Sasuke had always hated people taking care of him; he wanted to do everything on his own. But for now he let Jugo help him, if it made the guy feel better then he didn't care. Suigestu pretended he care about Sasuke and call him an annoying brat, but at night Sasuke could hear him come in and watch him sleep.
Sasuke woke up suddenly the worst nightmare he had had in a while, he was with Itachi and their father was there and he was torturing them. He felt tears run down his face shaking badly. He had to get out of there. Sasuke pulled the blanket off sliding off the bed and quietly made his way through the halls of the small apartment. He found the front door with little trouble and ran his hands over it looking for the lock; he found it and unlatched it opening the door quietly shutting it behind him.
Once he was outside Sasuke rushed away from the building with no idea where he was going. He could hear cars in the background and the noise of the city. Sasuke didn't care if he was running into people he just wanted to get out of there. He tripped and fell off the curb into the street; he felt the bumper of a car slam into his back making him fall forward. The car stopped and he heard the owner get out and ask him if he was okay. His throat felt dry and he couldn't get any words out. People must have been gathering because he heard someone ask if they should call 911. Sasuke got up pushing his way out of the crowd running away as fast as he could. Once he was far enough away he sat down in an alley leaning against the wall. It was so cold and Sasuke couldn't stop shaking.
He jumped when he felt someone grab him. "Let me go!" Sasuke was too weak to fight anyone off. He felt himself being lifted up and taken deeper in the alley. Sasuke cried out in pain as he was dropped on the ground. "Look what I found just looking for trouble aren't you kid?" "No, I'm' sorry. I'll leave." Sasuke attempted to get up but someone's shoe smashed on his hand. "I haven't had a good fuck in a while you will have to do kid." This made Sasuke panic. He struggled widely as someone else grabbed his shoulders holding him down. "No! Stop!" Sasuke struggled harder he felt someone rip off his jacket and shirt, tearing the thin fabric. His pants were ripped off next, Sasuke was so terrified, and tears were already soaking his face. Someone was holding his legs apart and someone else was holding his chest and arms down.
The supposed leader of their group was telling them they would get a turn after him. Sasuke tried to move but everything was hurting; his back was starting to hurt from getting hit by the car earlier. The leader was so rough with him he was bleeding within minutes. His screams went unheard by anyone. No one cared about him. By the time they were done with him the sun was coming up, Sasuke looked like hell. The boy was covered in blood and bruises and marks from his rapists.
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Itachi walked through the doors of the office sitting down at his desk. He sipped at his coffee while turning on his computer. "Hey Itachi." "Hey." The man muttered to his partner. "You get all the reports done?" "Yes Kakashi." Itachi sighed. "Are you okay? "Does it even matter?" "If you weren't feeling up for work you could have called in sick." Kakashi was obviously concerned for his younger partner. "I had a dream about Sasuke again." Kakashi sighed leaning on Itachi's desk. "What was it about this time?" "I don't know. He was asking me to help him and I was just standing there. I couldn't do anything." Kakashi heard Itachi's voice break at the last word. "Oh god, I'm so useless!"
"Look why don't we do something else to keep your mind off it." Kakashi suggested. "I just cant." Itachi had his face in his hands, Kakashi knew he was crying. The older man gently started rubbing the Uchiha's back, trying to calm him down. "I want to go home." Itachi whispered. "Shh, I'll take you home alright."
Kakashi helped him to his feet walking out of the building and to Kakashi's car. Itachi got in the passenger side, he looked miserable and probably felt worse. By the time the two had arrived back at Itachi's apartment the younger man had fallen asleep. Kakashi didn't want to wake him but he couldn't carry him all the way upstairs. He gently shook his shoulder causing Itachi to moan softly his dark eyes opening.
"We're back at your place, lets go upstairs." Itachi just nodded. He stood up walking closely to Kakashi sometimes leaning on him. When they entered the apartment Itachi collapsed on the couch not caring at all. Kakashi sighed kicking off his shoes, he was used to being in Itachi's apartment. Sometimes he spent all day here. He picked up the younger man with ease and carried him into his bedroom. He pulled off his coat and shoes. But Itachi would probably be uncomfortable sleeping in his jeans.
Kakashi actually felt a bit nervous he never done this before. He slid off Itachi's jeans and threw them aside; he couldn't help but look at the soft pale legs of his partner. He wanted to touch him so badly but he knew that was out of the question. Kakashi then worked off the long sleeved t-shirt he was wearing. He sighed, the old scars still showed; Itachi had grown out of being terrified of everything. He pretty much showed no signs he was ever abused.
After getting some fresh clothes out of the dresser he dressed his partner quickly, not wanting to be tempted. Then he covered him with a soft blue blanket that had been laying on the bed. Kakashi looked around the room; he wondered what Itachi did in his spare time. He had known the guy ten years and yet he barley knew anything personal about him. Kakashi stood up and walked over to Itachi's desk there were a few picture frames of Itachi much younger and another boy which was Sasuke. There was a woman in the background that was probably his mother. Then there was a picture of just Sasuke and Itachi; the two were sitting on a couch in a living room, maybe Itachi's house as a child. Sasuke was smiling, his eyes shining. Itachi just looked happy that he was with his little brother. On the other side of the desk there was a picture of Kakashi and Itachi. They were at one of the company parties.
