Hello,

So, I have been wanting to write this part of this story for a very long time. Every time I deice I'm going to write it I end up changing my mind, so this time I decided I am going to start writing before I can change my mind.

Now I know in the part of this story you've seen it's not really a big deal, but in this story as a whole this was a pivotal moment between Sebastian and Blaine. I think you might have guessed where this is going.. Now I bring to you the scene in which Blaine ended his relationship with Sebastian.

Maybe one day I'll write what happened the weekend that followed and Sebastian's trip to the hospital, but for now I'll leave you with this.

Disclaimer: I don't own Glee.

Big Brother: Blaine, don't do this. I love you.

March 24th 2006. 6:30pm

Sebastian was sat in front of his computer waiting for Blaine to log into Skype. He hadn't been able to speak to Blaine over the past few days and knowing that they would be seeing each other today at 6:30, was the only thing that had been keeping him getting through the days without him. They say you never find the love of your life in high school, but seventeen year old Sebastian Smythe was proud to say that everyone was wrong. He didn't know how it happened or how he'd been so lucky but he was going out with the love of his life, the boy that he hoped one day he would marry.

He and Blaine had been together for over three years, their first meeting being the first time he knew that there was something special about that boy with honey eyes and the curly black hair. Until the moment he met Blaine he never believed in love, he may have only been young but he'd been raised in a house where the marriage was cold and angry, there was no love in his house, maybe that was the reason he never used to believe in it.

Beautiful Blaine had changed all of that the moment they'd met, they became instant friends and it wasn't long before he'd worked up the courage to ask Blaine out who responded with a blush and a 'it's about time.' Everything was perfect after that. School days turned into school years, they grew more in love every day and nothing changed. They experienced their intimate first's together as a couple and everything was perfect, they were solid and strong and nothing could break them.

Then it came to Blaine's graduation, and with Blaine's graduation came him moving to New York for school. It had been four months to the day that they'd spent their last night together, the last time they kissed, the last time they touched and Sebastian couldn't wait to tell Blaine the good news. He knew that Blaine was always busy with school work so he'd managed to book a plane ticket to spend the weekend with him next weekend. It was sort of a last minute surprise that he hoped Blaine would love considering today marked a sad sort of anniversary.

They had both known that the distance would be a problem, but they refused to dwell on it. They had both decided that they could handle the long distance considering it was only going to be ten months until he would move out there with him and they could be together again. It was less then that now, only six more months to go and they would be together again.

He'd be the first to admit that things between the two of them had got strained over the past few months, the distance affecting them more then they thought it would. Their schedules got busier, Skype dates going forgotten and phone call's going unanswered, but Sebastian loved Blaine and he truly believed that everything would be okay. He loved Blaine and Blaine loved him, that was all they needed to make it through the next few months of separation.

He looked down to his watch with a sigh, the minutes were passing by and Blaine's screen name was still offline. He sat back in his chair with a sad smile and wondered where he was. This wasn't the first time that Blaine had missed one of their Skype dates but he didn't let himself read into it too much, Blaine was just busy. He'd waited all night once just in case Blaine was really late, and there was nothing stopping him waiting all night now.

Sebastian was sat in his desk chair, feet on his desk as he threw a ball up in the air, forty minutes later and there was still no sign of Blaine online. He was tired, he wanted to go to bed, he could feel the tears in his eye's at Blaine forgetting yet another date. He was tired of this, he hated not seeing Blaine, speaking to him, he hated that Blaine could forget him, but Sebastian loved him and a young seventeen year old Sebastian believed that as long as they loved each other they would be fine.

The door bell rang and with a groan he made his way downstairs to answer it. Little did he know that answering that door would be a huge, life-changing moment for him. They say everyone has a few moments in their life which are pivotal, this was one of them. Sebastian would learn heartbreak, vulnerability but most importantly, he would learn to believe that love is never enough, meaning it was never worth it.

March 24th 2006. 7:15pm

An eighteen year old Blaine was stood outside of a little house on the outskirts of Westerville. He hadn't been here in forever, it was four months ago he was here, the night before he got on the plane to New York, his one way ticket it hand. That night had been one full of tears, stolen kisses, last touches and Goodbye's. It had also been one full of hope and optimism. Yes he was going to be leaving which would put a strain on their relationship but they had both been foolish enough to think that it wouldn't change anything.

Four months ago to the very day, here he stood and everything had changed. They only spoke once every few days, they never got to see each other. They skyped roughly once a week but thing's weren't the same. Sebastian was still in his last year of school and he was in college, he had new friends, a new life, a new routine and he hated that there wasn't much room left for Sebastian, his boyfriend. It shouldn't be that way, it couldn't be that way.

