So I figured since it took me song long to update last time. I'll give you another chapter. I got this idea from most of my readers. But I wasn't sure how to work it in. But when I was sitting out back at work tonight smoking a cigarette(BTW: nastiest habit in ever if you don't smoke never start.) it came to me. So I now give you chapter 4.

I do not own Twilight but if I did I would be with Robert Pattinson right now at a strip club................For those of you who havent heard I read it in a magazine today apparently he was spotted in a strip club. But then again the magazine also said that Nikki and Kristen were fighting over him on set because they both like him......Is it true I don't know. If you know then message me.............................

I'm so happy right now. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire is on TV so I'm watching Rob.......................*sigh* I love him!!! I'm sad though because they just killed him!!!

Ok enough about my love interests on with the story.

BPOV

I rode with Edward to the club. He was quiet the whole and I could tell something was wrong.

"Edward whats wrong?" I asked for the thousandth time.

"It's nothing. It's just......"He trailed off.

"It's just what? Come on Edward you know you can talk to me about anything."

"Meagan and I brokeup?" He looked away as he said this.

"What?!? Why?" I asked.

"Well she was all mad because I wanted to come tonight and she didn't. She said that we didn't have alone time all week because we were hanging out with you. So I told her you needed me and she didn't like that too much. So then when Alice said that we either went there or she was coming over she got really mad and told me to call Alice and tell her we were definitely not coming but I told her that was useless because Alice doesn't take no for an answer. Then I told her I wanted to go, she said if I went without her we were over. And that's pretty much it."

I was silent for awhile. I can't believe they brokeup because of me. I feel so horrible, I have to do something. Maybe if I just talked to her.

"Bella I know your blaming yourself right now but don't this was a long time coming and I don't want you to feel that your responsible" He said looking me straight in the eyes.

"But-" I was about to argue before he cut me off.

"No buts Bells, It's not your fault ok?" He asked. I just nodded.

By now we were at the club. We parked and got out to meet the others at the entrance. When walked up I noticed that there was a new girl. She was hanging all over Louis. She had blond hair and was very skinny. Almost like nasty looking skinny, with these ginormous boobs. You could tell they were fake. I know that I don't really like Louis like that, but seriously it still hurts that he moved on so fast. I mean seriously we only brokeup like two weeks ago and he already has a new girl.

We walked inside and went to get drinks. I found out the bimbos name is Jenny. After spending ten minutes with them it was painfully obvious that her purpose was to try to make me jealous. She was would seriously throw herself at him and everytime they kissed or she flirted with him he looked over at me. Well two can play that game. I'm sure I can get Edward to help me.

I got up and walked over to Edward. "Hey whats going on?" I asked.

"Nothing I'm just watching Louis try to make you jealous. It's actually very entertaining." He chuckled at that last sentence.

"Seriously it's sad. He really doesn't know how to make someone jealous." I said looking over at him.

"Well then should we show him how it's done?" Wow I didn't have to ask him.

"Edward you know me all too well. Let's do this!" I said taking a shot and dragging Edward to the dance floor.

All I have to say right now is thank God for fake because without alcohol I wouldn't be able to do this. I started grinding up on Edward while stealing glances over to Louis. I know it's kind of childish to be jealous because in all fairness I really wanted us to break up. But if he thinks I'm going to sit by while he flaunts his little blond bimbo, he really doesn't know me. I noticed that he had turned his attention to me so I started dancing more and didn't look his way once.

About six shots later I was reasonably drunk and I started getting into the dances more. I almost forgot about why I was dancing like this til Louis and his bimbo made their way to the dance floor. She started grinding on him trying to look sexy but really it just looked trashy. Before I could stop myself I turned around and kissed Edward. He didn't pull away like I thought he would. He wrapped his arms around my waist and deepened the kiss while a wrapped my arms around his neck and snaked me fingers through his hair. I felt the same jolt of electricity shoot through my body and I felt fourteen again. I knew I was going to pay for this later but right now in this moment I didn't care. I would save the pain for later when I was alone. With Edward kissing me back like this it was easy to imagine that he still loved me. Though I know he doesn't have those feelings for me anymore.

When we finally broke apart Louis was sitting down and the bimbo was no where to be found. Apparently our plan worked.

"Wow I guess we showed him." Edward said looking over at Louis.

With that I was brought back to reality. I knew all along he was just helping me make Louis jealous. That he no longer had those kind of feelings for me. But like I said before, when he kissed me like that I was able to imagine that he still loved me and I didn't want to lose that feeling. No longer feeling victorious over Louis I went to sit down. The alcohol was wearing off and the pain was coming. I took out my cell phone to check the time. Damn it's only one the club doesn't close til three and it's too early to leave. I figure I just had to make it an hour two seemed a reasonable time to leave. I grabbed two more shots. If I didn't the pain would come now and I would break down.

The hour passed pretty fast. It could be because I was trahed by the time two rolled around and I didn't have to ask to leave. Edward knew it was time for me to go.

"Bella come on hun it's time to leave." He said trying to drag me away from the random stranger I was dancing with.

"Okay Eddie." I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him to me. When he tried to pull away I jumped up and wrapped my legs around his waist.

"Bella what are you doing. We have to leave." He said trying to put me down.

"Carry me Eddie." I said holding on to im tighter so he couldn't put me down.

I heard him blow out a breath loudly and then he started walking. I didn't let go til we got to the car and he opened the door for me. I got in and waited for him to get in.

EPOV

Bella is definitely trashed I just carried her to the car for crying out loud. I wasn't in the mood to deal with a drunk Bella. After that kiss we shared I was so sure that she felt the same way I did but then she started drinking more and dancing with these random guys. If she only knew what she does to me when she acts like this. I got in and started the car. We drove in silence for awhile and I thought she has passed out. We were about five minutes away from her house when she finally spoke.

"Eddie where are we going?" She asked looking over at me. She is so gone right now.

"I'm taking you home." I said watching the rode.

"Why did you make me leave?" She asked

"Because Bella your trashed and if you didn't leave now that guy you were dancing with was bound to start feeling you up right there in front of everyone." I said.

"Eddie how come you love Meagan?" Wow I wasn't expecting this. "How come you can move on and I can't?"

"What are talking about Bella?"

"You moved on and fell in love with Meagan. But I'm still holding on to the past. That's why Louis and I brokeup. Because I can't let you...." she trailed off. I looked over and she was passed out.

I think was about to say she can't let me go. But she is drunk she doesn't know what she's saying. I kept telling myself over and over again. I couldn't let myself hope that maybe she felt the same way to. We pulled up to her house and got out and picked her up. I walked to her front door and let myself in. I took to her room and put her to bed.

"Goodnight Bella. I could never let you go." I said before I shut her door and headed downstairs. If only she knew how much I still loved her.

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