And we're back let's continue shall we? Yes we shall weather you like it or not.

I left the science department after the last game and I went to go see if I could find Lenalee. I looked all over for her till one of the finders came up to me and said she was on a mission and wont be back for another day or two. I sighed hoping she'd get back safe. Then again it is Lenalee I was sure she would be fine.

I decided maybe I should go see Komui so I headed to his office. As I walked in he was passed out on the paperwork filled desk with a pink bunny blue colored coffee mug still in his hand. I chuckled then whispered in his ear, "Lenalee died." He sprung up into tears, "NOOO LENALEE WHY!" I laughed my ass off. He looked at me then realized it was a lie. "Oh Night why do you treat me so badly?" he whined. I shrugged smiling. "So tell me about what happened when you left to find the innocence?" he asked in a serious tone as he set his head on his hands. I forgot I had it but, If I didn't I would've remembered all the gruesome images. I looked at Komui then the image of him and his beloved sister Lenalee ripped apart filled my mind and I screamed bloody murder.

I Fell to my knees holding onto my head. Komui ran out of the room I figured to go get some help I rocked back and forth. "Hey Jinx remember we'll always be here for you." I heard Road's voice echoing throughout my mind. I heard a snap in my throat and I completely lost it. I coughed up black blood tears of the black abyss falling down my face and I couldn't stop screaming like I was being ripped apart from the inside out.

"Avril!" I heard Lavi shout at me as he ran inside followed by Kanda, Komui, and even Allen. I stopped screaming as I stared at them. "H-Help..M-m-me.." I said as I tried not to drown in my own blood when all of a sudden my curse shown through th concealer and glowed silver. I was picked up by Lavi as I began to cough up a pint of blood. My curse shocked me and soon all I saw was a black abyss I hated so much.

I faintly could hear shouting of people but I couldn't get my eyes to open.

"Why isn't she awake yet!?"

"We don't know at the moment but it seems she is going through a dramatic memory."

"Hm? Avri-Chan is gonna be ok though right.?"

"We're not sure. If she doesn't wake up soon..I know He will through her out and take her innocence."

I listened to the words and I shot up scared that they'd separate me and my Innocence. Saiko,Yuki,Mika, and even...Anyways when I finally opened my eyes I not only saw Lavi and allen. Not Kanda, Komui, Tapp, Johnny, Reever, Jerry, a finder named Toma, and Lenalee.

My eyes widened in surprised. I looked to the head nurse. 'Didny I say not to talk?" she stated. Inodded but then wrote on a piece of paper:

Technically I didn't talk I screamed Bloody Murder.

She sighed. "That's beside the point Miss Night. I shrugged but noticed mostly everyone (meaning all of them) were staring at me and I already knew they stared at my abnormally large curse. "Avril how'd you get curse?" I heard Allen's sweet voice ask sadly. I knew he wanted to know how another fellow human got curse but with one worse than his own but he didn't want to make me hurt even more emotionally equal to my physical pain. I looked out the window trying to remember but couldn't so I looked at him and smiled warmly. "I don't remember." He blinked at me but I was serious and he knew that with the tone I had told him in.I was monotone and angelic when using the voice of a Camilla blossom.

He nodded understandingly then the nurse had said, 'Alright let my patient get some rest." I laughed as she basically pushed everyone but Kanda out of the room. I looked out the window as if I saw the most nicest dream in the window glass. "Baka." He said. " ." I replied. "Grazie Mille. Te amo Kanda." I mumbled the last part as I continues" Coda di cavallo Stai Bene?" I said this Italian. He raised an eyebrow at me wandering what I had said. I chuckled and shook my head a little. "Never mind..Sei un idioto." I said but I guess he knew idioto is Italian for Idiot so he shot me a glare. "Well excuse me Ponytail." I said as I turned to look out the window again.

"What do you see when you look outside?" I asked. "Che. The sky or whatever weather it is." he said annoyed. "Of coarse you would see that." I said. "Che. What do you see then?" He growled. I smiled warmly which surprised him as I replied with, "I see darkness yet light. Happiness yet sorrow, Death and Life, humans and monster, Love and Hate. All of those thing make me both hate yet enjoy living." I said. I heard the door lock and he sat next to me. I looked at him, "Idiot. Stop hating on life." He stated.

"What happened in there?" He asked. I started shaking rapidly as my eyes widened vividly remembering what I had saw. before I could scream I covered my mouth looking at Kanda's chest trying not to make eye contact. He grabbed one of my hands trying to what I thought was comforting me. I looked at him. His glare softened. "Calm down Avril." He said. I nodded slowly but I couldn't stop shaking. I heard my heart beating fast. It felt like it would explode. All of a sudden Kanda grabbed my wrist and pulled me to him wrapping his arms around me. He was hugging me. I wrapped my other arm around him.

