A/N well were back. Again a heads up that Kanda might turn into a OOC at some point meaning I haven't seen DGM in quite some time.

Well it seems I will have a new toy to play with.

Said a female voice in my head. It was sadistic and alluring. I knew it was the black side of me. Fattura. She really gets on my nerves. I shook my head and grabbed my stuff heading for the boat but stopped in front of Kanda's door. "Tu es un idioto se pensa Vorrei compromesso L'ordine e I miei amici." I said in Italian Then continued to the boat.

A few minutes later Kanda had come to the rest of us and we were off to the train station. Once we got there I sat next to the window Lenalee on the right side of me. Kanda and Allen sat across from me Lenalee and Lavi. I grabbed a candy from Tyki's canister I had in my Jacket pocket and fell to sleep.

~Dream/Flashback~

"Come on you can't be serious!?" I shouted in my sadistic voice sounding like Fattura. I stared at the Earl as he pet a purring Black cat. (Lulubell) "I am very sorry Jinx but it is the truth. It seems that an exorcist by the name of Allen Walker has been looking into our family along with the rest of those Black Order scum. I need you to get the heat off of the family before uncalled bloodshed is able to occur." He stated. I had my hands on my hips and I sighed. "Fine but I'll do it after I deal with Tyki." I said. 'What's with Tyki?" He asked. "He keeps eating my soba noodles and pizza. I hate it when he just does whatever he wants. Even though I am older than him. Even if I look 18 and him 20 something I am still older than him!" I stated annoyed.

"Please don't kill him." He asked. "Sure." I replied as I nodded and left the phone filled room. I walked to the living room and sat by the fire. I felt lonely but I guess that was one of my memories as a Cryptic Judas family member. I wanted to convey my feeling to someone. TO my boyfriend Debitto. Anyone. But I couldn't. I sighed till I heard footsteps come from the door. I looked to see not only Road but her father Sheril Kamelot. "Oh hey guys." I said. "Hey Jinx!" Road said as she jumped up and hugged me. "Hello Jinx. You seem down you feeling ok?" Sheril asked as I set his daughter down.

"Yeah just thinking a little bit that's all." I replied but lied. "Alright. Are you still gonna hurt Tyki?" He asked smiling slightly. I nodded happily. He sighed. I chuckled and so did Road. "I'm not gonna kill him or anything. I'm just gonna teach him not to EVER eat my food." I said ever as if I was the Evil Devil's spawn.

"Alright." He replied. I sat in the chair Tyki usually sat in while Road played with her doll. She walked over to me and sat in my lap. She was like the little sister I never had and ALWAY's wanted. "So Jinx what did the Earl tell you?" Road asked. "Something about taking the heat from the order off of the family." I said a little annoyed. "Oh. I wonder why they're getting interested in us all of a sudden." Sheril asked. "Maybe because your daughter injured two exorcists who still live to tell the story." I said with a grim smile.

"Road.." Sheril started. "Sorry." she replied. I chuckled. "I wish I could see my family again but apparently according to Devrit I am disowned for befriending the Noah family." I said.

"Well we'll always be here for you Jinx. No matter what." Road said smiling then Sheril and Road hugged me as if I was their own blood. I smiled.

~dream/flashback end~

I woke up to the sound of the train wheels hitting the tracks. I looked out the window and saw darkness. I looked to see all of my friend's (yes including the bastard Kanda) sound asleep. I got up slowly not making a sound and left the cabin. I walked to the last cabin which was right next to us and I went outside in the back of the train. I leaned on the railings and stared at the stars.

"Sheril and Road Kamelot." I mumbled. "Who exactly are you to me?" I asked no one imparticular. I kept looking at the stars in anguish,saddness, and yet in such awe I looked like a small child seeing the sun for the first time.

Kanda...Why can't you just keep your noes out of where it doesn't belong? I don't want you especially to get hurt- I thought but stopped. Why was I thinking about him. I didn't know. Did I wanna know really? Would it have affected me dramatically. "Are you alright?" a male voice said behind me. I turned around quick and saw Sheril. "Please tell me. Why do you seem so sad." he asked. I walked towards him ready to kill him but...I couldn't. "S-Sheril?" I asked. he nodded. "So you remember me? What about our precious Road?" he asked. I nodded slowly. "Good. She misses you y'know. Everyone does." He stated.

I looked away a little sad. "What's wrong?" he asked as he pulled me to a seat and sat next to me. I stared at my knees having my hair hide my face. "I-I don't k-know w-what to do anymore." I said as tears fell onto my hands. ''What do you mean Jinx?" he asked as he grabbed my hand. I felt the warmth of his hand on mine. He was being the way a father would. Something I never thought I would feel from anyone.

