I looked at the goofball General Tidoll as he came towards us. "Idiot." I mumbled. "Che." Kanda said. "Oh my goodness my Ni-Chan is here!" Tidoll said as he stood before us tears in his eyes. "Kanda...Give her to Bookman." Tidoll said and Kanda did exactly that. He set me not so gently on the floor. Tidoll nagged him on why he did that and of coarse his answer's were 'Che' or 'Like I care' and I honestly didn't care at the moment. I sat up as the old panda finished re-bandaging my bandages. "Ponytail Sto-dick face!" I shouted straining my already ruptured lungs. He glare at me. Everyone around me stepped away from me as Kanda stepped towards me. "What?!" he said annoyed. "Yuki Shadow." I said and a shadow surrounded us blocking everyone else out and freezing time outside of the shadow.

He looked at me annoyed. I grabbed him by the collar and brought him in close. "NEVER. tell anyone about this." I said. He looked at me confused then my soft cold lips met his soft warm ones. I started to pull away and a black mist came from his mouth into mine. I closed my mouth and the mist disappeared. I let go of him and licked my lips. I looked into his eyes and saw lust form in them slightly. "Don't take it personal...I just needed some food for Mitage. He drains me like a sponge with water. Okay." I said.

"That wasn't the first time we kissed was it?" he said. "No...But it was the last." I said as I ran my fingers through my long luscious hair. I held my elbows in each hand and sighed. I felt him stare at me for a minute. "Do you have something to tell me?" I asked a little annoyed and worried. "Che." He said ten walked up close to me. I looked at him confused as he wrapped an arm around my waist pulling me into him. He the leaned in and kissed me passionately. My hands were pressed up against his chest and I pushed him away slowly even though I longed for his kiss. I looked in his eyes and red flakes around his pupil. My eyes widened. "K-Kanda...This isn't you..." I said monotone. "No this is me." he said grabbing my arm. "No It isn't it's the affect of my Judas memory. Lust. That's what I'm looking at. You need to snap out of it." I said slightly frightened but angered. "So?" he said tightening his grip opening a small wound on my arm.

"O-ow that hurts K-kanda." I winced. He stayed silent lust growing. I lifted up my free hand and slapped him. His face was turned to the left with a red mark on his cheek. he released me and I took a step back grabbing my arm. I looked down as my arm felt like a thousand needles go inside of it and out. Tears fell down my face to the floor as I felt my warm black blood seep through my bandages. "Ow...It hurts..." I mumbled. Kanda lifted up my chin with his index finger and thumb bringing it up to face him. I saw the lust completely disappear as he saw my tears. "Tch. What are you crying for?" he said. "I-it..H-Hurts." I whined. "ugh. Quit crying you big baby." He said as he wiped away my tears.

"You hid my memory of the first time we kissed didn't you.." he said. I looked away from him and nodded. "Why?" he asked. "Cause memories like that could cause so much pain." I said. "I'm A Judas Cryptic. The Judas of 7 sins. A SIN period." I said looking down. "Yeah you are." he said bluntly. My eyes widened. "But your a beautiful Sin that we all would want." He added as he grabbed mugen and cut his hand. He pulled off the bandages off the arm he reopened my wounds and mixed his blood with my black blood. I watched as my wound healed. I dropped my shadow and by then his wound healed and time resumed around us.

We all were under a bridge. Kanda walked to Allen and started to argue with him. Tidoll was Talking to Marie and Lai was watching Kanda and Allen argue as he held Lenalee in his arms. I chuckled at the sigh of those two and the lightning that emanated from each other. Bookman gave mey new uniform that resembled Lenalee's but it showed my stomach and the colors were inverted. Everyhing that was white or silver before was now black and anything black before was white and silver. I didn't wear it yet though just carried it till we found a fountain or waterfall or something to take a quick shower.