" I saw...My worst fears. I saw everyone dead in front of me. I saw Lavi saying it was all my fault. I knew he wasn't real but..It was so real I believed it was. But what really set me over the edge was...You hung from ,cold,dead. That's what made me lose it." I said into his chest clearly. I started crying silently. He made me look at him. He wiped my tears away. "Idiot." he said. I chuckled. "Idioto." I said. "Che." He stood up and left the room. "Well that hug was very un Kanda-like."

5 days after that I was allowed to leave the infirmary. I was also able to speak with out Yuki's Camellia. I was in my room sitting on the windowsill looking at the night sky. "I can't sleep but...Why when he's near me I sleep like I never had the curse?" I sighed.

I jumped off to the floor landing silently I walked to my dresser getting a candy from the canister Tyki gave me thinking he just gave it to me to make me think I might not make it out or something. I walked out of my room and decided to go explore the Black order. I walked many hallways till I reached yellow tape blocking a hallway, "KEEP OUT CAUTION KEEP OUT." the yellow tape had plastered all over it. I grinned and walked down the hall anyways. I walked all the way down till I reached a wooden weathered door. My head hurt a little as I got closer to it. I opened it to a bloodstained brick wall, a lab table, old computers, old rusted needles, and scalpel's, and decomposed body organs and part in a corner swarmed by flies and other bugs. I covered my mouth before throwing up black blood.

"What is this place?" I asked. My eyes widened as a flash went before my eyes before I saw a vision of it before it looked like this bad.

~Flashback~

"Hold her down!" a male voice said. I couldn't see who it was above me for the bright light blinded their faces from my eyes. I fought and struggled to get out of the other men's grip but they all were stronger than me. "LET ME GO HOME!" I shouted. My voice was a child so I think this was when I was at least 5 or 6. "Keep her quiet!" said the same man again. A man put tape over my mouth as the other men strapped me to the table.I tried to pull the straps off but they were on tight making my black blood drip from my wrists. "Look. Amazing. She has black blood not red like an ordinary human. Not only that she possesses more than one innocence." Said a women. I felt warm liquid fall down my cheeks to the back of my neck. I cried hard trying to get myself away from them."Put the anti-innocence in her heart. She maybe be the newest pet we have had yet." said a man as he left the room. I heard the door shut close. I saw one of the 5 mean still in the room with me grab a large needle, a scalpel, and a black/purple glowing valentine heart shaped thing in his other hand. My eyes widened as I saw this. I screamed loud enough for them all to hear. The frightened bloody murder screaming that came from me. Soon the needle went into my neck nd everything went numb before it went black.

~end flashback~

I stepped away from the room and ran to mine. I stayed there till the sun came up. I walked out shaking all the way to the cafeteria. I walked to Jerry. "What today hunny?" he asked. "Just some spaghetti without the sauce just the cheese and a breadstick on the side. His expression showed true confusion. Knowing im a parasite type I should've eaten more. So much more that I could give Allen a run for his money but I didn't feel all that hungry as I usually was. "Are you sure sweetie?" he asked. I nodded and as soon as I blinked my order was in front of me. I grabbed it after saying thank you to him and walked to a empty table in the far corner by a window.

I slowly eat my food when all of a sudden the cafeteria had finders and some exorcists heading in there for breakfast. "Hey Night-Chan are you feeling ok?" Asked Lavi as he sat in front of me.I nodded and finished my food. "Are you sure I'm surprised your not having a mountain of food in front of you." He said.

"Hey Miss Night Komui wants to see you on the platform now. He needs Hevlaska to check you." a Finder named Toma said. I nodded and he bowed before he left. "I can go with you if you want." lavi offered. I think he could see me shaking at something. "If you wont mind." I mumbled but he understood me perfectly. He grabbed my rapid shaky hand and we walked to the platform where we saw Komui.

"Alright." He said as we stepped on the platform headed down for Hevlaska. Once we go to the darkened room I saw Hevlaska. "It's nice to see you again Avril." She said in her sweet motherly, ghostly, voice. I nodded. "Same to you Hevlaska." I replied my voice a little shaky. "Hevlaska Please check Avril's 's 'arms' picked me up as I let go of Lavi's hands. She held me up to her forehead. "10%..29%...60%...42%...89%...99%...78%...Her innocence Mika and Saiko are very unstable. 40%...65%...78%...99.99% Her innocence Yuki is stable and evolving. 40%...76%..87%..99%...Her A.I Mitage is very stable and destructive. I believe she is the creator of Night." She said. I chuckled ironically since my last name is night.

She set me down next to Lavi. ''recommend you don't use Mika and Saiko for a 's not safe to use unstable innocence. Especially if it was your A.I." she said. I nodded. Komui and Lavi turned to me wonder what she meant by A.I.

After that I went to my room and changed into different clothes because Lavi decided to take me into town with Lenalee, Allen, and Kanda. I wore a white tank top/stomach shirt, red mini jean shorts,black ankle 3 inch heel boots, and I let my hair down to my knees.I put more concealer to hide my curse. I sighed. ''Why do I even try?" I asked.

