surprise."
"Ugh," she grumbled as Quinn interlocked their fingers and pulled her out of the house. She hated surprises but she had always loved Quinn's surprises. So her pout gave way to a smile and she let her amazing girlfriend lead her to a taxi that brought her to a nearby vegan restaurant.
She loved this girl so much.
After an incredible dinner, Quinn led Rachel out of the restaurant as they waited for a taxi. She looked over at her girl and saw a hug smile on her face.
"Are you happy?"
"So happy Quinn… I love whenever we're together doing nothing… but when you take me out on a date and treat me like a princess I can't help but revel in the fact that I am the lucky enough to be on the arm of the most beautiful woman in the room. And Quinn… you always are.
Quinn swooned.
When the taxi pulled up Quinn reached for the handle and opened the door for Rachel.
"Well come on then lucky one because I have another surprise for you," Quinn waited for her to complain about the surprise so she was surprised when Rachel's smile widened. They got into the taxi and Quinn gave the address to the driver and then they were off.
"If you planned it, I know it'll be wonderful."
"Mm, the sweet talk is going to get you so lucky," Quinn husked and Rachel laughed. "What?"
"I'm going to get lucky anyway," she said and Quinn arched her eyebrow defiantly. "You already promised to worship my body," she said quietly so that the driver wouldn't hear them. Then she leaned closer and nibbled on Quinn's ear. Quinn's body was instantly covered in chill bumps and she jerked into Rachel's personal space when she felt that hot breath on her ear and that tongue on her ear. After nibbling a little bit, she whispered. "And I can't wait to be naked and on display for you to do whatever you want."
"Whatever I want?" She whispered, Rachel bit her lip and nodded. Quinn could see the fire in her eyes and when she saw Rachel's tongue poke out of her mouth to wet her lips; her restraint cracked and she crashed her lips to Rachel's.
It was hot.
And Rachel was about to straddle her hips when the car came to a stop. The driver announced their arrival by shouting the cost to them; just as Rachel had pressed herself into Quinn. She felt Rachel's damp heat for a split second before it was gone.
"Where are we?" Rachel wondered as Quinn paid the driver and got out. She reached her hand back and helped Rachel out of the car. Once she was standing Quinn shut the door and saw Rachel staring at her.
"What?"
"You're so chivalrous," Quinn shrugged.
"You deserve it," she said simply and Rachel felt her heart flutter. "You ready to have some fun," Rachel nodded.
"But where are we?"
"We are at a gay dance club babe," she said and Rachel's mouth dropped and Quinn couldn't help but giggle she knew how Rachel was feeling. "So unlike Lima huh?" Rachel nodded dumbly and Quinn laughed harder.
"What?"
"It's nothing it's just funny… I mean you live in New York and you're still shocked that I'd bring you here."
"No I know… I mean yeah I'm getting more and more used to people not caring about my sexuality but that's New York. I guess I'm just surprised that in a small town like this it's so welcomed."
"Very welcome Rach," Quinn said nodded and knowing what she meant. "But New Haven is very gay friendly… especially Yale," Rachel smirked.
"Is that why you chose Yale?" Quinn blushed under the question.
"No… I mean it's a part of it," Rachel furrowed her brow. "I mean I've always wanted to go to Yale but when I started to research how gay friendly it was," she shrugged. "Yeah that kind of sealed the deal for me," Rachel put her hands on her hips.
"And why is that Quinn? Did you want to become this big lesbian stud nailing all the gay girls on campus?" Rachel was pouting but Quinn could tell she was teasing.
"Oh yeah that's exactly it," she said and Rachel pushed her. They were both giggling and Quinn wrapped her arms around Rachel's waist and looked deep into her eyes. "As you know I haven't had as hard of a time adjusting to accepting myself as I thought I would," Rachel nodded. "But it's still nice to be able to continue discovering more about who I am without the kind of fear we had in Lima," Rachel nodded and hugged her back.