"Excuse me Miss Night." I heard an elderly man's voice behind me. "Hm? Yes?" I responded as I turned to see the old panda Bookman. "I understand that you are a Judas Cryptic. AN enemy of both the Noah Family and The Exorcists. Yet you help us. You also witnessed the death of General Yeager." He stated in a cold tone bluntly. My eyes widened. Everything went silent as everyone looked at me. "Do you mind telling us what we want to know." he said. I stepped a few feet back. "I Uh...I.." I stuttered trying to find a way to say no but I couldn't. I panicked as a flash of a long memory passed through my mind in a second.

~Flashback~

"Hey! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU!?" A man shouted at my lifeless body as I bled black blood from the gun shot and stab wounds he had given me for accidently pushing him while running from exorcists. "Well!?" he said as he picked me up by my collar. Jinx even then was in my body ready to attack. That's when she came out. A devilish grin spread across my face. My voice was high since I was only a child about 6 or 7 if I remember right. "You really wanna know?" I asked. He threw me at a wall. "I'm a Judas Cryptic. Descendent of your pitiful fake God's apostles. The one who betrayed the fake God. Judas himself. I am also an exorcist. One chosen by this fake God to destroy akuma who are created to destroy all of you pitiful humans, Got it?" I stated as I laid on the floor. "That's a load of crap." he said. "Believe what your small ass brain can comprehend." I said as I blocked the exit of the alley we were in with a shadow wall so that only people that knew of me would be able to enter. "It doesn't matter. Your going to die anyways." said as I stood on my feet. My shadows turned into arrows and eyes glowed red. "Now die you pitiful human." I said as my arrows pierced his heart, eyes, mouth, arms, legs, stomach, and pelvis.

Just then three exorcists and five finders walked though the shadow wall looking at the dead human man and the gruesome scene as my arrows ripped him apart. One of the exorcists was Lenalee. Another was a boy. Kanda and another was a man. "What the hell are you doing?!" The man shouted at me as he activated his innocence. My grin widened. "He hurt me so I wanted to return a favor." I said chuckling. His innocence was a dagger that could cut through anything. He charged at me but my arrows stopped him. it crushed his wrist making him let go of his dagger. My arrows pierced through his body multiple times. Arms and legs really so I kept him alive till the arrows pinned him to the ground. "S-Stop this A-Avril!" Lenalee shouted as she fell to her knees in terror. I ripped the exorcist apart and headed for her and threw the finders at a wall. I was about to kill her when A sword blocked me.

Mugen. That sword's innocence was one of many that they tried to force to be compatible with me. I stepped back. "Stay away!" He shouted. Then a bullet went through my heart. I felt to the ground. A finder had shot me. Everything disappeared as I turned into a shadow and fled.

~Flashback end~

My eyes flashed red and that triggered the memory release Mitage put on Kanda all those years ago. My shadow started to falter so I ran away from all of them. I kept running till I reached an abandoned house. I walked up the stairs and looked around. The curls at the ends of my hair bounced with every step I took. "Awwwww did you panic?" I heard a male voice. I turned to see a man with brown hair and the ends of them blue. He had white skin, blue eyes, and long straight hair. "D-Deverit?" I said. "What he hell do you want?" I said narrowing my eyes at him. My tone angry and annoyed. "Just wanted to say hi." he said as he pushed me out of the window. I hit the floor hard. He picked me up by the collar and threw me through multiple buildings. I laid face down on he floor, I got up as a surge of energy went through me.

I heard his footsteps come toward me. He wore a suit like Tyki's but it was blue. "Why are you here?" I asked looking like an undead zombie as I stared at the floor. "'m here cause she sent me to come get you." he stated. His hands in his pants pocket. I chuckled "So your her lap dog now?" I smirked. I felt his rage. He charged at me. My appearance turning to Jinx's. His eyes didn't falter but added more hatred. "Did the little one get mad?" I asked. He tried to kick me into another building but I stopped it with ease as I grabbed his foot and threw him instead into the floor. "I'm the oldest so the youngest must listen." I said. My shadows grabbed him by his arms and legs. "Let me go!" he ordered. I chuckled. "I'm aright." I said. "Is that...Avril?" I heard Lavi's voice. I looked in the direction it came from and saw all of them stare at me. "Avril! Leave him be." Bookman said. "He's my brother I can kill him if I want." I sneered. My hands were behind my back.