"Che." was all I heard behind me as Allen kept arguing with Kanda. "Hey! Ponytail, Old geezer stop being a married couple and shut up." I stated as we all walked down the streets of the town. "What you call me!?" they both shouted. I sighed, "I said shut up old geezer meaning Moyashi and Ponytail meaning Yu.I could also add the word fuck to to say shut the FUCK up if it'll make up listen better.'' I said.

Lavi chuckled and so did Lenalee. I guess it was because they have never seen anyone talk to them like that. It was silent till Lenalee pulled me into a girly dress store. "Come on you have to wear at least 1 dress and then I'll leave you alone." she whined. I sighed in defeat. "Fine..Just ONE." I said. I went into a dressing room with a dress I had picked out.

I walked back out a few minutes later (like 3 mins) and I wore a midnight raven blue dress with lace lining the bottom, strapless, lotus flowers, water lilys, and lily pad designs covered the bottom half of my dress while one red lotus flower was on my stomach. It ended at my mid thigh. I blushed a little knowing I haven't worn a dress since I was a 4 year old. I looked at the faces of Kanda,Lavi and Allen. One word, 'PRICELESS'. I kinda smirked at the fact Lavi and Kanda blushing as they looked up and down at me. Allen did the same thing but shook his head knowing I saw him. He smiled sweetly and said, "You look beautiful Avril." "Just call me Night ok? I really don't like it when people call me by my first name." I said."Alright." they all said, not including kanda. He just che'd and walked away. I ended up buying the dress and wearing it out.

"I really love that dress Avr- I mean Night." She said stopping herself from saying my name. She knew when I said I didn't like being called something and someone call's me it I can make Kanda's threats and punishments look like a vacation.

Later that day after Lunch Komui wanted Me, Yu, Lavi, Lenalee, and allen to meet him in his office. Once weall finally got there I leaned against a bookshelf as everyone else sat on the couch and Kanda on the other shelf from me. "Alright thank you all for coming. I am sending you all on a Party." Everyone but me and Kanda cheered. " ?" Kanda stated. "Tch. For once I agree with ponytail. Why?" I said. "Because innocence is suspected to be in a mansion in the town of Chantwell. A town near your old one Avri- I mean Night." I figured someone (Lenalee) told him about calling me by my first name. "I need you all to attend this party at this mansion and retrieve the innocence. Your all leaving in an hour." He said.

We all left and started packing. I heard talking outside my locked room door and I couldn't help but eavesdrop.

"Kanda I looked into what you asked and found out something very troubling." I heard an elderly man's voice.

"Well what is it?" I heard Kanda ask.

"It seems that Not only has Miss Night encountered the Noah before she is a Cryptic Judas."

"What?" Kanda asked.

"A Cryptic Judas are similar to the Noah Family but they are rivals by nature of both exorcists and the Noah's. They live off of the feeling's of human's that they are memory of. It seems that Miss Night's Judas name is Jinx Sfortuna Nightmarre. She is the cryptic of Nightmare's, Loneliness, Hatred, and misfortune. She has abilities no Bookman has been able to see. At least none that come alive anyways. It seems anyone that has come in contact with these unknown beings have been met with a mysterious death shortly after. It was said that last Year she was killed by General's Yeegar and Cross. Other than that I know nothing about Miss Night's past life." The elderly man said.

"I see...Is she a threat to the order?" Kanda said. I could hear him reach for mugan.

"no..Not at the moment. It seems she doesn't remember anything about her past life but she might one day be a compromise so keep a close eye on her." The man said as he walked away.

My eyes widened and I stepped away from the door. "Th-That's not..I mean..It cant be.." I mumbled. I finished packing and changed into my exorcist uniform. I walked out of my room to see a glaring kanda infront of me. "Ponytail?" I asked. I suddenly dropped my bag as he grabbed my neck pinning me up to the wall making little cracks on it. "If you EVER compromise the order monster..I will kill you." he said as his grip tightened.

"Kanda!' I heard Lavi, Allen and Lenalee shout as they ran to me. he dropped my limp body and I fell to my knees. Lenalee held me close. "What's your problem Bakanda!?" Allen shouted. "Che. None of your business Moyashi." Kanda replied still glaring at me. "Damnit Yu!'' Lavi said as he grabbed Kanda's collar. I smirked evilly and no one but Kanda saw it. My eyes were hidden only leaving my pink lips visible. Lavi let go of him and my smirk disappeared as lavi turned to me. Kanda walked away to his room.

'' You ok Night?" Lenalee asked. "Yeah just a little sore that's all." I smiled 'weakly'.(I lied so well I convinced myself sometimes.) "Alright well meet us at the boat." Allen said as he lavi and Lenalee walked away.

Well It seems that I will have a new toy to play with.

Translation: "Thank you. I love you Kanda."

"Hey ponytail you ok?"

"Nevermind. Your such an idiot."