"I know what you mean… New York is the same and even though I have yet to check out the gay scene it's nice to know that I can be myself at all times and not be afraid… I mean I'm still adjusting to it but it's wonderful," Quinn nodded.
"So what do you say we go in there and have some fun letting our rainbow flags fly," Quinn suggested and Rachel nodded. They walked toward the bar with their fingers interlocked.
"Will you dirty dance with me Quinn?" Rachel asked with that innocent but pure sex voice that always turned her on.
"That's the plan Rachel," she said and watched her bounce excitedly.
"I love you Quinn."
"Mm, me too… so much," she leaned over and kissed her cheek.
After having several drinks; Quinn reminded herself to thank Puck again for getting them all fake ID's, Quinn was at the bar watching Rachel on the dance floor. She was dancing so sexy and Quinn couldn't wait to get back over to her. She also liked the fact that the sexiest girl in the room was all hers.
"Hey," a voice sounded beside her and she turned to see a very attractive woman standing there looking at her.
"Hey," Quinn said back to the woman before her eyes went back to Rachel.
"I couldn't help notice you standing here and I have to say that you're the most gorgeous girl I've ever seen," Quinn blushed and looked back at her. "And I would have never forgiven myself if I didn't at least tell you that," she said and Quinn smiled at her and nodded.
"Thanks but I-" the words died in her throat when she felt her face being jerked to the side and Rachel's lips on hers. She was surprised but once she felt Rachel's tongue push into her mouth, she didn't care that they were making out in front of that poor girl that was hitting on her she just needed to taste her baby. She wrapped her arms around Rachel's waist and after a moment she felt Rachel pull back from the amazing kiss.
"Wow," she whispered stupidly but Rachel's eyes weren't on her they were on the girl that was still standing next to her with her eyebrows raised and her mouth opened in shock.
"Mine," Rachel said and the girl blushed.
"I see that," she nodded and looked to Quinn who was also blushing.
"Thank you for what you said but I'm-"
"You're good," the girl cut her off. "Yeah I see that," Quinn smiled shyly. "You're both so fucking gorgeous," she said and even Rachel blushed. "And I'm sorry but you can't uh… blame me for trying, right?" Rachel's anger went away and a smile overtook her face. She really couldn't blame the girl.
"No I guess not," Rachel said and the girl put money down on the bar just as the bartender put the drinks down that Quinn had ordered.
"Those are on me," she said and Rachel shook her head.
"N-No y-you don't have to-"
"I know I don't have to but come on; let me make up for hitting on your girlfriend," the bartender took her money and Quinn handed Rachel her drink.
"Thank you," Rachel held out her hand. "My name is Rachel, and this is Quinn," she motioned to Quinn who smiled at the girl.
"I'm Ali," she shook first Rachel's and then Quinn's hand. "And I'm not very good at this but like I said I would've never forgiven myself if I didn't try," Quinn smiled.
"I'm flattered really… you're beautiful," Ali blushed. "And I'm sure you'll find a nice and single girl and you will succeed next time," she smiled.
"Eh, I'm no good at this…. I mean I'm from a small town and I have no idea how to hit on women," she waved her hand and Quinn giggled. "What? What's funny?"
"Well, I'm happily with Rachel and all but you did just fine… in fact you did well enough that you made my girlfriend jealous enough to come over and claim me," Quinn said and Rachel pouted but Ali laughed.
"Yeah I guess I'm not so bad after all," she laughed and Rachel pouted and stomped her foot which Quinn noticed.
"Baby… come on you know I love when you claim me, and you can do it all night if you want," that brought a smile to Rachel's face and Ali looked between the two.
"You guys are seriously adorable… how long have you been together?"
"Four years." They both said at the same time and Ali's raised her eyebrows.
"Wow… that's a long time," and with that Rachel cuddled into Quinn's chest and met the girl's eyes.
"Yeah this is our anniversary actually," Ali smiled.
"That's wonderful… well I'll leave you to it. It was nice meeting you and Rachel I'm sorry for over stepping I meant no disrespect."