My shadows started to pull on Deverit's limbs. He screamed in pure agony. Lenalee fell to her knees. "S-Stop t-this." She said as she covered her ears. I made the shadows stop. I looked at Deverit and brought him closer. "Is Alena Maverick still alive? If she is Where is she!?" I ordered. He nodded slowly. "Alive and kicking. Looking for your ass bitch." He said. "I won't ever tell you where she is." I smirked as he fished. "Really?" I said as I mad the shadows start trying to rip him apart slowly. He screamed in agony again. Soon before I ripped him apart Kanda stopped me by setting a hand on my shoulder. "Remember Avril...I made you a promise when we were 9. I would never forge you. But you made me forget didn't you." he said. my eyes widened and my appearance changed back. "K-Kanda." I said. The shadows threw Deverit far away from us. "I'm...sorry." I said as I fell limp. Kanda caught me.

He carried me bridal style to everyone else. I black out.

~NO ONE'S POV~

Kanda stared at this girl in his arms. He didn't know why his memories and feelings never made sense at times. Now he knows it was because a memory was hidden from him by Avril. Why though? He didn't know the answers but she did. That's when he realized that her curse had disappeared from her mouth and eye. "Lenalee. Look at her curse." He had told the crying best friend of Avril. He knelt down and showed Lenalee. "Her witches curse...It's...Altering?" she said wide eyed. "We need to know more about her." Bookman had said rather coldly. "Bookman with all due respect I will have to refrain you from asking her such questions until we get back to the order." Tidoll said. "I'm sorry but why is that?" Bookman asked. "Because she is still apart of my unit and if such questions harm her in this way to the point where she has lost all sanity and or creates emotional and physical damage I will not allow that to be inflicted on her. She is under my guidance and I don't want her hurt." Tidoll said in a fatherly tone and as if ordering Bookman. Lenalee fainted once again and Lavi carried her.

Bookman narrowed his eyes but nodded. Lavi looked at the man who he referred to as 'Old Panda' and knew Bookman would not let this go and do whatever is necessary to retrieve information on this girl who he cared for. For he knew as Bookmen that is what is and always will be the way they do things. "Come on we need to find another place to hide...That fight may have attracted all sorts of Akuma here. Especially if Lenalee and Avril are in these states." Lavi stated. They all nodded as they started to walk once again.

Lavi and Kanda walked in front of everyone else since they carried the girls they cared for deeply. "Hey Kanda." Lavi asked said. He stayed silence giving Lavi the chance to ask what he wanted to ask. "How do you know Avril?" Lavi asked. It was silent between the two for few moments till kanda spoke up. "When I was traveling with Tidoll as a kid...I was about seven or eight when we arrived at a small town in Italy. We went there cause the general wanted to paint the sceneries there. Me,Marie, and Daisya were walking around the town when we came across this small abandoned Orphanage that looked as if it wasn't touched or used in years." Kanda started. "We all walked in and looked around. It was like a small castle's living room. As we continued to explore the orphanage we came across a small frail girl with ice blue long wavy hair. She had light pale skin that looked like pure soft snow. She sat on the windowsill. She wore a dark blue Victorian dress with lace on the bottom of it that was black. She had beautiful eyes. Green with brown outlining and blue flakes. She looked like a porcelain doll. Yet her left eye was covered with her bangs." he said as he looked down at Avril as she slept on his chest like a small child.

"We were shocked to see such a pretty yet frail girl in something abandoned. That's when Marie spoke up." Kanda started as he remembered the first memory.