"I mean..I-I d-don't k-know where I s-should go or d-do anymore. I h-have f-friends but I know o-once th-they see me f-for the Judas p-part t-they'll turn o-on m-me." I stuttered trying not to cry out loud. I felt arms around me pull me into a hug. I looked to see Sheril. Smiling. "It's alright. No matter what me and the others will always be there for you. You will always be welcomed to come home. I know you will make the best choice for you and those you care for. You may be Jinx but your heart will always the opposite of that. You will make the right choice Jinx I know it." he said. I hugged him back and I cried into his shoulder.

He patted/rubbed my back comforting me as I cried. Why does this Noah- no why does Sheril care for me like this? Am I that important? DO I mean that much? I thought. He pulled away gently. He pushed the hair from my non-cursed eye and put it behind my ear. "I must go. Please take care Jinx. I'll stop by when you need to talk. Try to remember how to call for me ok/" he said as he got up and disappeared.

I stood up and washed my face in the bathroom on the train. I fixed my make up.

I walked back to the cabin with everyone in it still sleeping soundly. I walked to my seat and sat down looking out the window. I smiled, "Thank you..Sheril Kamelot." I mumbled.

-Kanda's POV-

I was in my room after that damned Moyashi and the others saw me and Avril. Her smirk was not her own which pissed me off. I don't know why but everytime something was off about her or another male put his hands on her I would get angry. Ugh it pissed the hell out of me. What does it matter to me? It's not like she's my responsibility! I punched my wall. I started to finish my packing when I heard her voice from the other side of my door. "Tu es un idioto se pensa Vorrei compromesso L'ordine e I miei amici." she said then I heard her footsteps fade as she walked away from the door.

I looked down at the floor in anguish but why? I don't feel anything. let alone anguish. Why should I care for her? She's a Judas or whatever bookman said she was. She is an idol threat. I felt a pain in my chest. 'What the hell?" I said. I shook my head and headed to the there we went to the train station. I sat directly across from the witch and you could almost feel the awkwardness in the air. I just stared out the window. From the corner of my eye I saw Avril pull out candy? from her jacket pocket and eat it. As soon as she did that she passed out asleep. Not longer after everyone else fell asleep.

After a few hours of silence I soon also fell asleep. "Che." I said then fell asleep.

~Dream/Flashback~

"Awww Come on Kanda we have got to go in there!" a Girl said clinging to my arm. "Why?" I replied. My voice was a child's. I must've been 8 or 9 same to the girl. "Because all you do is meditate and you general said it would be fun~" she stated. I looked at her. she resembled Avril exactly. Everything. I felt blood rush to my cheeks then I turned away. "Fine. This is only one time I will go to the festival ok." I stated as I held a hand out to her.

"Yay!" she exclaimed then grabbed my hand. I looked at her and smiled. She was frail. She looked ill but yet had the energy as if she was a healthy as a horse. "I wanna go on the Farris wheel."she said. She basically dragged me there. We got on and she looked at the view as we got higher and higher in awe. "You haven't been out of that infirmary in the orphanage for a while have you _?" The name escaped me. I couldn't remember. The farris wheel stopped at the top. I knew they were having some trouble as I heard someone call the maintenance team. "Nope. Not since I got sick I was never able to go outside. I miss the view of the town." she stated as she looked at the sky. its golden purple and blue colors. "Tuberculosis is serious y'know." I said. "Yes but they could've let me play outside for a little bit." she pouted.

"Che." I replied. "Kanda."

"yeah?"

"You all are leaving tomorrow huh?" she asked with sadness in her tone of voice. Her shoulder length hair somehow covering her face. "Yeah..We need to keep moving _ and you know that." I replied. "Can you promise me something?" she said. "What?"

"Promise you wont ever forget me. Always remember me. Please cause I just want at least one person..one friend to remember me when I die." she stated as she looked down. I saw tears escape her face down to her hands that were on her knees. I pulled her in a hug. "I promise _ I will never forget how much I care for you." I said. She wrapped her arms around me and cried in my chest. "Thank you Kanda." I heard her say. "Yeah. But remember... Your NOT going to die without me by your ." I said. she nodded and the farris wheel began to move again.

~Dream/Flashback end~

The dream faded. I slowly opened my eyes and saw it was still dark out. I closed my eyes slightly. I saw Avril get up from her seat and leave. "Where is she going?" I mumbled as I quietly followed behind her. She walked all they way to the back cabin. I sighed then walked back to the cabin till I heard a male voice. "Are you ok?"

I walked back but hid. "S-Sheril?" she asked. He nodded. What the hell is a Noah doing here?! I thought as they continued their conversation. I heard all of it. I walked back to the cabin and sat down closing my eyes. Is that how she really feel's? Is that what I made her feel like- WAIT why do I CARE if I made her feel bad? I thought. She walked back in and mumbled. "Thank you..Sheril Kamelot." Then she just stared out the window till she closed her eyes.

~Sheril's POV~

After my conversation with Jinx I went back to the Ark. There I was glomped by my sweet dear Road. "Hey father!
she exclaimed. "Hello Road." I smiled. "Where did you go?" she asked. "Just to talk to an old friend of ours. Someone you'll be dying to meet. I'm sure in time you'll see her once again." I stated patting her head. She pouted. 'Why do you keep secrets from me? Your just lucky Wisley taught you to hide your thoughts from me when you wanted to." she said as she skipped off.

