Back again.. lol finally.. I have been thinking about what to write for the last few days, damn writers block hahaha.. on with the story..

disclaimer: it all belongs to STEPHANIE MEYER..

PAUL POV:

Walking out with Sam, following him as we walked to the edge of the forest. He turned to look around the area before looking at me.

" lets phase, it will be easier to talk and noone will hear us. And I will show you the perimeter around the border."

Stripping down was alil werid but I push away the feeling, Rolling my neck, popping it and stepping forward. I phased and saw Sam looking at me in awe.

" Wow, how did you do that? How is that possible?" he asked

I whined at him before poking him with my nose, shaking my head at him. Hoped would understand that I couldnt talk to him in my natural form.

" oh yea, sorry" he looked at me then started shaking before bursting into a big dark as night color wolf.

'hmm wander why he is all black and he seems alil bigger than me. Wander wat color Jared is'

I was so deep in thought, that I didnt see where Sam was, till I saw him walkin behind me, sniffing me in places that made me uncomfortable. Dropping down I growled at him before backing away slowly from him, he was in my personal space, he may be bigger than me but I knew I could take him on, still growling at him, he just sat back and looked at me before I heard.

" calm down, paul. Its just you smell different. And your sliver too. Cool "

Tilting my head wanderin how the hell he spoke to me because I was damn sure his mouth didnt move. Then I realize holy shit, hes a telepath.

" No, no, Paul. We share a pack mind although right now im not getting anything from you. How did you do that?"

Slowly I relaxed, letting my guard drop down just a notch. Then I felt alil tingle inside my mind.

" This is different" I thought, now knowing he could hear me.

"Can you think back to when you first saw Bella ?"

Just the mention of her name, images of her flowed thru my mind, and the first time I saw her. Sam drew a breathe to how I felt about her after that one look.

"That was strong, how did you get thru letting her walk away and not being near her the past few days? Usually being away from our imprints is painfully even for a few hours. When you and your wolf havent lay claim on your mate." He showed me how it was after he imprinted on Leah.

"Im not sure, Sam. But after we ate I just had to hold her hand and then all we shared was that one kiss. And hugged before we went different ways."

" You hugged. Maybe thats the smell Embry got off her. He said it smelled like pack but different smell was also on her."

"Yea... wait..! did you say MATE..! What do you mean MATE? And what is this IMPRINT you keep talking about. All I know is bella smells good to me and after that first look she was my anchor, but to what I dont know..?"

What the hell was he talking about? Im not even sure I want to get close to anyone again. Especially someone that was going be tied to close to my heart, I wouldnt be able to handle it this time. The last time was hard enough and I barely even survive losing her.. I could feel myself trying to breathe.

" oh great im having a panic attack" was the only thing that ran thru my mind when Sam finally swipped me in the face with his paw..

" Paul...! snap out of it." he yelled in my mind "Come on breathe, damnit."

Still trying to breathe I phased back and laid down on the forest floor. Before long the only thought I had was

" I cant lose another person"

before darkness overtook me once again.

A/N: I KNOW I KNOW.. YOUR PROBABLY THINK GOD PAULS A WUSS.. BUT HE ISNT. IM TELLIN YOU HE IS ALL MACHO MAN... leavin it with a small cliffy lol