"Of course you didn't, how could you know?"
"Well enjoy your anniversary ladies… I'm going to try my luck with some single women," she walked away and Quinn looked at Rachel; who Rachel started rambling.
"Look I know I overreacted but I don't care I was dancing for you and then all of a sudden you weren't looking at me and some girl was getting your attention and I just had to come over and take what was mine."
"I'm not mad."
"You're not?"
"No… it was hot so why don't you take me out on the dance floor and let me see those moves up close," Quinn winked and Rachel pulled her arm. Once they were on the dance floor Rachel began grinding against Quinn as they moved to the music. She slipped her leg in between Quinn's and rubbed her thigh against Quinn's hot center. Quinn tightened her legs around Rachel's and rubbed herself against that amazing thigh.
"Mm," Quinn moaned and saw Rachel's smug grin. "Baby," she started to say but then Rachel's leg was gone and Rachel's ass was now rubbing against her center. "Oh god," her hands landed on those hips and she began rubbing on her ass to the beat of the music.
By the time they were in a taxi to go home both girls were so turned on from the dancing and the teasing that Rachel was straddling her the whole way home and as they made out Quinn fought the urge to reach under that dress and push her fingers inside her girl. Instead she fought it by digging her nails into Rachel's hips.
Rachel knew Quinn was fighting the urge to fuck her and that turned her on even more. She kept circling her hips and swirling her tongue inside Quinn's mouth. She was tempting her to see how far she could push her but Quinn wasn't giving in and it turned her on even more.
By the time the taxi pulled up in front of Quinn's apartment, she threw more than enough money at the driver and dragged Rachel into the house. She pushed her against the door and finally reached under her dress.
"You are a fucking tease," Quinn nearly growled as she said it.
"Yeah I know… and it fucking worked," Rachel said and Quinn ripped her thong off. She felt Quinn's finger glide through her wetness and then growled when Quinn pulled her hand away. Quinn put her finger to her mouth and sucked Rachel's wetness off.
"Mm, you are so fucking tasty Rachel," Quinn lifted her in her arms and Rachel wrapped her legs around her waist.
"Take me to bed Quinn," she demanded and smirked as Quinn immediately led her toward the bedroom. "You have some worshipping to do."
"I sure as fuck do," Quinn said as she lowered her head to those breasts and began kissing.
And Rachel couldn't complain because she sure as fuck did worship her… several times in fact.
And by the time the passed out Rachel had a sore throat from screaming.
The next morning, they were both up and awake but neither girl wanted to even move an inch. Rachel looked over at Quinn.
"I hope this feeling lasts," she said and Quinn furrowed her brow.
"What feeling?"
"You know the contented feeling that I always have when I'm in your arms," she said and Quinn nodded because she definitely knew that feeling. "As many times as I wake up with you it always feels just as wonderful as the first time, and I hope it always does."
"Me too… but I don't doubt that it will… I mean it's been four years already and I'm definitely not sick of you," she felt Rachel smile against her and that feeling was another one she hoped would last.
"Well that is certainly good to know because I'm not going anywhere and it would suck for you if you were already sick of me," Quinn nuzzled her ear and she giggled.
"Like I could ever get sick of you."
"What do you want to do today?"
"You," Quinn said simply and Rachel felt butterflies.
"Well that goes without saying," Rachel replied and Quinn ran a hand through her hair.
"I want to go to the theater and perform my audition and blow my girlfriend away with my amazing talent."
"And you say I'm arrogant."
"Confident Rachel."
"Oh so when it's you it's confidence but when it's me it's arrogance?"
"Well yeah," Quinn said with a shrug and Rachel giggled.
"Okay," she shook her head. "But what about after that or this morning? What do you want to do?"
"Um… you," Quinn bit her lip and smiled wide. Rachel found it utterly adorable.
"One track mind Fabray… you have a one track mind," Rachel got up and Quinn watched her naked ass as she walked across the floor.
Then she smelled bacon.