"You went to see Jinx didn't you?" I heard Lulubell say from behind me. "IS it any of your business?" I said smirking at her from the corner of my glasses. "Yes cause you know I saw her first. For all we know it can't even be her." she said. 'Nope It's her alright." I replied. "Tch. Yeah right all she had is her looks not her abilities."

"She has some of her memories of us. And we ALL Know she was the only one to call you L-Bell." I stated sitting on a chair. "So?" she retorted back. "So she has to be our beloved Jinx." I sang.

Before she could say anything Tyki walked past us. 'Where you going Tyki?" I asked. "To a ball the Earl is sending me to retrieve innocence from the mansion it's most likely in." he said. "Well come back safely!" I exclaimed waving goodbye before he disappeared.

~Avril's POV~

I saw the sun come up as we stopped at our destination. Mostly everyone but Kanda and I were asleep. We sighed and he walked out. I woke everyone up the hard way cause they wouldn't wake up the easy way.

We all walked off the train to a nearby motel. Lavi and Allen had to share a room. Lenalee got her own and again the bastard kanda and I shared a room. I dropped my stuff on a chair and looked out the window. It was about 9 a.m by the sun. Me and Kanda looked at the door eyes narrowed as we heard banging on the door, "Hey you guys come on we got to go shopping." Lenalee said. We sighed. I walked to the door and opened it. "Tch. Fine." I said. She grabbed my arm and pulled me out onto the street.

Kanda , Lavi, and Allen went to one shop while me and Lenalee went to another. "Here try this one on!" she exclaimed handing me a dress. I sighed then walked to a dressing room.

A few minutes later I came out in a Black,strapless, dress with lace over my stomach. The front part of the dress was up to my mid-thigh then got longer to my ankels. It was all frilly with lace that had a floral design on it. I looked at the mirror and saw myself. I felt beautiful. I suddenly saw scars on my arms and legs. You could barely see since my skin was so pale white. Lenalee couldn't see them.

"I love it.I want this dress." I said. She smiled widely and we bought the dress. I changed back into my uniform and headed back to the motel.

-Later that day-

It was 8 P.M and time to head for the ball. I changed into my dress and headed to the ball. Kanda, Lavi, and Allen wore black suits, Lenalee wore a blue dress with frills and it was a spaghetti strap with a dragon design. She also wore blue heels. I wore Black ankle boot heels.

Once we walked in we split up to look for the innocence. As I started to look I bumped into someone. "Oh sorry. I didn't- Oh Hell No..What the hell are YOU doing here?" I stated as I saw a tall man with blonde, shoulder length wave hair, blue/hazel eyes, light skin and a black suit in front of me. "Oh now Avril I didn't expect you to be here." He said with a smirk. "I knew I smelt crap but I guess it was because your here Ramen." I hissed. My eyes narrowed at him. "I always wondered," he started as he wrapped an arm around my waist pulling me up against him,"Why such a beautiful body and face was given to a bitchy whore like you." he said.

He kissed my neck and I tried to push him away but he held my arms with one hand while moving my hair from my neck with the other. "And I always wondered why a...wait theres nothing good about you jackass. SO back off." I said as I kicked him. "It's my friends party so be nice." he said. "Like I care. and I figured since a slimy ass like you could never have all of this without leeching onto someone for it."I said annoyed.

He grabbed both my wrists with one hand and pulled me into a room. He pushed me up against the wall keeping my hands over my head. I looked away from him. "Oh come on Love you know you still want me...you crave me and you know it." He said as he put my chin between his index finger and thumb and made me look at him. "Well?" he asked. "I think even a pig would rather die then get near your filthy body jackass." I hissed. He forcibly kissed me making me struggle and wince as his grip on my wrists tightened. "Come on..Wince or Moan loud. It let's me know you want me more." he whispered into my ear before he continued kissing me by force.

I winced as the grip got tighter and tighter making bruises. I let out a slight moan from the pain and felt the sick bastard smirk in the kiss. "I knew it. You still want me," He stated. "I'd rather have needles be stabbed into my stomach and eyes you bastard." I retorted pissed off as hell. "Now now that's no way to treat a lady." I heard a male voice. I Looked behind Ramen to see none other than Tyki Mikk. He pulled Ramen away making him hit the floor. He hit the back of his head in a vital point killing him instantly.

I fell to my knees but Tyki picked me up. "You ok?" he asked. I looked at my wrists. Bruised grabbed some medical bandages from his pocket and wrapped up my bruises. "Thanks Tyki." I said. He smiled as I stood up. He pulled me up against him gently and kissed me deeply.

That's the end of this chapter everyone. I might start a Hakuouki Fanfic or a Vampire Knight or both which ever im in the mood in. Anyways I would love Reviews and ppl Favoriting or following this so yeah bai bai~