Tamaki is gone, missing, disappeared, unknown, not to be seen. He went out on a raid one afternoon with his platoon and they never returned. The worst thing about this is that I am expecting. I don't know it could have ended up like this.

He has been missing for three days now. I don't know if he is alive or not. Every day before Dusk search parties are sent out to look for him. Of course they all come back empty handed. I just wish that he would come back because I cannot raise this child on my own.

The only other person that knows about my pregnancy is Kyoya. He was the only one who I could as to get me a pregnancy test. He has been very supportive and helpful while Tamaki is gone. He makes sure that I am ok and not in pain. He doesn't let me pull all nighters when helping out. He keeps me on a strict schedule.

Without him I think I wouldn't have made it this far. I mean I don't even know how long I have been pregnant. I assume two months. I am not really sure. All I am sure of that is Tamaki is gone. My one and only love is gone.