Against All Odds- Chapter 7
The music blasts loud playing the same song over and over, a song that I love that normally excites me but right now I hate it. I cannot see or move. I scream out again wanting Jose to come and free me but he doesn't come. I feel tears running down my face as I try to lose myself in the song and ignore the rest of the world but I can't.
Jack's hands ran over me as I pulled at my restraints. Then I started to scream louder and louder with the song. "If you wanna scream...YEAH!" I scream over and over as my mind races.
I heard a laugh and then the music grew even louder as I hear Jack, "scream baby as loud as you want."
"Jack, not Jack Hyde?"
"I am flattered you know my name Ana. I will give you a reason to remember my name."
"No please Jack, just let me go. RED! RED! RED!"
The song starts over and suddenly all hands are off me. Then it starts again, as I scream out hoarsely. "NO! Just please STOP!"
Jose I would never forgive for this, this was his answer to help us to give another man permission to fuck me? And Jack, I would have to look at him every damn day after and know that I was given to him like a whore. I screamed and screamed again until I was hoarse but it didn't stop the attack on my body. Jack ran his hands over touching me everywhere while I fought the restraints that bound and rendered me helpless to stop him. Jose had disappeared from my hearing, was he still here? Was he going to watch this?
When I could no longer scream I felt myself drifting on the edge of consciousness and something inside me died. I stopped screaming as I let my body go limp. "Good girl, this might take all night." Jack's words made me gag as I prayed for it to be over quickly.
Eyes closed under the blindfold I let myself get lost in the music turning off my mind as my body was being ravaged by Jack. He teased and taunted me until my body started to respond to him but always stopping just as I was on the edge. My mind was off, my heart broken and my body was the only thing left showing response to him. I didn't bother to fight anymore, I would never win. If he wanted me I would not be able to stop him. I just closed my eyes tighter wishing myself anywhere else.
"What a good girl you are. Jose was right about you, I need more Ana." I groaned in pain as he grabbed me by the hair yanking my head back hard... "Ana relax, I won't take you if you don't want me too but I am here to keep you from being alone."
"You are what? YOU ARE NOT MY BOYFRIEND!" I shouted at him but he didn't let me go.
"I know and I do not want to be, I am going to keep you company."
"You mean fuck me; I am not a whore to be passed around."
"Maybe you should not have complained so much, you brought this on yourself."
"I never said I wanted anyone else, I wanted him."
Wanted?" Jack's tone was sharp. "Past tense?"
"YES WANTED! Why would I continue to want someone who just passed me to his friend without asking me? I am not his little whore...or yours. Let me go."
"No...I want something else from you too."
"LET ME GO!" I screamed as loud as I could hoping to make Jose come back.
Suddenly my arms fell down to my sides and I was free only to feel Jack grabbing me. Still blindfolded I swung at him blindly. Jack pushed me back against the cross in the corner of the room facing him then kissed me hard as he buckled my hands overhead. I bit at him but he only pulled away as he kicked my feet apart. I was once again helpless. "Please no, let me go! RED RED RED!"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I am not going to be babying you like Jose did." With that he brought the crop down hard between my legs making me whimper in pain. "COUNT!"
I shook my head at him and screamed out for Jose again but before I could finish the crop came down over my clit again then again harder and harder. Once again my poor body started to respond. It was too much the pain, and the stinging...till I cried out at him. "RED you fucker! Let me go."
"You haven't figured out the new rules yet Ana, no safe words. You want off this cross you will COUNT AND BEG!" With that he slammed the crop down on my clit again as I let out a blood curdling scream of pain.
"FINE, I will count...FIVE!" He grunts at me and continued slapping me over and over till I hit a count of ten and whimpered to him, "please please no more."
He slapped me again, "Louder Ana."
"PLEASE STOP!" I screamed at him and shuddered as my body was being overwhelmed with heat from the blows. "Please..."
Then I heard movement behind me, Jose was here just watching. My eyes stung with tears, was I supposed to welcome this or fight it? How could he watch and listen to me calling for him over and over without saying a word? I heard him hiss at Jack, "Enough."
The music clicked off and I heard footsteps leaving the room but there is still someone here with me. The silence is deafening. "Jose?"
"Just shut up Ana, you do not want to talk to me right now."
"FUCK YOU! Let me loose now." I felt the blindfold come off and had to blink against the bright light. Jose was glaring at me, "I am done, let me go now."
"Fine." I fell forward as the restraints came off against him. For a moment he held my arms and we stared at each other. Confusion colored all my thoughts as his hands ran over my back. My stomach turned as I realized that if he loved me he would never have allowed this. To him I was merely a possession...I gagged in his arms pushing him away.
"NO! Do not touch me."
"Fine have it your way." He left me go and I fell forward to the floor.
"HOW COULD YOU?"
"YOU ARE MINE!"
"NOT TO SHARE!"
"Fine, I am sorry but I assumed you wanted more."
"You assumed what?"
"You want more, I was giving you more."
"That is not more. Too fucking late for words, you gave me to a friend like a piece of property for rent...fuck you."
"You are mine."
"Do you not get it? I am not your property."
"Yes you are. You signed the contract."
Turning to face him I glared at him, "FUCK YOU AND YOUR FUCKING CONTRACT! First of all that contract stated I was yours ALONE! Not to be shared with others and I remember that you and I broke the contract the day I moved in here. We ripped it up. NULL AND INVALID!"
"Then the sharing is invalid. You are my girlfriend."
"WAS! And look up the definition of girlfriend; you really have no clue what it means."
"Fine leave me then. You know you will just run to him."
I stopped talking to Jose and ran out to grab some clothes. As I threw things into a suitcase Jose came into the room with my laptop. He had it open and on my face book acct. I glared at him and reached to take it from him. "Wait did you look?"
"I am not in the mood for your games. Give me the fucking thing." I pulled at it hard just as he let it go. It flew up hitting me straight in the face. With tears in my eyes I tried not to stumble backwards.
"Damn Ana, are you ok?" Jose tried to grab my shoulders but I shrugged him off.
"I am FINE!"
"I didn't mean to hurt you."
Wiping tears from my eyes I glared at him, "oh you didn't mean to give me a black eye but you meant to share me with your friend. Thanks for clearing that up. I am out of here."
"Go run to him but you really should look at what is on your laptop first. You should keep your key for when you come crawling back after he sees the truth about you."
I grabbed my things and stomped out of the room. The laptop was the least of my worries as I jumped into my car. I did not have a clue where I was going. I started to drive only to have to pull over as tears ran down my face and I could not see. Grabbing my cell phone I called Christian. It rang and rang then finally went to his voicemail.
"Chris, I did it. I left him and now I do not know where to go. I am headed your way."
On the way over my mind is a mess of confusing thoughts. Will he hate me if I tell him what really happened?