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I look down at the picture that is my supposed one and only love, Haruhi. She was smiling into the camera, she was so beautiful and I needed to find her. I need to find her because she is the key to find out who I am. When I woke up I lost most of my memories except for a few scattered out of order memories.

Most of them contain that girl Haruhi, I could tell at one point we were lovers, and in my memories she called me 'Tamaki' so that's what I call myself. I have a vague connection to where this girl might be, but for now I have no idea.

I don't know how I lost my memory, but when I woke up I was in some type of house. The people in the house told me about what had happened, the zombies. Then they went on to talk about how when they found me I was collapsed in a field of ruble and dead bodies. I was the only survivor.

It has been about eleven months since I woke up and I still haven't found the girl. I do think that I am getting closer. In my memories I do remember that I went to a place called 'Ouran High School' and in the next town there is this rebellion group who call themselves, 'The Town of Ouran'.

I am heading there now with my new found friends. They are the ones that found me; their names are Ferid and his sister Pryris. They are a team duo that can kick zombie ass. They are very helpful and together the three of us are amazing.

I don't know what it is, but I seem to have a knack for killing zombies. I am very skillful with guns and martial arts. I suppose before I lost my memories I was trained in those things, but I really have no idea.

"Pryris, I hear them." Looking around she pulls out her gun and cocks it. Ferid does the same thing.

"Bellator, they are coming around your rear at 6 O'clock," nodding I stood back to back with the twins. We were ready to face the zombies, we always won. This time would be no exception.

"Bellator…" Pryris whispered using my nickname that they gave me.

"Don't worry my love I will protect you." My muscles tensed as I spoke the words. It didn't feel right. None of this felt right, but what was right anyway? I needed to find this girl and find out what my right was.

I felt guilty because I had this panging feeling in my mind that I still was in love with her. That is the only way that I really can explain it. I feel bad because around a month ago Pryris and I became involved.

She calls it love. I call it feeling alive. I just feel like using her for sex is the only way that I can feel alive, like I am human. When we do it, these floods of emotions take over me, its emotions that I cannot feel during any other time. But, the only thing that truly holds me back from loving her is the fact that the memories and me that Haruhi always flash through my mind. That is the only way I have been able to recover most of my memories, well any memories that deal with being romantic and loving.

Me and the twins were fighting off a hoard of zombies when they found us. We had just entered the city limits of Ouran territory. Well we were more on the outskirts of the town, in the last parts of the reconstruction. The parts that haven't been taken care of, the slum of the city, every city has one, this was no exception.

The quick bang of our guns went off with ease, music to my ears. That's when things got a bit more dangerous. Instead of zombies coming out it was humans. Humans were more dangerous than zombies in a sense, you couldn't just get rid of them, and they were smarter.

The man stepped out of the shadows with a cigarette between his lips. He looked up between his half shaven greasy bangs and smiled. Yellow teeth flashing I took a step back and took a hold of Pryris's hand.

"What you fuckers doing here thinking that you can just kill off my fighters?"

Ferid scoffed and took half a step forward his brown eyes narrowed in arrogance. "You mean those zombies are your fighters? We did you a favour with killing them."

"No, actually you didn't you made me lose money, so for compensation why don't you hand over any you have?" The man smiled a crooked malicious smile.

"We got none," Pryris snarled from behind me.

"Then you can pay with your bitch." He laughed as he held out a hand for us to hand Pryris over.

"She isn't for sale," Pryris answered.

"Ah, I see what it is; you are shaking up with these pansies. Come on baby why don't you come over here and be with a real man."

My grip tightened on Pryris's hand, I would protect her no matter what. "She told you she isn't for sale," I snarled as I aimed my gun at the man's chest.

"Bellator, let's not be so rash, we can come back and save her, let's hand her over and save our asses for now," Ferid whispered over to me which made his sister frown at him in disgust.

Just as I was about to shoot the first bullet something stopped me, it was the shouting of men. They screamed the same thing over and over again. "We found him, we found him!"

As the surrounded us the shot the guy who was giving us trouble and closed in a tight circle around us. As they walked in closer Pryris held on tighter to me, crying and burying her face in my chest.

