Vanitas' POV

When I wake up her face is still fresh in my mind. Beautiful blue eyes, hair soft like silk and a smile that could light up the darkest of nights. She was so unimaginably perfect. It's like nothing could go wrong when I'm with her. She makes me feel different. A good type of different. Whenever I think of her there are no Unversed but soon after her positivity rubs off on me Ventus, Terra or Aqua would defeat another Unversed which replaces my thoughts of Naminé with the anger and pain. Maybe if Naminé knew what I really was then she would never kiss me again. But without Naminé I could never have the feeling of positivity which results in more pain and negativity.

No. I was not going to let the negativity win this time. I need Naminé she's too perfect to let go. No one, not Ventus, not Aqua or Terra, not Master Xehanort, not ANYONE was going to restrict me from happiness. I used to think that to be whole I had to connect with Ventus but when Naminé's lips are against mine I feel whole. I needed that feeling forever so I need Naminé. I have to find her, right now.

I open up a dark portal while whispering "Take me to where she is" I stroll through to find myself disappointed at my setting. The place was dull and gloomy with Jack-o-lanterns scattered around everywhere. It was sinister enough for me, maybe a little tacky, but I fit in pretty well. "Are you here Naminé?" I shout not expecting an answer. I sigh deciding on exploring the place just in case. This place seems pretty empty so I guess Naminé isn't here.

I open up another portal "Please just take me to her" I say as I walk through again. I am greeted by fields of green, I've been here before. No way could Naminé be here it was the Land of Departure. I've pretty much studied this place inside out and there was no-one apart from Master Eraqus, Ventus, Terra and Aqua. But for some reason I can feel her here. Like she's here but not here. Maybe I just need some sleep. I walk over the edge of building and rest my head against the wall and shut my eyelids with the picture of her still fresh in my mind from last night.

She's still as she was yesterday. Curled up in a ball, her beautiful golden locks hidden behind the pure white hood of her coat. I kneel down next to her and wrap my arms around her. She's so small and cute. I can feel her whimpering into her arms and it's my entire fault. I should've shut my mouth before I got myself into an even deeper hole. She may carry on crying like this forever. I can't live with that. I've done so much wrong in my life and now I've ruined something special.

"Naminé" I say softly "I'm such an idiot. You're the most beautiful girl ever and I'm sorrier than you'll ever imagine. I know I'm a terrible person and I've put so many people down before but you're the only person I've ever felt bad about doing this to and I know you'll probably never talk to me again and want me to go away I just want you to know that I think you're the most amazing girl ever" I say my voice rambling on

"Aw Vanitas" she says turning away from her ball and hugging me tight. She buries her sweet face in my chest and I place my head on top of her, squeezing her tiny body. "I forgive you" She slowly moves her head up and lightly pressed her lips against mine. Her hands move and rest on my chest as she slowly moves her mouth in coordination with mine.

The kiss made me feel ecstatic; I could almost feel the electricity running through me. Her lips tasted sweet like candy but also natural and simple like water. The thing is whenever I'm kissing her I feel more alive than ever. No more than alive, I feel human.

She pulls away quickly, like she's afraid to carry on.

"Naminé?"

"It's just…" she stops "N…never mind"

"What's wrong Naminé?" I say looking at her small yet precious face. Her blue hues as bright as ever and they were looking directly into mine. She seemed to be studying them so closely.

"I've never seen eyes like yours" she says as she turns her head away so she's not looking deep into them anymore. Her response was so quick as if she was trying to change the subject. "They're so beautiful" she turns her head back and starts to stroke my face lightly then she quickly returns her hand to my chest. "S…sorry I just got distracted"

"It okay" I say giving her a small smile "Let's not kiss; I don't want to scare you off. Let's just cuddle, I never get to cuddle"

She nods her head and moves her arms around me squeezing me so lightly. I decided to wrap my arms around her so tightly hoping that I could never let her go. She slowly tightens her grip around me as she gets more comfortable. She's so small and precious and perfect I wish I'd been with her this whole time. I wish I could find her and hug her for real, I imagine it being ten times more perfect than this which is already perfect in so many ways.

I love how small she is. I love her golden locks and her bright blue eyes. I love the way I can feel her heart beating against my chest. Wait her heart? She said she didn't have one.

"Naminé" I mutter, she tries to nod her head while still hugging "I can feel your heart beat" She softened the hug but didn't let go. She unburied her head to look me in the eye.

"Maybe I'm a broken Nobody"

"No, this just makes you more perfect" I say giving her a light kiss on the head. She hugs me tighter for what seems like hours. Neither of us talked so the only thing that's heard is the eerie silence.

AN:

So the end of that chapter is lightly based on the song 'Can You Feel My Heart' by Bring Me The Horizon. I was just listening to it and I thought I sort of fitted. Just saying like yeah it's a pretty good song.