Two weeks. That's all it took. Just like the Nicholas Sparks' book said, two weeks is all it took for me to fall in love. Only for me, it was with a place. Hawaii. This is the place I have been searching for since I took off after graduation five years ago. I'm home now. Nothing will ever make me leave this place. I've never in my life felt so at home somewhere, so content. After being by myself for so long and living a nomadic lifestyle this felt like paradise.
Steve has been so incredibly amazing to me. I haven't seen him much, he's been busy with my brother and the team saving lives and catching bad guys. But when I do see him I get this feeling that I can't even explain. It's like my heart is saying, I found you, you're the one. It has to be crazy to think that, especially after such a short period of time, but I can't help it. I am totally taken over by Steve McGarrett. Danny would never approve, I mean Steve's his partner and so much older than me, but it doesn't matter to me, he is exactly what I need. I just need to figure out how to get him to look at me as a woman instead of just Danny's little sister who's staying at his house.
*Steve's POV*
Jesus. She is so gorgeous. What was I thinking when I told Danno she could stay here. It's torcher being around her and not being able to do anything with her. She's completely invaded my mind. There are times when I should be focused on the case that I just lose myself and find that I'm consumed with thoughts of her. It's wrong, she's Danny's sister and so much younger than me. There is no way in hell she'd be interested in me. I have got to move on.
*Hannah's POV*
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I was just getting ready to walk down to the beach to surf when I heard someone coming into the house. I was slightly confused because its only 2 in the afternoon and Steve doesn't normally get home until much later in the day.
"Steve?"
"Yeah Han, it's me."
"What are you doing home so early?"
I walked out into the kitchen with my bag to see Steve leaning against the counter drinking a beer. God only he could make something so normal look so sexy. The pull I felt towards him is so intense I don't know how I stand it.
"Eh, quiet day. Danno had to go pick up Gracie from school and deal with the ex, so I figured I'd come home. What're you doing?"
"I was about to go down to the beach and practice my surfing, I've been taking lessons. I'm afraid I'm still not very good though lol."
"Surfing? Why don't you give me a couple minutes and I'll come with you. I've been surfing for years so maybe I can help you out."
"Really? That would be awesome."
So this is it. This would be my first occasion to spend time with Steve alone. To say my nerves were jumbling would be an understatement. I mean we would be so close, and he would probably be touching me and...
"Hannah. Earth to Hannah. You okay?"
"Huh? What? Oh, I'm fine, sorry my mind just wandered off. Let's go."
Holy hell Hannah. You HAVE to stop with the dirty thoughts. Jesus just thinking about him like that turns me on. I can't imagine what it would actually feel like having him put his hands on me and run them along my…STOP! Oh man this was a bad idea.
*FFW to after surfing - Steve's POV*
What. The. Hell. Was I thinking?
Agony, that's what this afternoon has been, pure painful agony. As soon as she striped down to her bikini I was enthralled with body. Every single inch was sun kissed bronze and amazingly smooth. And then I had to touch her. God she felt amazing as I was stood behind her on the surf board teaching her. I swear if she wasn't Danny's sister. Jesus the things I'd do to her.
And THEN I had to stay and watch her walk out of the ocean dripping wet. It was like a scene out of a movie. It's enough to drive a guy mad! Danno was right when he said I needed to find a girlfriend. Only I don't think he meant his baby sister, nor do I think being with Hannah would make me less reckless, it'd probably make me even more reckless. What the hell am I gonna do?
"Thanks for the lesson today Steve. I really think that I've improved a lot. Surfing is such a rush, I wish I had come here sooner."
There it was. That smile. That smile made all of the agony of seeing her half naked and touching her smooth skin worth it. You'd have to be a blind man not to want her. That smile though. It's probably one of the most satisfying things I've ever seen.
"So you like it here then?"
"God yes. I love it here. I feel so at home, like this is where I belong."
"Are you gonna stay then, or do you think you'll take off after a while and explore somewhere else?"
Please say yes. Please say yes. Making her want to stay her and keep her here is one of the most important things to me. Not just because I want to be with her but because she makes everyone around her happy. She's become a part of our Five-0 family and I can't imagine how upset everyone would be if she left.
"This is home now. I'm done running away from life. This is where I belong. You know, if it wasn't for you I don't know if that would be true."
I looked over at her when she said that, her blue eyes sparkling as she looked up at me from where she was laid out on her towel. I felt so incredibly drawn in, all I wanted to do was lean in and kiss her, show her what it is that she does to me with just one look, one smile, one single touch.