~Flashback~

((Kanda was still narrating everything though to Lavi))

"Excuse me miss." Marie said. The girl turned to look at us. "Hm?" she said. "Are you three orphans too?" she asked as she stepped off the windowsill and walks to them. "No...We were just passing by till we saw this place." Marie said. "Oh." she replied. "What are you doing here in a place like this?" I asked her. "My name is Avril Nightmare. I live here in the orphanage. I'm waiting to get adopted." She had stated. "I'm Kanda." I said. "Marie." Marie said. "Daisya Barry." That idiot said. "Nice to meet you." she said. "Do you want something to eat?" Marie asked. She nodded. "Alright come with us." I said. "Outside?" she asked. We nodded. "I can't leave...They'll get mad at me." she said.

Two adults a man and a women stepped in and smiled evilly and turned into Level two akuma. The Avril ran screaming "I'm sorry I didn't mean to!" she ran to a corner and brought her knees up to her chest and covered her ears. We destroyed them soon after that with the help of the General.

"Tidoll there's a girl here." Marie said. "Hm? a Girl? Where?" Tidoll replied. Marie had showed him Avril who was shaking franticly in the corner of the room. "Hm?" Tidoll said. She was under a counter that was a foot away from the wall in the darkest corner. "Miss are you alright?" Marie asked. I wanted to know why she acted like that wasn't the first time she had seen them and said sorry. What did she do that was so wrong? What did I care though?! "Kanda go get her...gently." Tidoll ordered. He sent me I guess cause the place was a tight fit and I was the slimmest of our team.

I got on all fours and crawled to her. "Hey." I said. She lifted up her head to see me. Her eyes widened surprised. "Come on...It's not safe to be there alone." I said and held a hand out to her. She looked at me as if she said 'are you sure?' so I nodded my head. She grabbed my hand and I lead her out of the dark corner to Tidoll. "Oh my goodness now aren't you the prettiest little girl I have ever seen." Tidoll said as he picked her up. I saw a pink tint go across her face as she smiled sweetly. "What's your name?" Tidoll asked. "My name is Avril Nightmare." She said. "That's a pretty name for a pretty girl." Tidoll said as he gave her a hug. He was like a doting father at the way I saw it. To someone he doesn't know this was ridiculous. "Where are your parent's?" Daisya asked. "I don't have any...I'm an orphan." She said sadly.

Me and Marie smacked the back of Daisya's head. "What was that for!?" he said. "She said he was an orphan earlier idiot." We said. "Do you wanna come with us then?" Tidoll asked. "Hm? Outside?" She said. "Yes..." he replied. "I've...n-never been outside..b-before." she said. "Hm?" we all said confused. how could a Kid no ever go outside? "Well you must go. Kanda why don't you take her to the park with the others." Tidoll suggested. "Why do I have to?" I asked rather annoyed. "Because I said so." He said smiling. I sighed. "Fine." I said. "Hell no I'm going with Tidoll." Daisya said. "I must stay with Tidoll." Marie said. I knew Marie was not gonna go because he thought I would get good social skills without them there.

Tidoll set her own and his smile widened. ''Alight take good care of her alright Kanda." Tidoll said as they left the building. I looked at this porcelain doll named Avril. "Come on." I said as I started to leave annoyed. I didn't hear her move so I looked back and saw she just stood there staring at the floor. I growled then went back to her. "Girl come on." I said standing in font of her. She didn't move. I grabbed her hand, "Come on Avril." I said as I pulled her along to the front door downstairs.

We went to the park, a bakery, a toy sore, the beach, and then finally the park. I looked at her eye and saw complete and utter happiness as she continued to look around.

I realized I never once let go of her hand cause whenever I tried she didn't let me. She seemed so afraid t be alone. "Avril...You haven't ever left that orphanage before in a long time have you?" I asked. She looked at me and shook her head. "I guess If I did I wouldn't' remember cause I was there since I was a small baby." she said. "I guess it was alright I mean I survived this long on my own." she said looking at the Ferris wheel. "Avril how long was that orphanage abandoned and out of use?" I asked. It took a few silent moments till she spoke up. "About four years." My eyes widened.