That was why he found himself stood at the end of the drive of his house, trying to hold in the tears as he tried to find the courage to do the last thing in the world he ever wanted to do. He loved Sebastian, he'd loved him since the moment they'd met in that choir room those three years ago, he always has loved him and always will, but they couldn't go on like this.

He'd been stood outside in the rain for the past twenty minutes, he was glad it was pretty late, the darkness creeping in and keeping him out of sight. He kept wondering why Sebastian hadn't text him asking where he was, then he would remember that he hadn't told him he was coming. If he told him he was coming Sebastian would've spent the last few weeks looking forward to a weekend that would only end in disappointment.

So with one final deep breath he took a step forward and started up the path to where his whole world would come to an end.

He knew that there wouldn't be anyone else home, Sebastian only came home when his parent's were out and he knew he'd be here because they had a Skype chat planned forty minutes ago. He knocked on the door and it wasn't long before a distressed Sebastian answered with an aggravated 'what?' He was stood there in his Dalton t-shirt and joggers, his hair a mess probably from running his hands through it in frustration about him not showing for their date. "Hi," he said softly with a wave and he couldn't stop looking at him, he hadn't really seen Sebastian in so long and he had missed him so much.

Sebastian seemed to stand there in shock for a few moments, unsure of what was happening or if he was really here. When he came to, Sebastian threw his arms around him and pulled him close. "I've missed you so much Blaine" he said breaking down into his neck, "I've missed you so, so much." Blaine brought his arms to wrap around his boyfriend knowing exactly what he was feeling. He couldn't stop the tears from falling either, his though were for a completely different reason.

After Sebastian had gotten over the initial shock of him actually being there the two moved up into his bedroom, settling on his bed, being as close to each other as possible as they caught each other up on their lives. There wasn't too much that the other didn't know, it was just nicer being able to have the conversation face to face rather then through a screen or a mobile.

They were lying on the bed now, Sebastian's head was on his chest, their hands intertwined in front of them, he wanted to be near Sebastian, he wanted to be with him. He couldn't believe how much he'd missed just being with him, after all he was the love of his life. If he was the love of my life though, wouldn't we both have made more of an effort to keep in better touch during the past few months? This was a question that had been on his mind for weeks now.

He didn't want to do this but he knew if he didn't do this now he never would. The more time he spent with Sebastian the more he managed to convince himself that what he'd come here to do was stupid. "Sebastian," he said sitting up straighter causing Sebastian to move his head but not letting his hand go, "there's something I need to talk to you about."

Blaine could tell by the look on his face that Sebastian knew something bad was coming, he could also tell that he already knew that whatever was going to happen would be final. He looked sad and broken, it broke Blaine's heart to see him like this because of him and he hadn't even said anything yet. "What about?" Sebastian asked quietly, his gaze dropping to their intertwined hands as he held on tighter.

"There's no easy way to say this Bas" he said sitting up and moving the smallest fraction closer to his boyfriend, even if he only had that title for the next few moments. "You know I love you, with everything I have" he said finally telling himself to look at Sebastian as he did this. He could see the tears in his eyes and the pleading behind them.

"Don't" Sebastian choked out and the sound broke his heart. "Blaine, don't. Don't do this" he said moving closer to him, one hand staying in his, the other moving to his cheek, forcing him to look at him. "Blaine, please?" he begged trying not to start sobbing. Every second they went on like this the more he convinced himself he was doing the wrong thing, yet he knew. He wasn't doing this for himself, he was doing it for the one person he loved more than anything in this world.

He was crying at the sight of Sebastian's sobs, he moved his hand to Sebastian's cheek wanting to be close to him as well as offer some form of comfort. "Sebastian" he chocked out himself "I love you so much, you know I do, but this, this isn't working."

"Six months" Sebastian said, interrupting him through his tears. "Six months Blaine and I will be with you in New York. I don't care what my parent's say, the moment graduation's over I'm hopping on a plane and then we can be together." Sebastian's words got harder to understand the more he got himself worked up. "Six months Blaine, six months" he was begging him now. He never thought he'd reduce Sebastian to this and he hated himself for it.

"Sebastian, you deserve to be with someone who can love you in every way possible, I can't do that while I'm in New York. I've already ruined your senior year by not being here, I can't do this to you anymore" he said, his tears falling uncontrollably at the idea of loosing this boy forever.

"Six months Blaine, six months and I can be with you in New York. Who care's about six months when we have the rest of our lives!? Ten months is nothing in comparison Blaine, please?" he said pleading again, gripping at his shirt and Blaine had never felt worse in his life. Sebastian was right though, ten months in comparison to forever was nothing, but it was also everything.

