Dear God,
I had a best friend who might've been beside you right now. He is a good person, he saved my life, so I had a feeling he went up there.
Can you please watch him for me? I don't want him to look after me even he's… Gone now. I want him to enjoy the good life he deserved for once and not think of anybody else.
Can you please tell him I'm sorry? I didn't really mean to hurt him many times. I know he loves me "more than friends way" and I feel very guilty now. He shouldn't have given his life for me because I don't deserve it!
There is someone else who loved him dearly. I think he already sent his message to you. But he knew he had a big chance he will not go there, so if you given me a chance, if I did went to heaven too, I want to watch Donnie for him and tell him he loves him so much.
Can you tell him thanks and not to worry about everything? We can handle it here.
Thank you for giving me a chance to hear this prayer.
Love,
April
