Desperate by David Archuleta
(Desperate by Aoyagi Ritsuka)
Dlbn: This is a gift chapter to my friend Jessie. Feel better soon, amiga! I can't wait to see you again!
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Desperate
Desperate
I'm not the Ritsuka
That my mom used to know
She hits me but I know
That I deserve to be punished
For not being her real son
I feel so small and lost
Like I'm the only one
I want to scream
Cause I'm desperate
I want something
Just anything
To bring back the
Ritsuka of two years ago
I want a reason to keep believing
That this is who I've
Always been meant to be
I'm in the dark
There's only Soubi to call
He's my only friend
But even Soubi can't hide me
From all my tears from all my pain
And all the day's I've
Spent pushing people away
It's my life
It's time I faced it
I want something
Just anything
To convince me it's okay to be me
I want a reason to keep believing
That somehow mom's
Ritsuka's the wrong one
And I'm desperate
Desperate
And I'm desperate tonight
I know that things have got to change
I must go back
I'll find a way
And day by day I'll start to remember
I want somebody
Not anybody
I want Soubi to say he loves me tonight
I want a reason to keep believing that
When he says that he means it
I want Seimei
My brother Seimei
To rise from the dead and come back to us
I want a reason to keep believing that
Someday everything will be alright
And I'm desperate
Desperate
I'm so desperate tonight
Oh desperate
So desperate tonight
Tonight
Desperate
Desperate
There you go! My gift chapter! I will update soon as I can get to the school comp lab again. Thanks for reading!
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Dlbn
Your
Psycho Hanyo
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