"Do you smell that?" her excitement was palpable. Rachel giggled.
"Bacon," Rachel frowned. "So your girlfriend was about to invite you to join her in the shower and you are more distracted by bacon?"
"Don't be silly Rachel… there is always room for both," Rachel laughed at that and watched as naked Quinn walked toward her.
Naked Quinn was always such a wonderful sight.
And such a wonderful turn on.
Rachel moved her eye from Quinn's bouncing chest and met her eyes.
"Nice to know you know where my eyes are," she teased and kissed Rachel's nose. And as she walked past her into the bathroom she called back. "Let's go Berry you have some worshipping of your own to do."
Rachel was so grateful that the bathroom in Quinn's apartment connected to the bedroom. And as she followed her girlfriend into the shower; all she could think about was that she knew this feeling would always last.
When they finally got out of the shower they walked into the kitchen to see Sawyer and Puck in the kitchen.
Quinn smiled at the sight of Puck; he was smiling stupidly and flipping pancakes at the stove and Sawyer; looking just as love-struck was next to him working on the eggs that were on the other burner. They were lost in each other much like she and Rachel always were.
Speaking of Rachel she felt her girlfriend press against her front and she pulled her tight.
"I'm so happy to see Noah so happy," she whispered and Quinn leaned over her shoulder and kissed her cheek.
"Me too."
"But that isn't going to stop me from picking on them," Rachel smirked and giggled.
"I love the way you think babe," Quinn told her and Rachel stepped out of her arms. They walked closer and made their appearance known. Their friends pulled their eyes off of each other and Rachel nodded to him.
"Look at my Jew bro all domestic… what happened Lima's bad boy, Mr. Badass himself?" She teased and he merely shrugged.
"He fell in love," Rachel squealed and Sawyer swooned. He leaned over and kissed her cheek.
"Oh god, I'm getting a toothache," Quinn said and saw Sawyer flip her off.
"This from the bitch that constantly whines about missing Rachel," Sawyer said and Rachel's eyes landed on Quinn. She really did miss her just as much.
"Whatever," Quinn waved her off. "And I never said that I don't like the sugary sweetness of you two… you just have to understand how unusual it is to see Noah Puckerman smiling," she said meeting his eyes and he smirked. "I told you that you would find her," he nodded.
"Yeah you did," he agreed with his signature smirk.
"Wait how'd you know he'd meet me?" Sawyer asked.
"I didn't know it would be you but I knew he'd find the girl he was meant to love and it looks like that is you."
"It sure as fuck is," Puck told Quinn and then saw Rachel staring at him with adoration. "What?" He asked her.
"Nothing Noah," she said with pride in her tone. "I just… I spent a lot of time in high school feeling bad for you because you loved Quinn and I got her," he nodded. "But you were still always there for the both of us."
"And I always will be," he assured her and all three girls swooned a bit.
"But even though I was grateful to have you I hated that my happiness was at your misery," he nodded. "And I just always hoped you would find the kind of love that Quinn and I have."
"And I did."
"And you did," Rachel said and pulled him into a hug. He hugged her tight.
"Okay, now I'm getting a toothache… back off my man Rachel," Sawyer teased and Rachel giggled into Puck's shoulder.
"Relax dude, he's got gross boy parts."
"There is nothing gross about his parts," Sawyer said with a naughty tone and both Quinn and Rachel cringed.
"Uh gross… shut up!" Quinn yelled while Sawyer and Puck laughed.
"Would you guys like to join us for breakfast?" Sawyer asked and Quinn shook her head.
"No it's fine… we don't want to intrude."
"Oh shut up… I made plenty for all of us."
"I'm vegan," Rachel told her and Sawyer nodded.
"Yeah I know… not the first time I've met you Rachel."
"These pancakes are vegan," Puck told her.
"And there is fruit and also I made some of that fake bacon shit," she told Rachel who was now beaming at her. "It looks fucking disgusting but if you like it-"
"I do and thank you Sawyer," she cut her off.
