Changed my profile name! I'm not a girl but I'm still wishful

LEMON! I swear though it is the last one. From now on in later chapters I will say "made love." And this lemon isn't really describing anything so it's a small lemon... Now if anyone sees a difference in my writing well… I'm just not myself lately… I lost my first love and some of you might be like "You're only 17 you haven't experienced love". You might be right if you're thinking this but to me he'll always be my 1st love because if it wasn't love than why is my heart broken and taking so long to heal?

It had taken us awhile to get to a church that would marry us and to do it on such short notice but we found one. The wedding wasn't exactly what I always imagined but that didn't matter since I was with Naruto who looked handsome in his tux. We had an hour before we had to be at the church for our appointment that we made for our wedding and that gave us enough time to find a simple tux and wedding dress for me.

I was lying in bed and Naruto was right behind, spooning me and nuzzling my neck softly. After our marriage we rented a suite and made love right when we got situated. Something's been on my mind and I know he's thinking it too but doesn't want to say anything to ruin the mood. I roll over too face him.

"Do you want to bond right now? We can wait if you want." I already knew his answer, he's been wanting to bond with me since we started dating.

"I want to do it right now Hinata, but I really don't know what to do. Do you have to suck my blood first?"

"Naruto this is a first for me. I heard that we have to both drink at the same time." I tell him.

He nods in understanding. "Hinata, I've never been bit before and I just wanted you to know that I love you and I love that we are sharing so much with other." He tells me.

"Naruto, you do know that once we do this we can't undo it, both our minds will be connected forever."

"So we'll be able to like read each other's mind?" Naruto asks, interested.

"I really don't know if it's actually thoughts that we will both hear, but I have heard that we will feel and share our emotions with each other."

"Ok, then let's do it Hinata."

"Ok then, it has to be our necks because that's one of the best places where blood just flows into the system better."

We were lying on our side but to be honest that position didn't really feel good because all my weight was on one arm and that arm was starting to fall asleep, Naruto figured this out so he rolled on top of me, bracing his weight on his arms like he usually does. We were both still naked so I could feel his hard member. I took a deep breathe, concentrating on the matter at hand.

"You will feel a little pain when I bite you, and you don't have sharp fangs so…" Even though I was a vampire and could easily make a little cut on my neck I didn't want to do it.

"Why don't you use your nail or something?" He asks me.

"I could but, it just feels weird. Hmm I guess I will have to." So I reached up to my neck, placing my nail to the right place and put a little strength in my hand and made a cut. I could already feel a little blood. I looked up at Naruto, giving him a nod telling him I was ready and he put his mouth at the cut on my neck, right when I bit down into his. At that very same second Naruto also came into me. I thought that when we made love was the best over riding feeling ever, I was wrong. It was in this moment that we were making love while sucking each other's blood. The sensation of his constant pumping mixed with the feeling of us connecting. Our minds were linked together and we were seeing the same images of each other's life. The funeral of his mom and how happy his family was when he had both parents to share it with. Me with my dad beating me over and over, with Neji constantly putting me down with harsh words. Also, the happy moments when I was with my sister and the last time I ever saw or spoke to my mother.

It ended too fast. Both of our orgasms came at the same time. It was incredible and we pulled back from each other reluctantly, not really wanting this moment to end. I could feel that he was happy and sated. Naruto quickly rolled off me and went to the kitchen. I barely got up on my elbows before he came back with a wet towel.

"I just wanted to clean the blood." First he cleaned my neck, then his before he folded the towel to a clean spot and cleaned both of our lips.

"That was spectacular. We have no secrets from each other . It's amazing this connection we have now." Naruto said grinning before he laid back down with me.

"It is but let me try something." I close my eyes but not before I see him nod, looking at me.

"Can you hear me?" I thought. Naruto didn't make any reaction.

"Did you try it?" He asked.

"Yeah I did but I guess it didn't work."

"Oh, well what about the feelings? Like think of something with a lot of emotion." He told me.

I sat still for a little bit just scanning through memories when I decided to think of the first time Naruto told me he loved me.

Naruto had closed his eyes trying to concentrate and while looking at him I see him get this big grin across his face.

"You're really happy. I can't tell what you're thinking of but I can definitely feel your happiness."

"Ok maybe with more time we'll be able to connect thoughts but Naruto try to feel my feelings again ok?"

"Anything for you my wife." I can't help but grin at being called 'wife'

I think of something happy again but then I also I think about blocking him out. I see Naruto frown and I know I have succeeded.

"I could feel you happy at first but then it like went away." He said disappointed.

I couldn't help but smile, I had actually blocked him out and know we could have some privacy from each other.