"Bas, baby" he started but Sebastian interrupted him. It annoyed him but what did he expect he was breaking him.

"Don't you 'baby' me" he snapped in his direction. Calling me 'baby' won't make this better, okay!" he said pointing at him and wiping the tears harshly from his cheeks.

Blaine sighed before continuing with what he was saying. "Bas, you don't want to come to New York, you've always told me you want to move back to Paris" he said in an attempt to make him see sense. He couldn't have Sebastian moving to New York just to be with him when he'd always talked about Paris. It may have not been his main reason for initiating this break up, but it sure played a part. "I won't be the reason you don't go back to Paris, I can't Bas, I just can't."

"Blaine, I love you and I don't care about the distance or where we are as long as we get to be together! And we can! Soon! Six months. Blaine please, don't do this? I can't live without you Blaine, baby please?" Sebastian was pleading now, he was crying uncontrollably and he was begging and he didn't care. He couldn't believe that Blaine was suggesting they break up after they'd survived four months of separation. There were only six more months to go and they'd be together again.

He knew that Blaine was struggling with this, he could tell that he didn't want to do this and he believed Blaine when he said that he loved him, so why was he trying to end their three and a half year relationship? "Bas don't make this harder then it is" he said in a broken tone. "Long distance doesn't work for anyone and it doesn't work for us" he said flatly.

Sebastian sat there, tears falling down his cheeks and his mouth hanging open, he knew the last few months had been hard, they're hormonal teenage boys after all, but they'd managed so far. "Maybe if we make more of an effort?" he asked begging. "I'll fly over at least one weekend a month and that weekend can be our weekend. I know it's not much but it's more then we have now." He continued even though he knew that Blaine had made up his mind, this was it.

"Blaine, please don't give up on us, please don't give up on me?" he said losing it all together as he fell forward into Blaine, not being able to stay away from him no matter how much he might hate him right now. How am I supposed to survive without him? If Blaine can give up on me, everyone can he thought to himself and really hitting his self esteem. "Blaine, don't leave me" he said clutching at Blaine's t shirt, please don't leave me "I thought you'd always be here."

He felt Blaine's sob in his chest, could feel his grip tighten on his shirt, and as much as he hoped that Blaine would change his mind, he knew he wouldn't. If Blaine thought he was doing the right thing then nothing could stop him. It was one of the things he loved most about him, now it was coming back to bite him in the ass. He was fighting a losing battle with the boy he thought he'd marry. How can my world be turned upside down so suddenly?

"Sebastian I love you, so much but if we were meant to be together then we would have already made that effort. We would already be seeing each other in the flesh once a month. If we knew that we were it then we would talk more then twice a week Bas, we have holes and I know you see them too" Blaine said holding him tight against his chest, as if he didn't want to let him go.

He didn't want to let Blaine go, he didn't want to ever leave his embrace but sometimes wanting isn't enough. He pulled back, forcing Blaine to let him go as he moved further away from him on his bed. He could see the hurt and heartbreak at him distancing himself, but he was the one who'd done this. "We have holes Blaine, I do see that, but at least I'm willing to work on it. You seem to have just given up on us already!" he yelled through his tears.

Sebastian understood that things hadn't been easy. He understood that they both could have made more of an effort, it was mainly Blaine who missed their Skype dates and missed his phone calls, but if they worked on it together then they could get themselves back on track. It wouldn't take very much, but he was willing. He was more then willing to do anything, absolutely anything for this boy in front of him, who was at this very moment in time, breaking his heart.

He was hurt and he was angry, and it was all Blaine's fault. "Bas, I haven't given up on us," he started.

"Clearly" he scoffed throwing a cushion at him. If he hadn't given up already he would've come to him to discuss this. They could have sat down and spoke about it all. They could've looked at where they were going wrong and try to fix it, rather then Blaine going straight for the break up card, he's given up on me he thought brokenly staring at the boy he loved in front of him.

"Bas, I haven't given up on us," he repeated. "I never have and I never will I just don't think being in a long distance relationship is good for us, for anyone." He tried to explain, and he was only listening to be polite. He didn't really care about Blaine's reasoning's anymore. Blaine didn't want him any more, what am I supposed to do now? "Being in a long distance relationship is making both of us miserable and I hate to see you miserable" Blaine looked as if he was begging him to understand, well he was out of luck because he didn't.

Blaine got up on his knees and moved closer to the edge of the bed, "Sebastian I love you, and seeing you miserable because I'm not here kills me" he said through his tears, "and as much as it kills me to do this, I'd rather let you go so you can be happy here, then see you miserable for the next six months."