"I hope you made real bacon too," Quinn wondered.
"I live with you asshole… I know all about your bacon addiction," Sawyer said and Rachel giggled.
"Can I help?" Rachel offered and Sawyer smiled.
"Yeah set the table… it'll be ready in a few minutes.
"Okay."
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"Oh my god… Sawyer," Rachel said with a mouth full of pancakes. "These are amazing you should be a chef."
"Thanks but … cooking isn't my passion."
"Well whatever your passion is if you do it half as well as you cook then I'm sure you'll succeed." Sawyer blushed under Rachel's compliment but Rachel didn't even notice she was too enamored with her pancakes. "What is your passion?"
"Singing," Sawyer said and Rachel's eyes landed on hers. She hurried to chew and swallow the bite she had just taken.
"Seriously?" Sawyer nodded. "Well you should do it because you're an amazing singer," Sawyer blushed even more under that compliment.
"Well she is… kind of," Puck said and Rachel and Quinn looked at him. "She's joining Noah Loco; she won't be able to play the weekday gigs until after graduation but this is what she wants and I think it's just what my band needs.
"That's awesome guys," Quinn said and Rachel agreed.
"Yeah but we're changing the name of the band to Noah Loca… because it sounds better and loca is the feminine way of saying it so it adds a bit female to the name just like she adds it to the band."
"You so fucking cheesy Puck," Quinn said and he flipped her off.
"I think it's sweet Noah," Rachel told him before turning to Quinn and hitting her on the arm. "And you shouldn't pick on anyone for being cheesy Quinn," Quinn blushed and hung her head.
"And plus it's fits because I'm Noah and she's crazy," he said and then got promptly slapped on each arm by Sawyer and Rachel while Quinn just laughed because yeah Sawyer was a bit crazy… but in a good way.
In the best way.
"So are you guys busy this afternoon," Quinn wondered and they shook their heads.
"Nah, not til later on… we're doing karaoke tonight," Rachel squealed but he didn't take his eyes off of Quinn. "Why?"
"I'm auditioning for the play today and I was wondering if you'd like to come support me?" She asked and saw both of their eyes widen and smiles cross their lips.
"Yeah."
"Hell yeah baby mama," they both said simultaneously.
"And then we can join them for karaoke," Rachel said excitedly nodding. Quinn giggled at her adorable girlfriend.
"And then we can join them for karaoke," Quinn agreed and Rachel squealed again.
Rachel sat nervously next to Noah and he could tell that she was nervous. He reached over and draped his arm across her shoulder. Sawyer watched from his other side. It was funny to her that she wasn't jealous of Puck's relationship with Rachel and Quinn when normally she was a crazy jealous freak in her relationships. Maybe it was because they were no threat, or maybe it was because she had grown up quite a bit. But she found that whenever Puck was sweet to either of the girls it made her happy, maybe because to her and despite their history she looked at their relationships as a type of family dynamic. He protected those girls like they were kin and that was the extent of it and maybe Puck's feelings for them run deeper; she'd never know because that is his business… but she certainly wasn't jealous of it.
And she liked that about herself.
She was finally confident in a relationship.
And that had never happened before.
This man was definitely the one.
She saw Puck looking at her and she smiled.
"What are you thinking about babe?"
"You… and how wonderful you are," she said honestly and he smiled shyly. All of their attention was brought toward the stage when they heard Quinn's professor speak.
"Quinn Fabray," Professor Avery called and Puck felt Rachel's body tense up.
God they were still so in love- he thought.
It restored his faith in love and all that.
Then he brought is attention to the stage and focused on watching his baby mama perform for the first time since fucking glee club.
"Hi my name is Quinn Fabray and I'll be auditioning for the role of Samantha Bennett," she said and saw both of her Professors nod at her. She smiled at Professor Tate and sent up a silent prayer that she didn't fuck up his beautiful work. Her eyes peered the audience and locked on Rachel.
And she knew she wouldn't fuck up.
