A/N: Well lets see here, I thought I'd be nice and let you in on Suigetsu's character a bit as well as his relationships a bit. No racing in this chapter, next one I think. So please be patient for it. THE CARS! Anyway thanks for more favs and reviews and followers, truly appreciate it.

Warnings: Mentions of drugs and rape, boy x boy, oh and alcohol.

I don't own anything except the characters in the news video.

Previously: "That's better, now you are driving me home and Naruto can go with Bug Boy." She hooked her arm in Sasuke's and he smirked as she put most of her weight on him as he walked them over to his Mercedes.

"Let's go, Naruto" Shino put his hand on Naruto's shoulder and pushed him over to the Lexus.

"What about Kiba?"

"Volunteered to ride with Sai" Shino grumbled as he got in and started the engine.

"Jealous?"

"Not in the least" he looked over at Suigetsu as Kiba and Sai went over to his Shelby. He watched as Suigetsu snuck his arm around Sai and pulled him close. Kiba looked slightly hurt and Shino saw the apologetic look in Suigetsu's violet eyes. He decided that he really had to sit down with Suigetsu and find out what really happened that night.

Chapter 5

Suigetsu swallowed the lump in his throat as he stared at the shaded eyes of his number one enemy right now. To say he was nervous was a serious understatement. He was petrified. He felt himself beginning to sweat and quickly took a drink of water from his glass.

"Will you calm down, Shark Bite, I'm not gonna kill you" Shino sighed.

"Sorry but based on previous attempts I'm gonna have to argue that." Suigetsu swallowed another gulp of water. Shino looked down and started twisting an, intricately designed, stainless steel ring on his finger which he had gotten from Kiba for his birthday.

"I apologise for what happened in the past. I usually wait to hear the other person's side of the story before making my judgement. But… when I saw Kiba in that state, I just lost all rational thinking…" he paused, "My confusion and anger all bubbled up inside and just exploded."

"Dude, I'm sorry you had to see us like that, but I can assure you I never touched Kiba. I wouldn't. Not like that" Suigetsu tightened his hold on his glass.

"Can you tell me what happened?" Shino asked hesitantly.

"I can tell you everything from when I found him to when you found us." Shino nodded assuring the older man to continue. Suigetsu took a deep breath to steady his nerves. It was the first time he'd told anyone, except Sai, what really happened nearly three years ago. "I was walking home after partying with Sasuke at his cousin's club Tsukoyomi; I was a little buzzed but far from drunk. When I walked past an alley I heard the screech of tires from the other side as three cars drove away and then the faintest sounds of whimpering…"

"Hello?" Suigetsu walked closer to where he could hear the sounds. "Hello, is anyone there?" When the flash of a car light lit up the alleyway Suigetsu almost jumped when he saw the huddled form of the eighteen year old. "Oh god, Kiba" the boy's brown hair damp and blood streaked. He was covered in blood and other bodily fluids from head to toe. "Kiba!" he rushed to his side. Kiba's almond black eyes looked void of anything. He was broken and it broke Suigetsu's heart. He pulled off his trench coat and wrapped it around Kiba before picking him up, and walking them to his Holden Commodore. Kiba wrapped his fingers in Suigetsu's shirt. "Kiba, relax. I'm gonna take you home" Suigetsu put him down on the passenger seat and tried to pry his fingers off but the younger boy was being stubborn. Kiba shook his head vehemently. Suigetsu grabbed Kiba's cheeks to stop his head from moving. "What's wrong?"

"Hot, feel so hot" he murmured in broken pants. Suigetsu stood back a moment and turned on the interior light. Apart from the blood covering his skin, he looked flushed and was sweating again.

"Did they drug you?" Kiba didn't answer he just continued to groan in pain. "Kiba!" Suigetsu forced him to look at his face. "We're you drugged?"

"Don't… know" he moaned when the fabric of Suigetsu's coat brushed his naked skin. "Help… please" he begged. Suigetsu shook his head, buckled Kiba in and went over to the driver's side. He quickly got the car in gear and burnt rubber as he tore down the street. "Suigetsu!" Kiba cried.

"I'm taking you home, to Shino. Just wait a little longer" Suigetsu dared not glace at him, his resolve would crumble otherwise. He made it to the Aburame house in record time, but wasn't fast enough to get out the car and to the door. Kiba grabbed him by the collar and pulled him over on top, crashing their mouths together. "Kiba, stop! You don't wanna do this with me!" he said between devouring kisses. Kiba held firm "Kiba" he gasped softly and gave in to the kisses and started kissing back. Once he knew Suigetsu was no longer resisting Kiba's tan hands slipped down to Suigetsu's belt and quietly unbuckled it. When Suigetsu heard the zipper, he tried to snap back to reality but Kiba wrapped his legs around his waist. The door was thrown open…

"And then you know the rest" Suigetsu drank the rest of his water before ordering another. Shino was shocked and felt very regretful.

