Sorry this is a day late. Homework is catching up on me and give me a break but here it is!

Well I'm on the fence, I'm undecided
So very tense still a little upset
But I don't wanna make an angry decision
And regret it later so I haven't decided yet
But I could never ever feel like this
When the words "I love you" leave my lips
I mean it when I say I just hate how difficult you make it

Why is it so hard? So hard? So hard to love you
So hard to stay, hey
Why is it so hard? So hard to love you
But this is the one time I don't care about the easy way, no

Cause it may seem irrational to me,
I'm still around though I can't believe one word that you say
No it don't make no sense, I'm always crying
But I'd cry oceans if you ever went away
But I could never ever feel like this
When the words "I love you" leave my lips
I mean it when I say I just hate how difficult you make it

Why is this so hard? So hard? So hard to love you
So hard to stay, hey
Why is it so hard? So hard to love you
But this is the one time I don't care about the easy way, no
Why is it so hard? Oh I can walk out that door
And never come around anymore
But that wouldn't make no sense to me
See I love you baby, and through the thick and thin
This is where I'm supposed to be, supposed to be

Hey, why is it so hard? So hard? So hard to love you
So hard to stay, hey
Why is it so hard? So hard to love you
But this is the one time I don't care about the easy way, no
Why is it so hard? So hard? So hard to love you
So hard to stay, hey
Why is it so hard? So hard to love you
But this is the one time I don't care about the easy way, hey,
Why is it so hard?

Chapter Six

Worry

I was quite shaken up after my meeting with the 'bitch' as I have labeled her. Which basically was the cause of my loss of focus which caused me to miss my seat when I came into Biology. I ended up landing on the floor but thankfully no one had arrived for class yet.

After I sat down I waited nervously for Edward to come charging in screaming at me for messing with his girlfriend. Although he never came. Each time someone walked into the class room my heart skipped a beat in nervousness but he never walked in. Which only caused my tense body to become even more rigid. That was not good. Not at all.

My foot kept repeatedly tapping on the floor as my fingers drummed loudly on the table. I was terrified. I could imagine those coal black eyes glaring at m-

"Ms Swan! Would you please be quiet?" The teacher demanded with frustration clearly colouring his voice.

I simply nodded and drummed my fingers silently only this time just the finger tips and not the nails. I froze my foot and let it drop to the floor with a silent thud.

Five minutes...

What if I bump into Edward?

Four minutes...

Will he hate me?

Three minutes...

Will his siblings ditch me?

Two minutes...

Will I be hated?

One minute...

Oh I'm screwed! All because of-

"Class dismissed!" Mr Banner announced with relief clear in his voice.

I sat immobile in my seat for a moment as a bead of sweat gathered on my forehead.

Maybe I could ditch gym?

As soon as I got up, my knees turned to jelly and I began to feel incredibly dizzy.

"Ms Swan? Are you oka..." The teacher began to say but suddenly he turned all blurry and his voice began to fade silently.

Don't go! I don't want to be alone! I wanted to scream.

My body felt like mush and I faintly remember a voice call out "Bella?!" before I was engulfed into darkness.

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"What happened?"

"She passed out"

"Wait! Why?"

"It was due to stress"

"When will she be waking up?"

"In a couple of minutes or sooner"

A man grunted in annoyance as a chair screeched across the floor.

I felt a cold hand stroke my cheek in comfort which caused me to lay my cheek fully on it because the coolness was relaxing.

"This is your fault!"

"No sir...let me ex-"

"Don't. Even. Try. Leave my daughter alone!"

That must be Charlie but I wondered who the other was.

"Mr Swan please calm down. My son has done nothing wrong"

I tried desperately to open my eyes but it felt as if they were glued shut. I moaned in frustration and managed to grab the cold hand.

"Go back to sleep Bella..."

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EPOV

"What happened?" I heard Charlie ask just as I walked into Bellas room. No one had noticed me yet so I stood at the frame of the door, leaning my arm on the side.

"She passed out" Carlisle replied casually.

"Wait! Why?" Charlies voice rose, worry filling his voice.

"It was due to stress" Carlisle pursed his lips after he spoke. We all knew whose fault it was. Tanya. Well that's who we suspect but she claims innocence.

"When will she be waking up?" I asked, deciding to make my presence known. Charlie turned his head towards me and silently glared at me.

"In a couple of minutes or sooner" Carlisle replied without an ounce of worry.

Charlie grunted and pulled Bellas desk chair out and sat on it.

I looked at Bella to see she looked confused and annoyed. Swiftly, I walked fully in the room and sat on her bed before I stroked my hand over her cheek. She shouldn't be able to tell the body temperature difference because of the heat of her skin. She smiled slightly and place her cheek fully on my hand.

"This is your fault!" Charlie yelled at me, his nose wrinkling in anger.

"No sir...let me ex-" I began but he cut me off too soon.

"Don't. Even. Try. Leave my daughter alone!" He said each word individually and clenched his fists as if to make his point clear.

I shook my head and sighed in frustration.

"Mr Swan please calm down. My son has done nothing wrong" Carlisle stated quietly.

All of a sudden I felt Bellas eyelashes flutter as she tightened her eyes and frowned. She quickly grabbed my hand and tightened her grip so I couldn't go.

"Go back to sleep Bella..." I murmured quietly contemplating whether I should kiss her forehead or not. Then I remembered she wasn't Tanya and we barely knew each other.