As she read through the monologue she had memorized she fell into the natural feeling that performing had always given her.
She loved this feeling and she hoped it would last.
She knew performing was her calling.
Just like it was for Rachel.
And she knew she nailed it when both of her professors, all the other kids auditioning, and her friends were on their feet cheering for her. None louder than the amazing girl she was lucky enough to call hers.
Several hours later as they sat around a table at a karaoke bar getting wasted she was so happy to have these people. Sure she missed Santana and Brittany and the rest of the gang but Sawyer was definitely one of gang now and she was so happy that she and Puck had found each other because neither of them deserved anything less.
Rachel jumped off the stage after singing and getting a standing ovation. She walked over to the table and sat on Quinn's lap. Quinn giggled.
"I love you," Rachel said and kissed her.
"I love you too."
"And I'm so fucking proud of you Quinn Fabray… I mean you owned that role," then she kissed her cheek, and then her neck before pulling back.
"Well I know that character… I helped write her so I think I had a bit of an advantage; don't you?"
"No fucking way Q… I don't care if you wrote that shit yourself you were the best one out there today…for any part," Puck said.
"Yeah I agree with Puck," Sawyer said and Rachel was nodding.
"You were the best… and the hottest," Rachel said and Quinn laughed. She loved when Rachel had a few drinks in her; because she was so much cuter than her normal cute and plus she was even naughtier. Rachel pulled Quinn into a heated kiss that only broke when the person- who had been butchering some song that none of them could figure out what it was supposed to be- stopped and the DJ spoke.
"Okay up next Quinn and Sawyer," he called and Rachel pulled her lips off of Quinn.
"You're going to sing?"
"I am," Rachel got up so that Quinn could stand. "I'm singing to the most beautiful girl in the room," she kissed the stunned look off of Rachel's face and walked up to the stage.
"And I'm singing to the sexiest guy in the room," Sawyer said before following Quinn to the stage. Rachel looked at Puck and smiled.
"We sure did get lucky with those two didn't we bro?"
"We sure did babe," he replied.
"Hi," Quinn's voice came over the microphone. "This song is dedicated to my girlfriend of four amazing years… it's our anniversary weekend," everyone cheered. "This song is about new love Rachel but it still applies to us because every day with you is just as amazing as the first day… and babe even though I know you so well I still always want to know you better and," Rachel's eyes landed on hers. "I promise no matter what I will do my best to make this feeling last," she winked and Rachel bit her lip and fought the tears. The Sawyer spoke.
"I'm singing this to my boyfriend… we've only been dating for a few months… six to be exact," Puck chuckled at that. "But just because it's new doesn't mean it can't be lasting," she winked at him. "Like Rachel and Quinn lasting," Puck laughed and as the music began, Sawyer sang first.
All I knew this morning when I woke
Is I know something now, know something now I didn't before
And all I've seen since eighteen hours ago
Is green eyes and freckles and your smile
In the back of my mind making me feel like
I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now
I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now
I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now
I just wanna know you know you know you
'Cause all I know is we said "Hello"
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed
And all my walls stood tall painted blue
And I'll take them down, take them down and open up the door for you
And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies
The beautiful kind, making up for lost time,
Taking flight, making me feel like
I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now
I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now
I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now
I just wanna know you know you know you
'Cause all I know is we said "Hello"
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed
Come back and tell me why
I'm feeling like I've missed you all this time, oh, oh, oh
And meet me there tonight
And let me know that it's not all in my mind
I just wanna know you better know you better know you better now
I just wanna know you know you know you
'Cause all I know is we said "Hello"
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed
All I know is we said "Hello"
So dust off your highest hopes
All I know is pouring rain and everything has changed
All I know is the new found grace
All my days I know your face
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed
When the song ended and they walked back over to the table they were both pulled into fierce hugs.
"You always know how to get into my pants don't you Quinn Fabray?" Rachel asked and Quinn laughed.