"That's because I blocked you out and now we have some privacy." I say excitedly.

"That's great but I love not being able to keep anything from each other.."
Naruto mumbles this last part.

"Well you can do the same thing to me if you want. You just have to think about blocking me out."

"Hinata, that's not what I want," He kisses me, "Promise me that you will never block me out."

I looked past his head not wanting to look in his eyes, making this promise to him will be hard. I'm used to always hiding my feelings from everyone, I like the fact that I can block him out because it will give me and him some of our own privacy.

"Hinata? Dear, please give me this. I don't want you to hide anything from me. I'm your husband, let me in." Softly spoken like he didn't want to scare me away.

"You are my husband and I should always let you in but Naruto I'm not used to that. I'm used to always hiding things because it's a weakness to my family if I did." I look away.

Naruto pulls me to him, hugging me tight, rubbing my forearms and planting little kisses all over my face.

"My. Poor. Angel," He kept kissing me in between every word. "I'ts. Ok. Now. I'll. Always. Love. You. No. Matter. What. Let. Me. In."

"Naruto, please just let me have this." I tell him, hoping he'll understand why I need my privacy.

Naruto started looking mad.

"I am your husband. Hinata I love you. You shouldn't have to hide anything from me."

"Look its not that I'm hiding anything from you, its just that I don't want you in my head all the time listening to my every thoughts and feelings."

He just nodded his head at this and looked away. I knew he wasn't all that happy but he wouldn't press the issue anymore. I leaned towards him and caressed the back of my hand along his jaw and back up over his cheek. He slowly turned back to me and we made love again….

When I woke up it was already night time. I slipped out of Narutos arms and got up to open the curtains, letting in the light from the moon. Naruto stirred and I froze, I didn't want him to wake up just yet because I wanted to check my cellphone and we had agreed with each other that we would keep our cells off for the whole trip. I didn't really want to break our shared rule but I was too curious of what was happening in the real world with all the problems.

When I turned on my phone it blew up with messages, I ran with super speed to the restroom and silently closed the door. I had a whole bunch of missed calls from my dad, work, Kiba, Ino, Neji, & Tenten. When I had left I just told everybody that I was taking a little vacation, Tenten got Neji on agreeing to tell dad that I was just working at home. The only one me and Naruto told was his dad who was super excited and he wanted to come but me and Naruto could see that he was barely just getting out of depression about his wife and to see a wedding… Well we told him we would hire someone to take pictures and videos.

Looking at all the messages, it was mostly just spam like "We miss you at work, please come back!" or "Wheres my favorite vamp? Akumaru misses you. & Naruto also disappeared, did yall two do something without telling me! How rude."

After I listened to all my messages, all the texts that I missed popped out. I had a lot and most of them said the same things that the voice messages said. I scrolled to see that dad texted me and that was different, he doesn't ever text, he hates it. I opened it and in all caps it said for me to please come home. I knew it was Hinabi. This brought tears to my eyes, that here I was emotionally happy while my sister was emotionally and physically in pain. How could I forget her?

I hear a light knock on the door but it takes me awhile to register it.

"Hinata? I know you're in there. I know something's wrong because you're blocking me from your thoughts."

I hadn't even realized that I was blocking him out but when I heard his voice on the other side of the door I started bawling.

"Open the door right now!" He urgently said.

I couldn't move from my spot and I know I was freaking him out.

"Sweetheart, please open the door or I'm going to have to break it down."

I immediately threw open the door and when I saw his blue eyes full of concern and love I threw my arms around his neck and kissed him. He kissed back until I pulled away and hugged him, at that he started to rub my back and whisper sweet nothings that meant everything to me.

"What is this about Hinata? If its about the issue of me keeping our feelings from each other then don't worry about it because I can deal with it."

I shake my head in his chest, "Its not that Naruto, its that I got a message from my sister and she needs me."

I used up all the strength and energy I had saying that sentence and when I finished I just broke down. I felt Naruto pick me up and slowly walk to the bed, he kissed me on the forehead before gently tucking me in and then he laid down beside me.

"SShhh, its ok honey, we'll pack up and go back for your sister. It might be hard because people are going crazy and talking about a war but we'll do it. Together forever, right?"

I nod, " Yes my dear husband, together forever… Or until death, right?"

Thanks for the comments! Usually id type here at the end of the chapter to review because it encourages me to write for my fans but I just don't care anymore… If I decide to drop this story I'll tell all of you! & it wouldn't be a permanent drop… I had a comment that said they wished me to read any story they posted up and I would love to ready any stories you people have & I will comment on it! Another reviewer asked if people will die in this story & yes if I keep writing people will die in the upcoming short war.