Enjoy this new chapter! I don't own OHSHC

I sat there the whole time while Tamaki was out risking his life for others. I loved him so much and couldn't lose him. He was the only one that I had left.

While I waited for the rest of the host club to come back I reflected back on some of the things that had happened. My dad died, I didn't want to think of that too much so I moved on to the next thought. I felt my cheeks grow red at the thought.

I guess that it all happened while we were in the moment. I just remember bits and pieces of it, even those bits are hot and steamy and enough to make anyone blush. I really don't know what overcame me. I do feel slightly ashamed that it happened this way but at the same time I am glad it did. Because this new type of world that we live in it is possible that we will die before we could do anything.

So I am glad that we did it on our own accord without the pressure of doing it before we die. But despite that something still bothers me. The fact that I may become pregnant, I doubt it but you just never know.

The creak of a door opening shot through my thoughts. A bit annoyed I looked up and saw to my delight that it was Tamaki. "Tamaki, you made it." I said as my heart hammered in my chest.

Tamaki engulfed me in a hug. He still had his uniform on. He smelled of the outdoors, pain, angst and blood. I want to pull away but resisting might mean that I would lose him forever. Or at least I told myself.

We stayed there for many moments, in this complete content silence. My arms wrapped around him, I felt Tamaki's strong arms around me. I know that I will be safe in his arms.

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As the weeks went on we took in more refugees, soon the entire bottom floor was filled with people of all ages. We were running out of room and food.

Kyoya began to worry about this; he stressed all night making new plans on how to divide the food. Giving the people who need the food the most. And letting the people who could spare the calories get smaller portions. Even he began to eat only once or twice a day.

Even Tamaki began to eat less. He tells me that he eats but I can how he is getting skinnier. I try to tell them that I can cut back but they don't let me. On several occasions they had to force feed me.

We were getting to a point where we would have to go to nearby stores and raid for food. I know because I see Kyoya planning a raid. The team that he is taking this time will be smaller, but he and Tamaki are going.

I offered to go, but of course they said no. I would only be in the way. I try to make use of my skills by finding ways to make the food last longer. Like take Ramen for example, we take on package cut it in half add more water and you can easily feed four people, by giving them the calories that they need. Also they can put on any weight they have lost.

I also have helped take care of the children. When they first arrived they all had hallowed cheeks and skinny arms. They were dirty and tired, especially the teachers. But we were able to give them a few days rest so now they primary take care of the kids but I do help out.

I recently found out that I have a knack with young ones. I am not really sure why though. But at this moment I am washing the two toddler twins that came from the day care. Their names are Harry and Hikari. They are half Japanese and I presume French. They remind me of the Hitachiin twins, but also Tamaki.

When they first came they were thin and weak. But now they have full cheeks and giggle and laugh like normal children. But that is a problem, they need to be entertained. All the adults can't spend the entire day watching them so because of this we give them a few hours of play but then around 'snack time' we put Benadryl or something that will make them sleepy.

"Haru, Haru!" The young twins scream in delight as they splash around in the water.
"Harry, Kari stop please we need to save the water, ok?" I said with a smile. They looked up in awe and nodded their head vigorously.

I gave a small sigh, I was very tired and just wanted to sleep but I had to help with the other refugees. I was up all night comforting this small 5 year old who just joined us to kept waking up screaming.

As the hours went on it soon reached lunch time, I had taken over the job of handing out the small bowls of ramen to people. Then giving the small ones powdered formula. The diet of everyone here consisted on water and packaged sweet buns for breakfast. Then ramen for lunch, a very light meal just to hold everyone over, but then for dinner everyone got a few fruits and veggies with their ramen.

The little army that we had got fed more food and better quality because they had to burn more calories. As I went on with my thoughts I didn't noticed when someone called my name. "Fujioka-San!" Said one of the adults, I turned my attention to them and saw as they pointed to the end of the hall.

I saw Kyoya at the end of the hall. He looked tired and dirty. "Sempai maybe you should take a nap and shower."

"I don't have time for such things." He said with a scoff as he swiftly began to walk away from me. I trotted up behind him. "Hey, Kyoya- Sempai what's the big deal? What did you need me for?"

"We just raided the grocery store and pharmacy; we got medicine and more food. Sort through what is needed and put whatever needs to be refrigerated in the fridge. It is in the storage room, I sent a few of the workers to come and help you. And they haven't had lunch so please get some food in them."

Before I could get out one word Kyoya turned a corner and left me alone in the long hallway. Giving a sigh I swiftly made my way to the storage room. There I saw people already putting things on the shelves.

There was about five of them and they all looked very tired. I silently walked along aside them and continued to put things away. I began to take notice to how they all began to look- faint.

"How about you get the rest of your platoon and I will get you all fed." They gave me a grateful smile as I began to get food ready for them.

I took inventory of what we had, I figured that they were hungry; they had just came back from a raid of course I decided to make them ramen with chunks of bread and vegetables in it. We had a huge pot of ramen still to use so I heated that up. I soon began to add potatoes, and other vegetables into the pot.

I took a quick taste- it as pretty good. The intoxicating fumes made my stomach rumble, I haven't eaten in like a day. I had planned on eating but I was too busy. I will just eat after I feed them. I tell myself but of course it is a lie.

The soup is done and I manage to get the bowls ready to be eaten. Everyone grabs one; I give them a smile in gratitude. Just when I start to walk out of the room I begin to sway and hit the cold floor with a thud. The last thing I hear before I black out is the gasp of people and pounding of footsteps.