"Well the goal was to touch your heart but if I get to touch other things… that's a bonus," Rachel giggled at that and at the wiggling of Quinn's eyebrows.
"Well you did touch my heart, just like you always do… so yeah you'll be getting into my pants," Quinn made a show of doing a fist pump and Rachel laughed before pulling her into a steamy kiss.
"That was incredible babe," Puck said as he cupped Sawyer's cheek. "Thank you… no one has every serenaded me before," he said and she smiled. "I loved it and I love you," she gasped. "Too soon because you said it's-"
"Not too soon… I love you too," she said and then claimed his lips in a kiss just as hot as the one Rachel and Quinn were currently locked in.
And later on that night it should've been awkward that in both rooms hot sex was happening but it wasn't. In fact they both just blasted their music to drown out the other and pretended they were alone.
It worked beautifully and Quinn was never so grateful to be in an apartment, with her own room, instead of in a dorm.
She would thank Sawyer for that later.
But right now she was focused on Rachel and what Rachel's tongue was doing. She fisted her hand into Rachel's hair and pulled her closer as that tongue brought her to ecstasy.
The next day they faced the worst part of their weekends together.
The teary goodbyes at the train station.
Quinn held Rachel tight and was kissing her forehead.
"I already miss you," Rachel cried.
"Me too," Quinn was also crying. The weekend had been wonderful and she didn't want Rachel to leave. She just wanted to keep her in her arms forever.
She couldn't wait until that hope was a reality.
The intercom announced that Rachel's train was pulling into the station and Rachel hugged Quinn tighter, she cupped the back of Quinn's head and pulled her into a hot kiss that had Quinn's toes curling.
"I love you," she said and Quinn smiled against her lips.
"I love you too… and I'll see you in two weeks in New York," Rachel nodded and a tear fell down her face. "Call me when you get home," Rachel nodded again and Quinn pressed her lips to Rachel's and Rachel wiped her face, kissed Quinn's cheek and stepped away from her.
As she got on the train the tears engulfed her.
Each time she left Quinn or watched Quinn leave it got harder and harder. She tried to hide her tears as she waved goodbye to Quinn and hoped Quinn couldn't see her tears.
But Quinn saw them.
Once the train was gone Quinn let her own tears fall.
She hated the day they left each other more than anything.
She pulled out her phone and typed out a quick text before leaving the station.
Rachel was wiping her face when she heard her phone beep in her pocket. She knew it was from Quinn before she even looked at it and it made her heart beat faster.
Just like Quinn always did.
From Quinn: Check the front pocket of your backpack.
Rachel seemed confused but she reached for her backpack and opened the pocket and she gasped. She pulled out a gardenia which had a note attached to it. She flipped the note open.
It was five words.
Five simple words and Rachel instantly felt better.
You are home to me.
Fucking Quinn Fabray and her endless love.
She felt tears well up in her eyes but this time they were happy tears.
And then her phone beeped again and again she knew it was Quinn.
From Quinn: Did you find it?
She smiled wiped her face and typed out a reply.
From Rachel: Yes Quinn and I love you so fucking much.
The reply was instant.
From Quinn: Well it's the small moments right?
Fucking Quinn Fabray- Rachel thought again.
From Rachel: It sure is… you're home to me too Quinn, you always have been.
Quinn read that text as the taxi brought her home and she smiled.
She loved that girl so much and she hated seeing her cry. She typed a reply hoping it would make Rachel happy.
From Quinn: And I always will be.
And it definitely made Rachel happy.
A/N 2: The title comes from the song Feels Like Home by Chantal Kreviazuk and the song Quinn and Sawyer sang to Rachel and Puck was Everything Has Changed by Taylor Swift featuring Ed Sheeran. I wrote this chapter before I even started Begin Again; but I guess Taylor Swift's songs are perfect for Faberry.
Up next: More drama for the girls as well as for Brittany and Santana, and Puck and Sawyer. Plus they go home for Christmas and Kitty reveals a secret.
Also the return of Finn Hudson. Stay tuned…