"Yo Steve! Hannah!"
Fuck. Way to kill a mood.
"Danny! Gracie! What are you guys doing here?"
"Daddy said we could come and see you. Will you come and get ice cream with me Aunti Han?"
"Well duh! Who do you think I've been waiting all day for Gracie! Come on sweetie, let's go over to that ice cream cart and get you a HUGE sundae, just the way you like it. Be right back boys!"
I couldn't help but watch her as she walked away. The way here hips swayed back and forth, the way her bikini clung to her in all the right places. The way -
"You do realize that that's my sister you're staring at right?"
"Huh? What? No um I'm not staring at your sister Danno. Just thinking."
"Bullshit McGarrett. I know what a man looks like when hes checking out a hot girl. I'm okay with it you know, you and Hannah."
"What?"
"I'm not blind Steve. I see the way you look at her, and if I'm not mistaken she looks back at you in exactly the same way. I get it Steve, she's a beautiful and amazing girl. I can't say that I was thrilled with it when I first noticed it but I know you Steve. You'll treat her the way she deserves to be treated. Be good to her and I am completely okay with you making a move on her."
"Shit Danno, I dunno. I mean yeah I feel for her but she's only 23. I'm 34 years old and constantly doing things that bring danger. Don't you think she deserves something better?"
"Why don't you let her decide that Steve. Just go for it, what could it hurt?"
Yeah. What could it hurt?
*Later That Night - Hannah's POV*
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Today was amazing and horrible at the same time. I loved spending time with Steve but its so hard to control my feelings when he's touching me and so close to me. I couldn't help but wonder what happened between Steve and my brother while I was with Gracie getting ice cream. There seemed to be some sort of extra tension in Steve for the rest of the day.
After two hours of laying in bed not being able to sleep I decided to get something to eat. I was so deep in thought as I searched through the fridge I didn't hear anyone come up behind me. So when he grabbed me I screamed louder than I think I ever have.
"Woah! Hannah, calm down it's just me. I thought you knew I was here, I figured when I turned on the hall light you would have noticed I was awake to. "
"Shit. Steve, you shouldn't just go sneaking up on a girl in the middle of the night lol."
As I turned around I realized that Steve still had his hands on my waist and was inches away from me as I pressed my back against the counter. My first reaction was to put my hands on his arms and look up at him. What I saw when I looked at him unnerved me. There was a passion there that I had never seen before.
"Steve?"
"I just gotta try one thing."
And then before I knew it hips lips were pressed against mine. The passion I felt was amazing. I couldn't help but to respond. This is what I had been wanting from Steve for two weeks. Unfortunately for me it was over before it really got going.
"Wow."
"Yeah. Wow. Um, so what does this mean?"
"It means that I really like you Hannah, I want to give this a shot."
"Yeah? You really mean that?"
"I really mean that. Danno already knows how I feel, he figured it out and talked to me today, he said it's okay with him."
I dunno why but when he said that I felt instantly angry. It felt as though this amazing moment we had just had was all because my brother had given Steve the okay. Like if Danny had said that he wasn't okay with it that Steve wouldn't have made a move on me and just ignored his feelings because my brother decided it should be that way. I instantly pushed Steve away from me,a confused look passed over his face when I looked up at him with anger in my eyes.
"Danny said its okay with him? You talked to Danny about this? So what, if Danny had told you he wasn't okay with it and that he wanted you to stay away from me in this way you would have? Would this have even happened if Danny wasn't okay with it? Screw you both. I don't need my big brothers permission to be with someone I care about. I'm not a kid, I'm a big girl. I can make my own god damn decisions!"
"No! Jesus Han. Calm down! You should know that's not what I meant. I care about you. The minute I saw you I knew I wanted to be with you. Yeah, sure I was holding back because you are Danny's little sister. God Hannah, do you know how hard it is to look at you and just want you so bad? Danny's my best friend and partner for Gods sake. I needed time to think about it and then Danny brought it up today. It just helped push things along. This would have happened eventually. You and I both know that."
"Screw you Steve. Danny's little sister? I should have known. God this was a mistake. I'm going to bed, don't even think about following me. I don't want to talk to you anymore."
Tears started pouring out as I pushed my way past him. I couldn't stand to look at him again. I had to get out of here. I couldn't stay with him when I felt like this. I just needed to get away for a couple days. I knew who I had to call.
*Ring*RING*ring*RING*
"Hello?"
"Kono? I need a place to stay."
How the hell did things go so wrong?
to be continued...
