I figure I would write something now because it will be too hectic for me the next few weeks.. So here we go again hope u like and have a safe, wonderful day with ur families readers.

DISCLAIMER: SM owns twilight I just use her ppl for my own story

PAUL POV

It took me three days to get back into La push, I didn't drive fast or slow just took my time but at a steady pace I guess you would call it. Still didn't tell Jared or Sam I was almost home. The first place I stop was at the cliffs, pulling over I off the truck and got out. It would take about 5 mins to walk to the edge so locking my doors I walked over. The overlook was still the same taking a deep breathe I felt almost whole again. Closing my eyes and just standing there for awhile. I could almost feel her, standing by me.

" told you I would come back. I miss you still and I been good, stayed out of trouble just like you asked. Wish you were here still" tears pricking in my eyes, I took a deep breathe and exhale. My throat felt tight and gulping down my tears, I would come back later maybe even camp out here tonight.

" I will be back later, have to go say hi to Jared. " opening my eyes. I turn and walk back to my truck. Pulling out and getting back on the main road took awhile my mind still on the cliff. Driving down the road the houses still look the same around almost like nothing really changed. I gotta remember to go to the store and stock up the kitchen. Taking the last road towards the tree line making a right hand turn I saw the house, nothing had change here. It look like it could use a new coat of paint and a couple of repairs hopeful inside was liveable. I might have to do some deep clean. Yes yes.. I said deep cleaning. My momma didn't raise a lazy bum beside living alone for awhile, you get use to a clean house.

Going around the back so I can unload the bike and my bags. Walking up the stairs to the porch my chest was hurting, rubbing it slowly. I knew it was going be hard coming back here but I didn't think it was going be this hard. Turning the key, pushing the door open. Was it possible to still have her scent here? Walking in I look around it look clean, just a lil dust here and there I went to the end of the hallway and into my room. Dropping my bag off, going back out to check her room. Everything was still in its place, there was no way im going change it anytime soon. Closing the door I breathe in and push the tears back once again. I may be a big bad person but she was my weakness. Around her I was a different paul, one who never raised my voice or hurt her in anyway. Checking the fridge and pantry I need some serious shopping to do. Walking back to my room, I went grab a towel I needed to shower and go see Jared.

Took a half an hour to get back out the door, walking to Jared's house which luckily was only a couple of houses down from mine. Once I got there I knocked on the door and his mom open the door. She looked at me, took her awhile to recognize me but once she did, she gasp and pull me into her arms. Crying softly she kiss my cheeks and pulled back eyes watering and smiling at me.

" I miss you paulie, I pray everyday for you to come home safely to us." she hugged me again. She was the only one to ever call my pauly and I never stop her. She always been like a mom to me. " we all miss you"

" I miss you to, Nena."

" looking for Jared? He should be over at Sams place. Did you just get home? I kept the house as clean as I can for you." she pull me inside. I knew someone was keeping the house from falling apart but I didn't think it would be her.

" thank you. Yes I just got back." we sat at the table. She got up and pulled some food out of the oven somehow she always knew when I was coming over and she would always save a plate for me.

" here, son. Eat.." smiling at me.

After eating and spending and hour with her, I got up promising her I would be back tomorrow and she could go shopping with me in P A. I walk down the road passing Quil's house. I think that was his name. I noticed a familiar car parked in the back, but shook my head. Thinking no it couldn't be, not everyone has the same car as her, paul.

Sam lived at the end of the road, kinda hidden by the trees. I walked up and I could hear people inside talking and laughing, the air crackled with power all of sudden and the door popped open. Five big guys came out just about my height and build too. I thought I saw Jared but I wasn't really sure he looked so different but yet the same. And the tension was still there so being me I open my big mouth.

" wow a welcome party just for me. Where is the banner saying welcome home PAUL." I smirked and raise my eyebrows at them.

The older guy smile at me and said " sorry we werent expecting you back but I can have the guys here make you one later if you still want it."

Then I was attacked, stunned because I didn't see him come at me. I look at him it was my brother Jared. He had a death grip on me like he didn't believe I was actually standing in front of him. Then I felt a wetness on my shirt, he was crying. Putting my arms around him and giving him the same hug back. After awhile of our lil moment, we broke apart laughing.

" why didn't you tell me you were coming back?" he accused me

" well it wouldn't be much of a surprise if you knew I was coming home" I grinned at him.

Then the other guys came over smiling all seriousness gone from their faces they look like teenagers. And then I finally realize who they were.

" Embry? Jake? Quil? " I asked and they all nodded I look back over at Sam he was smiling at us. So I walked over to him and shook hands with him.

" welcome home brother" he said " come inside and meet the girls, im guessing your probable hungry too"

" no not hungry I just ate over at Jared's place before I came here." walking into the house.

" you saw mom already?" Jared asked

" yea, I stop by there she told me you were over here." then I notice some girls sitting at the table. Im guessing the guy's girlfriends so sam went over to one and they all stood up.

" girls say hi to Paul, our brother has finally come home to us." sam said " Paul you remember Leah?" he pulled a girl close to him, leah? Hmm clearwater.. Holy shit she grew up pretty. I nodded at her." this is Emily, Leah's cousin and Jake's girlfriend. Kim, Jared's girlfriend and Claire here is with Quil." I nodded to all the girls and I thought he was done but someone was walking the the hallway. " and this is Bear, Quil's cousin."

I turn around and stop breathing at once. She did the same thing, then she composed herself. I did the same and said to her

" so this is where you were headed if you would have told me. I would have followed you up here." she turn pink and look down before looking back at me. " so bella? Do I get a hug or just a hello?" I asked her. I swear she turn a dark red color. Then she look at me and smile.

" well I guess a hug would be ok"

I walk over to her and as soon as I touch her I felt like I was home for the first time. Breathing in her scent and I felt her do the same. I didn't want to let her go but someone decided to butt in.

" how do you know each other?" Quil asked

' umm remember when I told you about the guy who help me out in colorado?" he nodded

" well this is him"

" wait this is the hot guy were talking about?" the girl called kim asked. She was smiling at both of us.

" yes" she look down and blushed again. She looked away from me hiding her face. My other half growl he didn't like people teasing her. I didn't want her to hide herself from me. But when I growl I notice the room went quiet, wandering why I notice everyone was

Looking at me and her. Sam walk towards me and I growl again pulling her behind me.

He stop putting his hands up. " I just wanna talk Paul its ok noone is going hurt her. Calm down she is standing to close to you"

I stood there like an idiot wandering why he was telling me to calm down when I notice I was trembling bad. I close my eyes and took a deep breathe her scent calm me down, I never lost it like this before. Opening my eyes the guys were looking at me in awe. I raised my eyebrow at them " what?"

" nothing really we just never seen anyone control themselves like you. You were mad but calm down really fast. You didn't even pha- im mean lost control?" jake said.

Sam was coming closer to me I stood there and heard him say in a low voice." come with me outside really quick, Paul. I need to talk to you." looking behind me. She was just standing there and smile at me. She didn't even notice what happen, at least that's what I thought. Nodded to Sam I followed him out, as soon as I made sure the guy wouldn't hurt her, told myself she was here before me and if they wanted to hurt her they would have already.

A/N THIS IS WHAT I CAME UP WITH.. IF ANYONE HAS ANY IDEAS FOR THE STORY FEEL FREE TO SUGGEST THEM. HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GOOD THANKSGIVING.. THANK YOU FOR READING PPL…