Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight.............I do however own the characters Meagan and Louis. Who are me and this guy I had a really big crush on in high school...........You guys no the drill from me last story. If I did own Twilight I would be with Robert Pattinson right now and not writing....................Cause why???? I love him!!!!

Ok now that's out of the way on with the story.

BPOV

I woke up with the worst hangover known to man. Then it got worse when the events from last night came flooding back to me. Ugh, I will definitely have to talk to Louis today. But maybe after breakfast, a bottle of asprin, and a nice hot shower. I looked over and noticed Edward on the couch next to me. That's weird, I would've thought he would've gone to sleep in the room with Meagan. I wonder if they had a fight that I didn't know about. You for this guys best friend I sure do miss a lot.

I couldn't here anything so I guess no one was up. I'm the only person in our group that can stay up til 3am drinking and still wake up at 9am. Not that I liked it. Maybe if I slept more I wouldn't wake up with such a bad hangover. I guess I can't do anything about it now though. It's not like I'll be able to back to sleep. So I got and had breakfast. Then I took 2 asprin, and jumped in the shower. When I got out everyone was still asleep. I decided that it might help if made Louis breakfast. Just to soften him up a bit before we talked. So I got work.

I made eggs, bacon, sausage, and waffles. I made enough for everyone to have seconds. Then I brought a plate into Louis. He was up when I walked in.

"Hey baby. I brought you breakfast." I said trying to look as happy as possible for him. Hopefully this will work. I really don't feel up to discussing things right now. No such luck. He looked up at me and he had the most painful expression on his. I almost wanted to cry.

"We need to talk." He said sitting up in his bed. Uh oh, nothing good ever comes after we need to talk. These were the same words that Edward said to me the day he broke up with me. I still rememeber that day like it just happened. I had just gotten home from going to get my learner's permit. It was January 29th. I came home to 3 messages on my answering machine. I had my own phone line at my dads. The first one was his normal message that he left everyday. The other to were a little more irritated and consisted of him asking me if I was like never home.

I called him as soon as I was done listening to them. Thats when he told me he couldn't do a long distance relationship. As I thought about this the whole in my chest ripped itself open and I started to have a panick attack. I covered it up quickly. I couldn't let Louis see it. Luckily while I was stuck in my daydream he had gotten up and gone into the bathroom to change. When he walked out I had composed myself. I knew if he saw me I would have to tell him. I wouldn't be able to lie to him because I suck at lieing and he would definitely know. I can't believe after all these years it still hurts me when I think about it. I know I'm still in love with Edward and I've tried my best to move. But honestly I don't think I'll ever be over him. I looked up as Louis sat down on the bed.

"Baby I can't do this anymore. I heard you talking to Edward last night. I know you're not in love with me and if you're not in love with me after a year. I don't know if you ever will be." He said. The same pained expression on his face.

"I know. You're right and I'm sorry I really tried, but I just can't give you all of me like you want me to." I said tear forming in my eyes.

"It's ok. We will always be friends and I'm here if you need me." He said giving me a hug while I cried.

"Well I guess I better head home. I need to figure things out." I said as I gathered up my things. I said goodbye to everyone and hoped in my best up old truck and headed home.

When I got home my mom was up and she was sitting on the couch drinking a cup of coffee and smoking a cigarette. She saw my face and instantly knew soemthing was wrong. I went and laid my head in her lap and cried. She ran her fingers through my hair like she always used to when I was little. She knew I didn't really want to talk and she didn't press for information.

I made decision to go visit my dad on the quileute reservation. He lives in Forks while me, my mom, and my brother live in Port Angeles. But his best friend Billy Black lives on the reservation and I new on a sunday when he didn't have to work thats where he would be. So I hoped back in my truck and headed over. I took me an hour to get there. I pulled up to the Blacks house and got out. I walked up to the door but before I could knock the door opened revealing Billy.

"Hey Bells. Here to see Charlie?" He asked.

"Yeah I figured he would be here." I said smiling at him. I walked into the house and suddenly felt home. Billy and my dad have been friends since before I was born. I usually refered to him as my uncle. Charlie walked up and gave me a hug.

"Hey kiddo what brings you here?" He asked.

"I just wanted to stop by and see you." I said. Trying to sound as casual as possible.

"Well Billy and I were just getting ready to fishing with Harry." He said looking down. I guess he felt bad for wanting to go when he didn't see me that much as it is.

"Thats fine. Is Jake home?" I asked. Jacob is Billy's son. We don't really hangout that much. He is a couple of years younger than me. But at this point I'll hangout with anyone. Plus is really good at helping my cheer up.

