Kill the Lights

Namine lay there in her bed. Tossing and turning, not able to get to sleep. Roxas had reawakened too many old memories. She wanted to punch him in the face. How dare he kiss her again! And he had a girlfriend! It wasn't so much a kiss kiss. Just a friend kiss. If there was such a thing. She sighed and checked the digital alarm clock. 5:57. She could get up now. She wasn't tired. Just extremely bored. And slightly hungry. She hopped out of her bed, felt light headed for a moment, and skipped over to her dresser. She felt eerily cheery for some reason. She didn't quite feel like getting dressed, so she just closed the top drawer again. She calmly and quietly walked into the main room, and from there to the kitchen. She was starting to feel tired, so all she did was grab a muffin*. She sat on the blue couch in the middle of the main room and started picking at her muffin. It tasted funny. She grimaced and threw it in the direction of the trash can. She closed her eyes tight until she heard the thud. "Two points." she joked to herself. She suddenly felt sick.

After an hour of being huddled over the toilet bowl, she had had enough. She obviously wasn't puking, or anything like it. So she slowly got up onto her knees and then her feet. What is wrong with me? she silently asked herself. She stumbled into the main room again. She peered up at the big clock on the wall. The numbers where swirling around and she couldn't tell where they were supposed to be. So she settled for trudging into her room to collapse on the bed. Before the black started, she glanced at the clock. 7:12.

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Roxas felt terrible that whole night. I have to end it with K. hadn't I just told myself I loved Nami a few weeks ago? It couldn't end that quickly. Love was a powerful thing. It couldn't end in a few weeks. But, I think, K might love me. And I…I don't know what's going on anymore.

He reached for the phone to call Namine. She probably hated him now. Right now he wanted to be with her, for her to be silently resting in his arms, to kiss her forehead. But no, that would never happen again. Not the way he showed up at her school, for god's sake! He should've had K come to him. He just remembered something. He had mentioned Sora. Wasn't he… no… He shook his head and slammed on the gas pedal.