"I think it is better if I leave. So then we won't have this sexual tension Falkner. I am sorry, but I can't handle it when we sleep together and then end up our separate ways." Said Morty with a rasped voice and his head down. He tried to stand up, only to fall back on his knees as his body was still to weak to stand. Yet it seemed that Morty didn't wanted to listen to his body as he once again tried to stand up and really stood.
Falkner just stood there, totally flabbergasted from what just happened and when Morty finally stood, it was Falkner who pushed him down again. He kept his hand on Morty's shoulder to keep him down.
"Sit down you idiot. You are not even healed. Are you so stupid Morty by hurting yourself more?" Bit Falkner out. He then saw the tears in Morty eyes. He couldn't place them, but he knew it weren't good tears. "Morty it will be fine. I just… Maybe we… Maybe we shou-"
"No, I have to go. If I stay here then I will end up hurting you and hurting myself. I love you with all my heart Falk, but I can't stand that I am hurting you or hurting myself right now." Said Morty with a pained tone in his voice.
"I love you too, really Morty you have no clue. And it would hurt me only more to know that you will be alone there in Ecruteak. No one who takes care of you. You alone in your house. I rather have you here with me and knowing that you are safe, then hoping that the Sages did not kill you. I want you to contact me. I was stupid Mort. Saying that I didn't want to be with you was the stupidest thing I ever did and I regret it. It killed me not knowing how you were doing. I missed the intimate contact between you and me, I miss the presence you and your Pokémon bring.
But most of all, I miss the man were I fell in love with. I miss you Morty. Hell I even miss the fact that I was jealous of Silver for thinking that he wanted to have you for his own and that says a lot." Said Falkner out of breath and he saw Morty looking at him with big eyes. He knew Morty would be surprised, but he really believed that he would lose Morty if he didn't said the things that were bothering him.
"Falkner I…. I don't know what to say…" Said Morty with his mouth slightly open. "I can't do this. I have to stop this before it will get out of the hand. Before it gets to far. I can not hurt you Falkner and I know it will hurt you more when you see me all hurt. I will call you if I'm hurt, well when I am hurt terrible enough to call you. When I can't bandage myself and stuff. So you won't see the wounds, only when necessary and you don't have to be worried. Then everything will be fine and you and I can have both our respectable lives back." Said Morty with a smile and he stood up and this time Falkner did nothing, quite astounded by the things Morty said. It seemed that the Ghost-Pokémon were helping their master as he walked away with their help. Morty almost left when Falkner woke up from his stupor and ran after them. He just couldn´t believe this, Morty was leaving him and believed that he had a solution for this all? What the fuck did just happened? Falkner's mind was still thinking about it, but it seemed that his body already knew what he had to do. He hurried out of the house and followed Morty. Was Morty serious about this? Even when he told him his feeling, something that Falkner rarely did. He saw Morty walking under guidance of his Pokémon. It seemed that the Ghost trainer wasn't strong enough to walk completely on his own.
"Morty wait up!" Shouted Falkner, but Morty just kept walking. He ran to Morty and grabbed his arm and turned him around. He saw tears on Morty face.
"Stop it Falkner. Leave now. It's over! Go away! I don't need you!" He shouted and continued walking. It seemed that Morty's Drifloon got evolved as a Drifblim came and Morty got on him. Under the control of Gengar and Mismagius, Drifblim floated to Ecruteak City, Leaving Falkner alone in the cold with no clue about what just happened.
Falkner walked back to Violet City and thought about the things that just happened. Morty was very curt as if he was angry at Falkner? But he didn't do anything wrong except telling him his feelings. Maybe Morty was angry because he showed them. He was foolish to think that Morty would love him when he would open himself more up...