"You wouldn't know if I'm miserable Blaine because you never pick up my phone calls! You forget our Skype dates, you don't know anything about how I'm truly feeling Blaine, not anymore. And if you think breaking up with me is going to make me less miserable," he looked out his window and shook his head, he hated this. "If you think it will make me less miserable then I guess you don't know me, at all" his voice broke and he hated that Blaine was seeing him, making him so vulnerable.

He knew that his words would hurt Blaine, that had been his intention after all, if Blaine's going to hurt me, then I'm going to hurt him. He looked to Blaine and saw the hurt in his eyes, his tears falling down his cheeks and he hated how much it still killed him. "Sebastian, don't" Blaine started and he didn't even know what he was going to say. What the hell would he be telling me not to do when he's the one doing the breaking.

He put his hands on the side of his head and he just wanted to scream, he couldn't believe Blaine was doing this to him. "I can't believe you're doing this Blaine, I just, I love you" he said turning to him with a heartbroken expression, he may hate him right now, but he couldn't give up on him. "I love you, isn't that enough?" Blaine didn't answer and he was glad that he didn't because his expression spoke volumes, let alone hearing him say the words out loud.

Love isn't enough he thought through the mess in his head, at Blaine's expression he lost it all over again, his tears became sobs, he couldn't breathe and his legs couldn't support him anymore. His legs went from under him as he fell against his wall, sliding down before pulling his knee's into his chest and burying his face in them. If love isn't enough, then what is?

After a few moments of silence and keeping his head buried Blaine moved to sit next to him. His arm wrapped around his shoulder as they sat side by side and as much as he wanted to push him away and tell him to leave, every fiber in his body was telling him that he wanted him closer, that close wasn't close enough. "I hate you" he said into his knee's still refusing to look at him even if he did move that little bit closer. He'd never thought he'd say those words to Blaine and actually mean them, but he did, right now he hated him.

"I know" Blaine said brokenly beside him. The tone of his voice was enough to catch his attention, it was raw and nothing like he'd heard all night, when he looked to Blaine he looked terrible. His eyes were red and puffy, there was no life there and they were no longer the colour of golden honey, instead they looked like muddy water, this was taking a toll on him too. "Sebastian," Blaine said his name the way he used to, before New York, with pure love and want. He leaned forward putting their foreheads together and he wanted to hate him for it but he couldn't.

"Sebastian I love you so much" he said his tears starting up again as he moved his free hand to his cheek forcing him to keep looking at him. "You know I wouldn't do this if I didn't think it was what was right for us," he said so sincerely and Sebastian hated that he did know that. But Blaine was wrong, this wasn't what was right, this was wrong. How could he be doing the right thing when it hurts so much?

They continued to look at each other for what seemed like forever, both of them wanting for this moment to be over, forgotten about, discarded. However the words were out there and nothing could be taken back, nothing would ever be the same. "I love you" Blaine said quietly before crushing their lips together. Like every other intimate moment this evening he wanted to push Blaine back, but what if this was the last time we ever kissed? Ever touched, what if this is the last time we'll ever see each other.

He may have hated Blaine, but it was nothing compared to how much he loved him. So even if it was the wrong choice he let Blaine kiss him, he opened up allowing him entry. They kissed for what seemed like hours, their kisses were full of tears, sorrow and goodbyes. There was nothing romantic or hot about it, but they were more intimate. Sebastian was the first to pull back with an "I love you. Why can't that be enough?" He knew the answer and he knew that was the only way he could make himself stop. He couldn't do this. He couldn't get used to kissing Blaine just to lose it again.

Blaine dropped his gaze then and looked away from him all together and that was enough of an answer as he needed. He stood up, dropping Blaine's hand and moving out of his embrace as he moved to go and settle on his bed, reaching for the stuffed teddy Blaine had won for him last summer when he worked at Six flags. Blaine continued to sit against the wall and for a while they just sat there in silence, enjoying each other's company even considering the situation.

Eventually Blaine stood up from the floor and made his way to sit next to him on his bed, but he wouldn't allow it. "Don't" he said brokenly staring at the teddy he was clutching in his hands, the ring on his finger that Blaine had given him suddenly weighed a tonne. He felt, more then saw Blaine's hesitation which made him look at him, a look full of pleading. "Don't."

Tears started falling from Blaine's eyes at being told not to come any closer, he hated it, he hated this, but it was no one's fault but Blaine's. He knew how much telling him 'no' would hurt because he was basically telling him that he didn't want him there any more. As much as he knew it hurt Blaine he hated that he could see the understanding in his eyes, he knew that it hurt him too but he he was still putting Sebastian first. He'll always put me first he thought hating that he couldn't hate Blaine, not really, when Blaine thought he was doing he right thing for him.