"How old are you now?" I said. "I'm about to be eight today. This is the first time I get to spend it with anyone especially at the Halloween carnival." She said happily. "Can we go on that?" she asked pointing at the big Ferris Wheel. I nodded, "Yeah." I said. Why do I get the feeling she's not telling me the full do I care anyways. I just need to get through this fake happy shit and go back to Tidoll so we can leave tomorrow. I thought. When we got on she clinged to my arm. When the wheel started she asked me something when it suddenly stopped. "Don't ever forget me please Kanda...I at leas want one person to remember me when I die." She said. "I know your leaving tomorrow..." she added. I was stunned. I didn't know what to say. I jus wrapped my arms around her and said. "Alright."

~Flashback end~

Kanda looked ahead. "So that's how your remember her?" Lavi asked. "As far as know because she has an ant-innocence weapon named Mitage and it or she can hide memories." Kanda stated. "Mitage hides memories of those who are close to Avril if Avril asks her to." Kanda said as he stared at the girl in his arms. "She met Lenalee while she was in a program that was called the third exorcist program." said a voice from behind them. They looked to everyone to far away for them to hear them. "Who was that?" Lavi asked. "Her shadow idiot's." A shadow figure appeared in front of them walking backwards. It turned into a girl with light lime green curly shoulder length hair and golden eyes and a body of a model but the same height as Avril. She wore the same uniform as well and had tan skin. she wore a gold chain and hoop earrings as well.

"Only you fur can see me a the moment." The girl said. "Names Melodi." She said as she smiled innocently. They continued walking. She had noticed Kanda's aura had changed. Something about him. It seemed that the third exorcist program was the cause of it. "Mister Kanda you alright?" She asked. He looked at her and nodded. "Che." was al he said before he looked at Avril. "She didn't' want anyone to know that when Lavi and Allen brought her to the order it was the first time. So she made everyone forget she was ever there before. The only problem is that a man didn't forget because Mitage can only hide memories o those she cares for. He was someone she wanted dead." Melodi said.

"what about Lenalee?" Lavi asked. "Lenalee knew about Mitage and asked If she could still have her memories. She let her have those when they were childhood friends in China but nothing more." Melodi said as she caressed Lenalee's cheek. "She was so sweet to Avril it was funny." She said. "Your saying Lenalee knew?" Lavi said almost betrayed. "Kinda."

"What are you?" They asked. "I'm her sister Jinx's source of power nightmares." She stated. The boys looked at each other. "Take god care of my master's sister okay." she winked and then disappeared.

Why the hell didn't she tell me she was in the third exorcist program!? Kanda thought. He didn't know why she would she hide something like this. What he didn't realize was that she didn't want to remember so Mitage erased them but they were triggered when she roamed around the order 5 days after she got back from the first mission she went on with Kanda.

The whole walk back to a new place to hide was super quiet and awkward for the two guys that were carrying the girls they cared for. "So they both are hiding something from everyone huh." Lavi said. "Che. It's annoying that they think they can keep crap from us but we can't keep crap from them." Kanda said annoyed.

When they finally reached the other side of Edo to a beach side they hid under a smaller bridge. They had set Lenalee and Avril next to each other. "Do you think they'll be okay?" Miranda asked Bookman. "Yes. It seems there in a trance-like state." he replied. They continued their conversation not knowing what was coming next.

~Avril's POV~

I could faintly hear Lavi's voice. "This little sleeping beauty Lenalee told s to keep going. To press on and that's what I intend on doing."

My heart stopped for a second. Does he realize he might die?! I thought. I couldn't move. They continued talking till we all heard "I found you!" Lero's voice echoed. A black hole appeared and I got sucked in along with Lenalee, Kanda, Lavi, Krory, and Allen.

We hit the floor but Allen kept them from crushing me and Lenalee. They all got off and we stood up. "Lenalee are you okay?" I asked. She nodded. "Good." I replied. "Where are we?" Lavi asked. "Inside the Ark." Allen answered. A wave of energy surged through me and it felt lie I was being ripped apart. I coughed up a small amount of blood in my hand. "Night are you ok?" Lenalee said concerned. "Yeah just-" More blood spilled from my mouth. "Ty-ki." I mumbled.