"Yea he is sleeping. I'll go wake him up." Billy said.

"Naw it's cool Billy I got it." I said walking to Jake's room.

I hadn't seen him in a long time atleast a year and a half. But he looked the same just bigger. I sat down on his bed and shock him.

"Jake get you're lazy ass up." I screamed. Nothing he just rolled over and started snoring. It was always had to wake him up.

"JAKE" I screamed while jumping on him. Bad idea, he rolled over startled and I rolled right off the bed.

"What?" He said still half asleep. Then he looked down and saw me on the floor. Realization crossed his face. "Oh shit sorry Bells." He scrambled to help me up.

"It's cool jake I forgot how hard it was to wake you up in the morning." I laughed remembering the few times I had tried.

"What time is it anyways?" He asked.

I looked at my phone. "It's noon" I told him.

"Oh shit I'm supposed to meet Quil and Embry at one." He got up and at that moment I realized how much talled her actually was.

"Damn Jake what happened to you, you're like a freak." I said.

"I'm not freak." he said sounding kind of defensive. " I just grew thats all."

"Yeah a lot." I said sizing him up in disbelief. I had never noticed how incredibly hot he was.

"Oh yeah." he said watching my face. " Like what see Bells?" He asked winking at me.

"Shut up Jake." I playfully smacked him on his shoulder. "Well I guess I'll go. Charlie and Billy already left and I didn't know you had plans today."

"No Bells. You can come we are just hanging out at the beach." He said looking disappionted that I was going to leave. "You don't have a swim suit do you?"

"Well actually yes I brought it just in case we ended up and the beach since it is a nice day, for once" I said.

"Okay well then I'll just take a shower and get dressed. Then we can head out." I walked out of the room and sat on the couch. It didn't take him long to get ready and soon we were on our way.

When we arrived Quil and Embry ran towards up quickly grabbing into a hug one after another. I hadn't seem them in so long. It was nice to know they still loved me.

I spent the rest of the day with Jacob at the beach. Jake threw me in the water a couple of times, and we got into splash fights. It felt nice. I forgot how good it felt to hang with him. He never judged me and I could be myself around him. It wasn't as effortless as being with Edward but I was pretty close. I ended up having dinner with them and then staying the night at charlie's. I have to admit that it was kind if weird. The last time I had stayed the night was before the divorce and all the kids were running around and screaming. Without them here it was way too quiet.

I headed back to my moms the next day. I get there around one and was about to make me lunch when my phone rang. I looked at the caller Id. It said Eddie.

"Hello Edward." I said answering the phone.

"Hey whatch doin." He said trying to sound as annoying as possible. He was really good it.

"I was about to make some lunch."

"Well how bout going out to lunch with me and Meagan instead?" He asked.

"I don't know. I don't want Meagan to get mad I feel like I'm always tagging along."

"Hey it was my idea and plus we are outside already so get your ass out here." I heard her scream into the phone.

"Fine I'll b right out."

I bruched my teeth and walked outside. I hoped into the backseat of his car.

"You guys know I have a car and can drive myself." I said.

"Yes but we knew you wouldn't come if we let you drive." Meagan said

"Wht wouldn't I have come?" I asked. There would only be one reason and I could tell the were hiding something from me.

"Well everyone is going to be there and we knew that once you got there and saw that you would leave." Edward said. Damn he knows me to well.

We pulled up to the restaurant and got out of the car.

"Ready." Meagan asked. I didn't have to ask what she meant I already knew she was asking if I was ready to see Louis.

"As ready as I'll ever be." I replied.

The lunch wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I was kind of awkward at first but after a awhile it was like nothing had happened.I was glad to see that Louis and I were stil friends. Since we hung out with same people it would've made things ten times worse if one of us was still mad. It would've been hard to see each other all the time.

I went home and no one was home yet. So I went into my room. Grabbed Twilight and started reading it again. I've read like 20 times since I've had it but I never get sick of reading it. I didn't realize how tired I was til I started falling asleep. Then I remembered that I hadn't gotten much sleep in the past 2 days. So I marked my place in the book and took a nap.

I was woken up by my little brother screaming at me. I looked at the clock and it was 6am. I slept 13 hours. WOW. Well time to get up and take my little brother to school and then get ready for school myself. First day of college.

Ok so I didn't know where to stop. But this seems like a good place. Next chapter will be her first day of college. Exciting. So please read and review. Let me know if you like or not. Tell me where I can improve. Also if you have any ideas for the story let me know if I like them I'll use them.