Sebastian dropped his gaze back to the hand with the ring on wondering what had happened to them, Blaine reached out and clutched his hand with the hand he wore his ring on. The sound of the metal on metal used to make him smile, now it only brought a fresh wave of tears to his eyes. Blaine gave his hand a gentle squeeze before getting up off of the bed and leaving him. He sat, alone, in the middle of his bed with tears steaming down his face at the idea of losing this boy, the love of his life, forever.

Blaine was stood by the door, he couldn't stop himself from crying as he stared at the heartbroken boy that was sat staring at him from the center of his bed. He thought that they'd dealt with this, Sebastian had told him to leave, but obviously the idea of him leaving hit him hard, the realisation of that being it for them, too much.

Sebastian's eyes were red, puffy as he pleaded, for what Blaine knew would be the last time, "Blaine, please don't do this. I love you" he knew it was Sebastian's last attempt to make him stay, and he'd been warring with himself throughout the entire conversation, but this wasn't fair to any of them. He loved Sebastian, and this past hour or so had been the worst time of his life, but even if he wanted to take everything he'd said back, it was too late.

"I'm sorry Bas" he said through his tears. At his words he watched Sebastian shatter in front of him, he literally saw the love of his love break and he didn't know how to handle it. Sebastian's body seemed to give out under him as he collapsed into a heap in the middle of his bed, his sobs wrecking through his chest in a way that must have hurt in more ways then one.

That sight alone left him wanting to take back everything he'd said. You can never take your words back, in this case it was a good thing because as he watched the love of his life fall apart in front of him he wanted nothing more then to hug him, tell him how sorry he was and that they could make six months, but he couldn't and he wouldn't. They say if you love someone that you have to set them free, and that was exactly what he'd done.

"I love you Sebastian, I always have and I always will" he said quietly knowing that Sebastian wouldn't be able to hear him over the turmoil going on in his head and the sobs in his chest. As his tears started to spill over making it almost impossible for him to see he walked out of Sebastian's bedroom, closing the door behind him and not allowing himself to look back or stop until he was downstairs and as far away from Sebastian's room as possible.

Eventually he collapsed in the middle of the Smythe kitchen. His sobs breaking through his chest and making him feel like they were literally going to tear him apart and he knew that he was feeling nothing compared to what Sebastian was going through then that made him cry even more. His heart literally hurt after what he'd just had to do and he wished he'd never have to do anything like that again. He loved Sebastian, more than anything in this world, and he hoped that one day Sebastian would understand why he had to do it.

Once he started to heave he put his head between his knee's and forced himself to breath, telling himself that he wouldn't lose Sebastian, even though he didn't know if it was true, he could pretend it was right now.

He knew he should leave, but he couldn't bring himself to. He had to make sure that Sebastian was okay. As hard as it would be for the both of them he was going to crash on the sofa so they could talk things through in the morning because he couldn't leave things between them like this. If Sebastian kicked him out in the morning, then so be it, he just had to make sure that Sebastian would be okay because he knew deep down that he wouldn't.

It took Blaine a while but eventually he managed to cry himself to sleep on the Smythe sofa using Sebastian's favourite blanket, it was the only way he could be close to him right now.

Sebastian was curled up by himself in the center of his double bed, clutching the teddy to his chest and holding onto his ring as hard as possible. The sobs ripped through his chest and left him heaving. He had never ever felt so much pain. How could one person hurt someone like this, hurt me like this? His eyes were hurting from all of the crying, his nose was sore from the amount of times he'd rubbed it and he felt like this pain was going to kill him. No one should have this much power over anyone.

Eventually the air around him got cold so he crawled under his covers, still clutching the teddy to his chest. Memories of him and Blaine playing through his mind like some sick movie that had been created just to destroy him. Eventually he cried himself to sleep, telling himself that he would never give anyone the power to break him. It hurt too much and he would never go through this again. His last conscious thought, other then how much he loved and hated Blaine, if I can't trust Blaine with my heart, then I can't trust anyone.

Awww this was so hard and confusing to write! I haven't written Blaine and Sebastian dating like, ever so this was really fun and sad.

I think I may have dragged this out a little bit but I wanted to show you guys when everything changed for them as a couple and then when and how everything changed for Sebastian. Nothing significant happened to Blaine as an individual at this moment in life apart from the fact he lost the love of his life. Sebastian's life however, would never be the same, not for a long time.

I hope you guys enjoyed this, if not I apologise.

See you soon :)

Love Kaylee xx