A/N: I am Incredibly sorry for the late update but honestly we both have had no time! well anyways... happy "late" merry christmas. and happy new year! may all your wishes come true. now to grant mine, please review! or else...

Disclamer: Fanfiction + Me = Not Stephenie Meyers

-Bella's Pov-

As she led me to the couch, I thought of many ways to get out of telling her anything, everything. Most of them resulted in giving away my secret whether it was by force or willingly. But one thing was for sure; I was not going to start the conversation of revelations. So, out of protest, stubbornness, and a hint of confusion. I sat there with my mouth pressed closed until she spoke first.

"Bella, I know this is hard on you, but I need you to tell me everything please for your sake, and for mine, I need to understand." She explained calmly and quietly, although I could hear a little bit of frustration leaking out in her tone. I felt like the police were interrogating me. All that was needed was handcuffs and a bright spotlight focused on the accused, me.

"Alice, in the first place, you'd probably think I was crazy. Secondly, if you really want to know, do you have to ask? I mean, you can see the future, meaning you already found out, right? Why do I have to say it?" I inquired

"Honestly?" she asked and I nodded, "I have no other way to explain this, but I can't see your future, something happened=2 0creating some kind of loop. My visions are not working. I have to know what caused it. And it has happened with in the past twenty-four hours so please, please, explain. She reasoned.

With this strange confession lingering in the air, an awkward silence came, one that could be broken only by my story of this strange day, so with a deep breath I started.

I told her about me jumping of the cliff, then about how I found out that I have a few powers. Some that she has already seen and I think possibly some more.

"What do you mean, more powers?" she asked with a raised eyebrow.

"When I jumped off the cliff, I think, maybe, I made the water calmer, and when I was going to hit the rock wall and die, I think it was my fault the blue smoke surrounded me and saved my life."

"But you didn't have these gifts when I met you, I could read your future then."

"I don't know what happened, I don't think I ever will."

"What's the deal with the blanket? I don't remember getting it for you." She asked changing the subject.

"Well that's another discovery I made, see before you came Charlie told me about how I was adopted. Well not really, more like found."

"What do you mean found? I am so confused." The look on her face was so priceless. It was so amusing that I just wanted to bottle it up and keep it forever, maybe take a few snapshots of it, but now was not the time for laughs, or cheer. Clearly Alice has never been this dumbfounded, not during the time that she remembered everything. I told her then, about how Renee couldn't carry children, and because she was so depressed that Charlie took her on a walk, and that's where they stumbled across a meadow. How Charlie called it his 'heaven on earth'.

"Oh My God, could It be your meadow, the one where Edwa—"

"No Alice!" I interrupted immediately, "Its probably just a coincidence." I continued on telling about how I was found, wrapped in a rich dark blue blanket. I held up my hand because I could sense that Alice was going to interrupt me to point out that that was somebody's favorite color on me. And continued with the name on it, what we could only assume was my birth name Isadora Macaria Neonato, and concluding the story with how they took me as their own and changed my name to Isabella Marie, so that questions were not raised.

"Bella, I am so sorry. I didn't realize that when we left, we left such a big mess." She apologized.

"Yeah! Why did you leave, you didn't even say goodbye, not any of you, only Edward, do you know how much that hurt me?" with Edwards name said aloud I wrapped my arm around my shoulders, shielding my heart and I bent forward and cried, sobbed into my lap.

"Bella what's wrong, what did he say when he left you?"

"Oh don't play dumb. You of all people should know."

"No, honey, I don't, he left after telling you and I never saw it because I was paying attention somewhere else. He told me to be checking for the Volturi, and Victoria. It's hard to place visions on hold at a time." Seeing that here explanation meant nothing to me, she tried a different route. "I told him he was stupid to leave you here, don't you realize Bella, that Edward left to protect you, what ever he said to make himself leave was a lie."

"No, he wasn't lying. I could see it in his eyes. He looked at me like he wanted nothing to do with me, ever. Like I was just a toy to him, and you know what, that is what he said. When he told me that he didn't — no, that he never loved me. He wasn't lying!"

"He told you WHAT?!" Alice yelled "Oh that…" she started yelling a string of profanities fifty feet long and never the same thing in the same language, she probably went off into at least nine different languages before she stopped pacing and turned to me. "Lets go." She said swinging me by the arm and over her back.

"Alice, where are we going?" I yelled as she started sprinting out of my house, leaving nothing but a note to Charlie telling him I went with Alice. "Alice, where are we going?" I repeated, trying to stay firm, but nervousness seeping into it. Please, God, please don't let her take me where I am thinking. I thought.

"We are going to find the rest of my family, our family." She said simply. I'm doomed.

To quote one of my favorite authors "Hit Or Miss"

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