"I'm sorry, Suigetsu. I'm so very sorry" he bowed his head in shame. Suigetsu blinked, that was the first time he'd ever heard him say his name since that time.

"Hey man, I seriously don't hold that against you," he put his hand on Shino's shoulder. "I probably would've done the same thing if the situation was reversed."

"Thank you, for taking care of him, Suigetsu"

"Dude, enough with the gratitude, you'll give me an even bigger ego." Shino smiled appreciatively.

"Did you find out who the guys were?"

"They're racers"

"I have a database of racers from within the last five years. If I show you, think you'd be able to pick the cars?"

"Most likely" Suigetsu smirked along with Shino. They finished their meals in companionable silence before leaving and heading back to the warehouse, there was still an hour before they had to meet up with everyone.

Sasuke got out of his car, locked it and practically floated over to the doors of Shino's warehouse. His mind playing over what Pain or Yahiko had just told him. Sasuke walked up the stairs and into Shino's room where he found his computer with the database. He typed in the name 'Menma Namakazi' it came up with a few racing articles but the rest of the information was unknown. He typed in 'Naruto Uzumaki' everything he expected to find about his best friend was shown. There was even a news video about his car accident two years prior. He clicked on it and it started playing, a young Spanish woman was standing outside the general hospital. "Police say there has been no word yet on the Mayor's youngest son's whereabouts. It has been nearly two days since the accident where Sasuke Uchiha is said to have stabilised but will be in an induced coma for the next few months."

"Maria, do the police have any clues about what might have happened to the youngest Uzumaki?" the woman from the studio asked.

"The police are saying that due to the recent threats against the Mayor, they are not ruling anything out."

"Thank you, Maria" the Spanish woman's window closed. "That was Maria Garnett, reporting live from the Konoha General Hospital. We will keep you updated if there are any changes." The video stopped and Sasuke collapsed back into the chair.

"So it was true." That means everything that Yahiko had told him was true. "Damn it!" he punched a hole in the wall. 'Don't let him know that you know you may put him at risk. And for the love of any god, don't tell anyone…' Sasuke remembered Yahiko's warning and just wanted to curl in on himself. This was all wrong. He slid down onto the floor. The knock at the door pulled him back.

"Sasuke, are you okay?" Sai poked his head in the door. Although Sasuke still hated the guy, any company would be good for him right now. He shook his head. "Anything I can do to help?" Sai offered, stepping in and shutting the door behind him.

"Tell me how you and Suigetsu… happened, no offence." Sai sighed before sitting down next to Sasuke.

"I guess it is kinda strange"

"That's sort of an understatement, don't you think?"

"Well, yeah it is." Sasuke smiled a little and Sai was gobsmacked. In all the years he knew him, granted it wasn't that long, he had never seen the stoic bastard smile.

"Sorry, please continue" his smirk was back.

"You know how after I graduated, I went to the University of The Arts" Sasuke nodded "and you know your friend also got into the university" Sasuke shook his head. Sai was surprised. "You didn't know Suigetsu was studying art?"

"No, I don't think he wanted to say anything because people would ridicule him. I knew he was good at designing things, told him he should go to Uni. I didn't think he'd actually go through with it."

"He's quite talented actually, some of his projects even made it to exhibitions. That was when we actually started hanging out. We were friends in high school but kept it secret, which I could understand for his point of view, but still."

"When did you start falling for him?"

"I guess this is the sad part of the fairy-tale." He lifted his head to look at the ceiling. "It would've been about the time when that incident with Kiba went down. I knew his feelings for Kiba and I knew how much he played around to try and keep them locked away. It broke him badly after that. He broke up with all his bud buddies on campus and secluded himself for a whole month nearly. I would see him moping around and it just felt wrong, like it wasn't him, so I decided I should cheer him up.

"I rocked up at his door and practically dragged him out of his house and back to the campus. I was doing an art project for an upcoming exhibition and needed a model, although reluctant, he finally came round to it. We were there for hours, I did heaps of sketches as we talked and laughed. That was when he finally opened up to me about his feelings for Kiba and what really happened, the night of the incident." Sasuke looked stricken. All he knew was what Shino had told him. "He quickly changed the subject and said he wanted to draw me. I was unsure because I didn't understand why he could possibly want to do something like that. He was in a different department after all. He explained that he needed a human model so he could do tattoo designs." Sai smiled at the memory. "I called him an idiot and suggested he do the designs on me," he chuckled "he was like a kid in a candy shop once I showed him the paints we used to put on models." His smile saddened a little. "By the time he started painting on me, the atmosphere was charged with unadulterated intimacy. Once we both felt it, one thing led to another and we ended up tangled in the sheets of my bed, back at my studio."