"What do you want," I called out to the solider like people. Then one of the stepped up to me and asked me something.

"What?" I cried out in confusion.

"Is your name 'Tamaki'?"

I shook my head, 'yes'. "What do you want with me?"

"We are here to take you home." They said as they gathered me and the twins up and forced us into their jeeps. Pryris clung to me crying, as she held onto me my shirt was littered with her petty tears of distress.

"Bellator, my love why did they call you 'Tamaki', that isn't your name. Bellator is your name."

I gaze over at the pathetic looking Pryris her short messy black hair clung to her sweaty dirt ridded face. She brown eyes filled with even more tears, her cheeks flushed with pink. This girl was so in love with me.

It was pathetic, I used her, she knew it Ferid knew it, but he did nothing. I warned her that she was only a tool to me. That she was only a pawn to find the one called, 'Haruhi'. She ignored my warnings and continued to let me use her.

I know that it is wrong. I know that it is wrong that even though I think all of this I still kiss her and tell her that it will 'be ok'. I can guarantee nothing.

"Pryris," I whisper, "you know that Bellator is not my name. You gave me that name, Tamaki is my real name. I never told you or your brother and I apologize for that. Tamaki is my old name from my old life, the life that I want back. But temporary I had to take up a new name because I myself am not sure if 'Tamaki' is my real name."

"What does this mean for us then?"

"If I find out who I am and I like who I am I will most likely leave you and your brother. You two were just a pawn to find the one that I call 'Haruhi'," I blatantly stare at Pryris with cold eyes, her eyes water up.

"What do you mean you used me?"

"I warned you, I told you that you were just a pawn in my game," I watch as her brother just sighs and looks away from us.

"How could you Bellator? I gave you that name because you were my warrior," she cried as she recalled that first time she ever called me Bellator. Bellator, Latin for Warrior, a fitting name for me at the time, but I have out grown that time and moved on to something new, or old. My old life.

"Tamaki is my name, Pryris I know that I am a warrior but I was never your warrior."

She just continued to cry as we drove on; eventually we arrived at a gigantic mansion. It looked vaguely familiar, it had this feel. It just felt important to me on some sentimental level.

The soldiers took the twins away to some where unknown in the mansion and they led me up to the top floor. As we walked the stairs things began to look more and more familiar. That's when we finally reached the top of the staircase.

I saw it the grand room, it seemed like it used to be an elegant place, but now it was fitted as a bunker of sorts. Chairs and sleeping back were scattered around the floor. To one side of the room was a kitchen and I heard scuffling footsteps exit the kitchen and I saw a familiar face.

"Boss, you're back?" called out the devilish looking man. His gold eyes bore into me with surprise, he dropped the cup that was in his hand and he dashed over to me burying me in a hug.

Standing there I cringed away from him. "Who are you?" I asked a bit intimidated by the imp looking man.

"Tamaki, it's me Hikaru Hitachiin twin brother to Kaoru Hitachiin." When he said that that's when memories clicked, all of the memories that were missing of him and his brother came back. I remember that he and his brother were twin love bromance attractions at a club that we hand.

They were also planners and snipers for our little army, I remember giving orders to them. I was there leader. They called me 'Suoh' at one point. Then I remembered Haruhi, I had to find Haruhi.

"I remember everything," I whispered. Hikaru gave me a smile and hugged me once more.

"What happened?" He asked in a soft voice almost scared to ask.

"I will tell you later, Haruhi I have to find my love." I said as I started to look around and tried to walk down the familiar hall, but then Hikaru stopped me. Looking back I tried to pull away from his strong grasp.

"Before you meet her you have to know something first. I know that Kyoya hasn't heard of your arrival yet, but he and the others besides Kaoru are at a meeting with chairman Suoh and they won't be back until later."

"Yes, that is nice. I will see them later, what do you have to tell me?"

Hikaru sighed and spoke, "You have a daug-"he was cut off when someone behind him walked in with a small bundle in their arms. That person was Haruhi and in her arms was a baby. . .

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