Kakashi walked into the bathroom, he splashed some water in his face. He looked at himself in the mirror. Itachi wasn't the only one looking bad, Kakashi looked exhausted as well. He opened the cabinet, just curious. There was nothing unusual until he noticed a bottle of pills. Kakashi picked them up looking at them. They were some sort of anti-depressants. That was strange Itachi never told him he was on any kind of medication.
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Sasuke lay curled up on the side of the alley he only managed to get part of his torn shirt back on. He was shivering violently. Where was he supposed to get clothes? He could go back to Suigestu apartment, but they probably hate him for leaving like that. Another gust of icy wind blew into his face making him hold himself tighter. There was blood all over his legs that had dried, some still wet and it felt disgusting.
He pulled himself up holding the wall for support but this was not enough; Sasukes legs trembled underneath him the pain was agonizing. He fell forward catching himself with his hands; Sasuke pulled his jacket around him like a blanket trying to keep warm. He felt something wet hit him on the head then again. It was rain. "Damn it!" Sasuke growled, hitting the side of the building. Which only made his hand hurt. Within a few minutes the downpour bad started, the sound of the thunder made Sasuke jump.
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Kakashi looked out the window the rain had started out of nowhere. "This is going to be a bad storm." He muttered to himself. Kakashi glanced over to the hallway when the bedroom door open. Itachi came out he looked exhausted. "You should rest Itachi, I'll bring you anything if you need it." The older Uchiha sat down on the couch and leaned back resting his head on the pillow.
Kakashi took a seat beside him. "You have another dream?" Itachi just nodded. Then he spoke. "I just can't take it anymore Kakashi." His voice was raspy, it sounded like he had been crying. He leaned into Kakashi's chest more tears soaking his shirt. "Shh, one of these days they'll go away." Kakashi spoke softly as he rubbed his back. "No they wont!" Itachi pulled away looking so angry Kakashi swore his eyes looked red. His expression softened again and he collapsed back onto Kakashi still crying.
Kakashi lifted Itachi into his arms carrying him back to his bedroom. The guy was really overtired. Once he laid him down on the bed and covered him with his blanket. Before he could move his arm Itachi grabbed it. "Please don't leave." He whispered hoarsely. "Alright, I'll stay." Kakashi sat down on the edge of the bed watching Itachi struggle to fall asleep. The thunder from outside sounded again making Kakashi look up; he could see the pouring rain hitting the window and running down.
"Sasuke used to hate thunderstorms." Itachi whispered quietly. "I don't like them that much myself either." Kakashi replied. "I think they're kind of relaxing to listen to." Itachi sighed closing his eyes looking peaceful. "Hey Itachi?" "Hmm?" "Why do you have anti-depressants in your bathroom?" Itachi's eyes opened again. "Why were you in my bathroom?" "I was just looking around. How come you never told me?" "Well it's none of your business so I didn't think it was all that necessary." "Well we are partners so I think it's pretty necessary, I don't hide things from you." "I wasn't hiding anything Kakashi! You just never asked!" The younger man sounded furious.
"Sorry, I was just worried…I worry about you. You know." Itachi's expression softened. Kakashi sighed and lay down next to the Uchiha putting his hands behind his head. "I shouldn't treat you like this. You're the only one who has ever stuck with me this long." "That's not true, I understand you're just upset." Itachi gave him a small smile. "Your just so kind to me. Everyone else in my life has been horrible." "Well I'm different then them." Kakashi said leaning in closer to the younger man. "Oh, really." Itachi smirked at him; Kakashi was trying to cheer him up. Now he remembered why they were such good friends.
Kakashi pressed his lips against his completely shocking Itachi, but he didn't pull away. He had never kissed anyone before and it felt good. Kakashi broke away. "I'm so sorry!" He apologized franticly. "No, it's fine. Calm down." Itachi kissed him back making Kakashi very surprised, he had never thought Itachi would return his feelings. Kakashi quickly dominated the smaller man under him; pulling his shirt up running his hands down his chest. He pulled at the waistband of Itachi's sweatpants, making Itachi moan at the friction of the fabric rubbing against him. Once he removed all Itachi clothes, Kakashi removed his own then embraced his newly found lover.
"Hurry up Kakashi!" "You sure are impatient." Kakashi gently held Itachi's length in his hand teasing him, watching the fluids spurt out. He then ran his hand underneath; the older mans finger poking at his entrance. "Are you a virgin?" Itachi blushed and nodded lightly, obviously embarrassed. "You have any lube?" Itachi nodded his head no; he was in too much ecstasy. But he was taken by surprise when he felt something wet down there. Kakashi was pushing his tongue into his entrance. Itachi moaned in bliss, everything felt so good. After a few minutes Kakashi started pushing himself in slowly so not to hurt Itachi. "This might hurt a little, but I promise it gets better." Itachi just nodded his body felt tense. Once he was in he slowly started to move; Itachi was in complete ecstasy. Kakashi started moving faster loving Itachi's moans of pleasure until he came into him. Itachi came soon after him he looked completely worn out after this. Itachi curled up into Kakashi's chest as the two fell asleep together.
Chapter 5 completed 3/17/12
I have been having a pretty hard time finding motivation to write but I still managed to get this done. This chapter was mainly focused on Kakashi's and Itachi's relationship. I have never wrote them as a pairing so it felt a bit weird. As you can see Sasukes not doing to good but I hope things will change for him. That's all I have for now and please review or I will be sad…
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