I can't
Seem to get a hold of this
This mess
Seems to be taking
Its grasp on every
Everything that we once worked for
And I can't bear to watch
Everything just fall around me,

And I've been struggling for so long
So long
And I've been
Looking for away
To make everything fall into place

And when the red glazes over my eyes
There's nothing anyone can say or do
Just you try and stop me
Try and stop what I've have become how I wish there was a way.

And I've been struggling for so long
So long
And I've been
Looking for away
To make everything fall into place

Everything just fall into place
Every word I ever said
Is making sense again
When the red glazes over my eyes
There's nothing anyone can say or
Say or do

And still today I cannot tell
The dream's from nightmares anymore
And still today I cannot tell
The dream's from nightmares anymore
And still today cannot tell
The dream's from nightmares anymore

If you reject the ones you love,
You'll find yourself cold and broken again
If you reject the ones you love,
You'll find yourself cold and broken again
If you reject the ones you love,
You'll find yourself cold and broken again
If you reject the ones you love,
You'll find yourself cold and broken again
Stay Young Forever

You've done this to yourself or so, so it seems
You left behind everything
All your friends and all your family
Does it not feel slightly daunting
How you still sleep at night
When you must be able to hear them fight
It's all about you
All about you
All about the way you choose to live

You still put smoke in your lungs, despite not giving enough
You still put smoke in your lungs, despite not giving enough

How did it come to this

Is there any point to this, are you even listening to us

You still left everyone you loved
Crushed, broken, snapped straight in half
You still left everyone you loved
Crushed, broken, snapped straight in half

You made your choice now turn and get out
You made your choice now turn and get out

How do you sleep at night
It's all about you, it's all about you
How do you sleep at night
It's all about you, it's all about you

You still put smoke in your lungs, despite not giving enough
You still put smoke in your lungs, despite not giving enough

You left every one you loved
Crushed
Broken
Snapped straight in half

Chapter Seven

Repeat

I brought my head forward for a moment but it felt really heavy so I dropped it back while hitting my head on the headboard in the process.

"Ouch" I moaned out in pain.

I cold hand swiped my forehead, "Are you okay?" A muffled voice asked.

"Yeah.." I murmured while trying to open my eyes.

Suddenly, a door bust open and crashed into the wall which caused my eyes to fling open.

Edward was looking down at me frantically before his eyes returnred to the door. I wish I hadn't looked at who was there. Tanya. Her eyes looked so furious, I just wanted to cower in a corner.

"Edward. Lets go. Now" She demanded through clenched teeth.

"No" He replied firmly, "Bellas still in hospital"

"What? Who cares about her?" She seethed, apparently seeming to forget that I was in this room.

"I care" Edward growled back.

"Fine" She glared at me once more before stomping out of the room.

Edwards eyes turned to me, and all of a sudden they turned soft. "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine" I croaked out, only now did I realize how dry my throat was.

"Water?" He asked.

"Please"

I watched Edward closely as he went across the room to get the jug of water and a plastic cup. He looked as if he was debating with himself whether he should ask me something or not.

"Spit it out Edward" I rolled my eyes.

"How did it happen? I mean why? Who?..." He began to ramble on as he poured the water into the cup, before I cut him off.

"I fainted because..." I trailed off not wanting to say.

"Because...?" He prompted while waving his free hand around.

"Because I thought you'd hate me for screaming at your girlfriend" I mumbled so quietly I didn't think he heard. But he did.

"Oh Bella I couldn't be angry at you" He said as he handed my water. I gulped it down within mere seconds which earner a chuckle from him.

"Thanks" I smiled gratefully at him.

Something unusual caught my eye then. Edwards eyes...they were golden. I was sure yesterday they were more of a coal black.

"Edward" I paused, as he looked at me expectantly, "Do you wear contacts?"

His eyes widened before he squeezed them shut and reopened them, "Y-no its from the- You know I should go, Tanya will be angry with me"

He gave me one last look before he power walked out of the room.

Well that was...interesting...

The door opened again and a woman came in quietly. "Ready for your medication?" She asked with a smile.

"N-" I began to protest but she already pressed the button. I felt a heavy waft of medicine go into my body and the last thing I noticed was her red hair cover half of her crimson eyes that shone with mischief.

an: sorry its short, I've been so busy...