"Why are you so sad, if things turned out right?"

"Because they didn't, Sasuke" Sai turned his head to the side. "I woke up alone that morning, Suigetsu never spoke to me at school and he secluded himself even more. The only times we ever interacted was when he'd turn up on my doorstep blind drunk, looking for sex. By then I was in so deep I couldn't refuse him. I allowed him to do whatever he wanted with my body, whether he wanted to paint or play with it. I couldn't refuse even when he was forceful…" Sai let his mask break slight by letting slip a tear from his black eyes. "It hurt, Sasuke."

"Did he…" Sasuke couldn't bear finishing that question. With another tear Sai nodded.

"He did it every time, claiming I was both his salvation and his sin." He swiped at his eyes. "About three months after his rough treatment, I couldn't handle it anymore. The next time he turned up. I locked all the doors and windows, crying under my pillow as he slurred apologies and drunkenly banged on my front door."

"That must've been hard on you"

"Extremely. You won't believe how many times I wanted to unlock my door and hold him close to me as he cried his apologies. But I held strong. In the morning when I woke up after crying myself to sleep the night before, he was still there. Sitting on my doorstep, mumbling his apologies though I knew he was already sober…"

Sai unlocked the door and placed a blanket over Suigetsu's shivering form. When the other man felt the warmth he opened his eyes.

"Sai?" he looked the man over "What are you doing here?"

"I should be asking you that. Why didn't you go home last night? You shouldn't have slept on my doorstep."

"I couldn't go home. You needed to hear me apologise" he stumbled as he got up, finding his limbs still rather sleepy.

"You always this bad when you have a hangover?" Sai asked as he put one of Suigetsu's arms around his neck.

"Thought you'd be used to it by now" Suigetsu muttered. Sai felt a pang in his chest.

"Wouldn't know, you never do stick around till the sun comes up" he grumbled unhappily. There was uncomfortable silence as Sai dragged the sick man into his house. He sat him on the couch as he went to get him a glass of water. When he came back out, Suigetsu was relaxed into the couch, with his head tipped back.

"Sai -"

"Don't! Just… just don't" Sai crossed his arms over his chest, after he placed down the glass on the coffee table, his hands gripping his upper arms. Suigetsu looked over at him as he looked away.

"Sai, you need to know that I do care about you. I don't care if you tell me to shut up. I'm going to tell you! I do care about you, more than anything. I know you don't believe because of the way I've treated you in past few weeks. I regret it. Last night was my last drink, I swear, I only did it for courage." He got up off the couch and walked over to Sai who had his jaw stubbornly set and was biting the inside of his cheek to keep his mouth from saying something rude. "Sai, I am truly sorry for ever hurting you." Sai placed his hand on Suigetsu's chest, stopping him.

"You don't love me though, do you?" Sai asked with a sad smile. Suigetsu was torn. He didn't want to lose Sai but he didn't want to let go of Kiba. "I thought so" Sai turned away and headed towards the staircase. "You know where the door is. I have to get ready for class." He said softly before shutting his bedroom door and breaking into tears on the other side. Suigetsu softly made his way up the stairs.

"Sai?"

"I told you to leave!" he yelled at the door.

"I'm not going anywhere"

"Why?!"

"'Cause we need to talk"

"Unless you tell me Kiba means nothing to you anymore, there is nothing to talk about!" Sai knew Suigetsu could hear the wetness in his voice. "Fuck!" he cursed as he pricked himself on a sharp spike on his dragon pendant. He looked himself over in the mirror. Tight white t-shirt, black vest, tight black jeans and black and white converse, the leather corded dragon around his neck and black arm bands on his left wrist before slipping on his black fingerless gloves. He grabbed his backpack and art case before picking up his phone and wallet and shoving them into his pockets. Hearing silence from the other side of his door made him think Suigetsu had finally left but was wrong when he opened the door and was pushed back inside his room. His body was slammed against the door with furious violet eyes glaring heatedly at him. "Move!" Sai growled and went to duck under an arm that caged him in. He was pulled back and his shoulder slammed into the wood. He hissed at the dull ache. He was starting to get rather annoyed at the other's persistence. He glared back. Almost like magnets their mouths crashed together in a heated frenzy, Sai dropped his bag and case to wrap his fingers into Suigetsu's hair…"

"You probably don't need to hear what happened after that, I'll just say neither of us made it to class that day" Sai smirked at the sickly look on Sasuke's face. Their heads turned towards the door as they heard a knock. Suigetsu popped his head inside.

"It's time" he eyed the two ravens suspiciously, especially when Sai smiled at him. To Suigetsu that was never a good thing, it always meant his other half was up to something or had said something extremely incriminating.

A/N: So this is the longest worded chapter yet. Not much to say this time around. Stars meant flashback if you didn't figure

Katy: Uwah! Sai's one tough cookie.

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