Okay here you go...
Declaimed: I don't own Big Time Rush... I wish I did though:) Also I don't own the Taylor Swift song in here too. It's called invisible so look it up because it's a really good song:)
Announcements: It's sad, cute and okay I guess it all depends on how you as the reader see's it:) So here you go and thank you for the one's who reviews and encourages me to keep writing I appreciate it:)
In Izzy's Apartment
Izzy's P.O.V
Why the hell did I have to go check on him? He has a girlfriend and I kissed him.. he probably thinks I'm a whore or a slut now. Great Job, everywhere you go you have to fall in love with the sweet and innocent ones huh! Stupid, stupid me! I walked in my apartment, only to find my grandma giving me a death glare. Oh god the expression on her face mean I'm so dead. Note to self if I make it out of this one, don't ever be a bitch again... please help me.
"WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU AND WHY DIDN'T YOU STAY IN THE ROOM WHEN I SAID TOO!" my lovely grandmother said , more like yelled but whose paying attention besides the world.
" Oh dear Rhiannon, why must you yell so loud" I love saying her first name because it gets on her nerves and hey I love doing that.
"Calm your precious head down grand mom she's not worth losing your fabulous voice over" ugh its the bitch Cassandra. Let's just say she's my cousin who is so perfect and wishes she was better than me but failed try.
"Oh your here too, Lo maravilloso los tres amigos dispuestos a parte como en los viejos tiempos " that would show them, haha I love knowing other languages to piss them off.
"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY TO US YOUNG LADY! HOW DARE YOU SPEAK TO US WITH SUCH LANUAGE!"
" Just to clarify dear Rhiannon, 1) I was speaking Spanish and I said "how wonderful the three friends ready to party like old times" 2) why the hell did you bring that with you... didn't you know they don't allow pets in the apartment 3) I was out making sure I knew exactly everyone in this place before we have to pack up and move again"
"Ha you think I like a pet then your strongly mistaken because about ten guys checked me out before I came up here" Cassandra said trying to make a point but please I bet the guys were either wondering why she's looking at them or they were looking at a wall to avoid her.
''WALK YOUR LAZYASS-NO GOOD FOR NOTHING-FAT-HEAVY-UGLY-PIECE-OF-SHIT-THINKING-YOUR -BETTER-THAN-EVERYONE-ASS TO YOUR ROOM NOW ISABELLA!''
I stormed upstairs so fast so they wouldn't see the tears trying to slip down my cheeks without my noticing. I slammed my door shut and buried my face into my pillow and screamed/cursed every word that I knew. Am I really that ugly, fat, and not good for anything. Is that why my father never talks to me anymore. Maybe I can sneak away again and go clear my head, I grabbed my guitar and climbed out my window. Thank you god there's a palm tree for me to climb down it. I was jumped down and all of a sudden I tripped over something.
Kendall P.O.V.
Under a palm tree (At Palm Woods Pool)
I strumming my guitar playing when all of a sudden somebody fall on my lab and it was...
"IZZY'' I looked at her face that was facing my chest and her legs in between mine. "Oh my god, are you okay. I didn't see you, wait where the hell did you come from" she didn't say anything but is that tears that was cascading down her beautiful face. " Hey look at me, what's wrong"
" Looks like the dragon made her appearance a little to early with her ugly troll" she said without making eye contact with me.
" Do you want to talk about it?"
"No I got to go" then she dashed off leaving me speechless. So I got up and chased after her but I couldn't find her.
" Hey Kendall you ready for our date"
" Yea hold on let me grab something first"
"okay, um I'll wait here"
In the Apartment 2J
"Hey Kendall buddy aren't you suppose to be on your date"
''Yea James, what about you''
"No, that's tomorrow night man"
"Okay well I got to go, uh bye''
Back to the lobby
"Hey babe you ready now"
"Of course Jo"
On Date
We walked to the park but I blind folded her eyes so she wouldn't see where we were.
"Can I take it off now Kendall"
"Sure Jo"
There were lights everywhere and a table set in the middle. I walked her over and pulled out her chair for her to sit down.
" Wow, Kendall this is too perfect and romantic"
" Anything for you Jo"
We were talking like what seemed for hours and a couple of laughter's in between when I walked her to the entrance of the Palm Woods. I was going to walk her in when I stopped and told her to go in and I'll see her later. She smiled and gave me our goodbye kiss then headed off to the elevator. Once I saw she steeped in, I ran to the pool where I heard what seemed to be guitar strings playing. As I approached the melody I saw it was Izzy and I hid but making sure I could still see and hear her.
Izzy's P.O.V.
I was strumming the guitar and had a perfect melody. When the lyrics started to pop in my head, so I decided to just sing whatever was pooping in my head.
"Invisible"
She can't see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile.
She'll never notice how you stop and stare
Whenever she walks by.
And you can't see me wantin' you the way you want her
But you are everything to me.
[Chorus:]
I just wanna show you
She don't even know you, She's never gonna love you like I want to.
And you just see right through me.
If you only knew me
We could be a beautiful Miracle, Unbelievable
Instead of just invisible.
There's a fire inside of you
That can't help but shine through.
She's never gonna see the light No matter what you do.
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be
[Chorus]
Like shadows in a faded light
Oh, we're invisible.
I just wanna open your eyes And make you realize.
I just wanna show you
She don't even know you.
Baby, let me love you, Let me want you.
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful Miracle, Unbelievable
Instead of just invisible.
She can't see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile.
I stopped singing and started to let the tears finally fall. I looked up to the sky and started to say:
Mom I hope your watching me and that your proud. I'm sorry I let grand mom call you nasty things but I won't let ever again. It's okay if she does it to me though as long as it's not you. Mom, dad never talks to me anymore. I hate to think that he's dead or just doesn't want me anymore. I don't know why grand mom hates me so much but everything I do is wrong or never good enough. What should I do? Oh yea, I met a couple of new faces today. There's this kid Carlos, he's very energetic and funny; there's also a girl name Camille , she's talented and sweet; she has a boyfriend named Logan, he's smart and seems like the one who helps them out a lot; there's also a girl named Jo I think she's okay but I can tell she doesn't like me; um and James , he's funny and where going on a date tomorrow so I guess it will be fun; last there's Kendall he's the one I don't get, he's sweet and kind but there's something about him... I guess ill never know because he's Jo's boyfriend and I don't want to be near her. Well I guess this is goodnight, wish me luck with grand mom and Cass.
I stood up and started to walk back to my room when someone stopped me. It was Kendall, oh boy what he want.
*******************************************To Be Continued Be*********************************************
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