Many weeks passed and he didn't heard a thing about Morty. So once again he went to Ecruteak to see if Morty was still alive, only to see Morty , in front of the Gym, in a friendly hug with Eusine. His jealousy was sparked and he looked secretly from a distance. He saw Morty smile at Eusine and he grinned when he found out that it was one of those no-I-am-fine smiles. Yeah Falkner categorized Morty's fake smiles. There were the no-I-am-fine smile, the Oh-nothing-happened smile, which was difficult to see if it was real or not as Morty's eyes moved with it. You also got the one that Falkner hate the most the Oh-well-you-know-the-Sages smile and the You-can-make-me-smile-like this. Which is very annoying as Morty tends to use that one on people he 'cares' about and to act if nothing is wrong. Falkner seemed to have a lot of time to categorize the smiles. So far there were 4 kind of fake smiles and 1 real smile. The one that only Falkner saw. The one were Morty's face would lit up and his eyes would get a twinkling and enough about this... Falkner refocused again and saw Eusine once again take a good hold of him, like he was going away or something. Falkner did not know what was going on, but he decided to go and crash this hugging party. He walked to them and he noticed that Morty already saw him and so did Eusine.
"Hello Falkner, how are you doing?" Asked Eusine when Falkner stood in front of him. Falkner looked at Eusine and then at Morty, who looked sadder now Falkner stood in front of him.
"I'm fine, thank you Eusine. My apologize, I need to speak with Morty. Privatly." After that he grabbed Morty's arm and walked inside the Gym. He then closed the door and turned around angry. Morty looked like he had no clue what was going on and Falkner thought that it looked cute on him. He then paced in front of the door. He had no clue what to say. Tell Morty that he didn't agree with the words he spoke weeks ago? Tell him that he was angry that the blond could think that he just could be pushed away like that? Shout at Morty that he was an egoistical, selfish bastard and that maybe Morty didn't need him, but he needed Morty? He had no clue what to say and when Morty spoke, it seemed that the words formed themselves.
"What are you doing here Falkner?" Said Morty on an emotionless and indifferent tone. Falkner just exploded was that all he had to say to him?
"You selfish, arrogant, egoistical, son of a bitch! You could at least start with 'Hey Falkner long time no see, how are you doing?' But nooo, you always went right to the point right. Well okay just because you insist! I am here to speak some sense in you! To tell you exactly what I think of this demeanor of yours!" He took a deep breath and then continued.
"I told you a few weeks ago how I felt and you left just like that! Saying that you don't need me well guess what you bastard, maybe I did need you! Maybe I still need you! You are so selfish! You think only at yourself and you don't give a single fuck about anyone else! Now you will tell me exactly what you feel about me and Arceus be damned if you walk away now, I will hit you." Fumed Falkner while he took deep breath to calm down. He was just so angry.
He looked at Morty who just stood there with one eyebrow up and with a face that didn't showed anything. He felt his eye twitch, a sign that his patience was running thin. Then Morty just grinned and shook his head and walked away. Okay Falkner was done, he grabbed Morty's arm and hit him in the jaw. Both he and Morty looked at each other surprised and he finally saw some emotion in Morty's face.
"You hit me. You actually hit me. I never thought you had it in you. Hahahaha... Never thought you would hit me. You, Falkner from all the people. I deserved it thou. You are right in everything you said." Then the Ghost Leader controlled his face muscles and gone was the emotion and he continued his walk. Falkner tackled him and the two wrestled for dominance. Morty maybe longer, but Falkner was the one who won in the end. He sat on the blond's hips and kept his hands above his head. He started deep into Morty's eyes and then kissed him. Morty stayed impassive, but slowly opened his mouth. He didn't do anything and let the bluenet do whatever he wanted. Falkner moved the blond's hands in his left hand and with his right hand he began to trace a trail slowly towards Morty's sensitive neck. When he came there he heard Morty giving a soft sigh. He stopped the kiss and looked at him. Falkner panted softly and enjoyed the view he had from this position. He looked at Morty's slightly opened mouth and claimed it once again. He tried to let the blond cooperate and in the end the Ghost trainer played with the bluenet's tongue.
They once again stopped and Morty opened his mouth to speak.
Note: Please tell me what you guys want Morty to say! I will send cookies and stuff?