My power went out so I decided to write a new chapter. Thank god I have a lap top or I would be bored as hell. Too bad my wireless connection sucks so I can't get a connection right now without my router working. I am seriously over Florida and all it thunder storms. It's either raining or it's really hot. I need to get out of her. I got a lot of good reviews about last chapter thanks to Twilightlover44, BellaD, Authorgirl, and others who reviewed. If I missed you sorry, I can't get on my e-mail to get all the names. I just remembered some off them top of my head.
Song for this chapter is Jessica Simpson "Where You Are" just because I love it and it's what I'm listening to right now!
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight I do however own Meagan(that's me) and Louis.................If I did own Twilight I would be with Robert Pattinson right now..................*sigh* I love him!!!!!
BPOV
I woke up in my bed. Normal enough but I can't seem to remember how I got home or what else happened last night. I was about to call Edward and ask him what happened, then I remembered the kiss. I was apparently really trashed last night who knows what else happened. Oh god I could've screwed up our friendship in the course of one night. I'm so not calling him. I'll just wait for him to call me. I really don't need to know what happened do I. I think whoever came up with that statement ignorance is bliss was on to something. With that last thought I got up to take a shower. I let the hot water fall on my body and wash away all my worries. We I got out I went and made breakfast. It didn't take me too long to realize that I couldn't sit around the house all day so I decided to call charlie.
He answered on the first ring. "Hello"
"Hey Ch-dad." I said. Damn I got to stop doing that.
"Hey Bells. Whats up?" He asked. he sounded like her was in a hurry.
"Well I was thinking that I'd come over today. If thats ok!"
"Well Bells I was actually heading over to La Push to go finishing with Billy and Harry. But you could come. Jake would love to see you. I'm sure you guys could hangout again."
I thought about it for a moment. Last time I went there Jake did a really good job in helping me take my mind off things. He could be just what I need right now. Though I don't really know him that well I feel like I can talk to him about anything. Also it's a way better alternative than sitting around the house all day doing nothing waiting for my phone to ring.
"Sure that sounds good I'll meet you at La Push. Is that cool?" I asked wondering if he was really ok with me being there.
"Yea Bells that sounds great I'll see you there." With that he said goodbye and hung up. He sounded honestly happy to have me there so I got in my truck and drove down to La Push.
I was almost there when my phone rang and Jason Mraz "I'm yours" started playing. I didn't have to look at my phone to know it was Edward. That is his ringtone after all. Of course he doesn't know this. The one time I lost my phone and he had to call it. I had told him that it was my ringtone for everyone because it was my favorite song. No else really calls me that often and I guess it made since to him that Louis had a different ringtone than everyone so I didn't really have to worry.
I took a deep breath before answering."Hello."
"Hey Bells how ya feeling?" He asked. For some reason he sounded different.
"I had a bit off a hangover this morning but nothing to bad. I just wish I could remember what happened. I really hope I didn't make that much of a fool of myself." I said trying to sound as friendly as possible.
"Well whats the last thing you remember?" He asked.
"Well I rememeber us trying to make Louis jealous. Everything after that is blank."
"Oh" Was all he said.
"Oh god Edward was it that bad?" I asked
"No Bella you just danced a lot more and then made me carry you to the car." He chuckled at this last part.
"Man I was so trashed." I said pulling up to Billy's.
"Yeah you were."
"Did anything else happen?" I asked really not wanting the answer.
"Well not really I took you home and there was some drunk rambling until you passed out but thats it." For some reason he sounded like there was something else. But if he wasn't going to offer it then it must be bad and I'm not too sure I'm ready for that.
"Well thats good. Look Edward I got to go I just pulled up to a friends house I'll call you later k"
"Sure thing Bella talk to you later bye." and he hung up.
I got out of the truck and walked up to the door. It opened before I had a chance to knock. I looked up into Jacobs face. Immediately a smile spead across his face.
"Hey Bella. How you doing?" He asked while letting me into the house.
"I'm ok." I said looking around to see if Charlie had left or not.
"Oh umm Charlie and Billy left already. He said he is sorry he didn't wait for you to get here. You know how they are when it comes to fishing." He said sitting down on the couch. "So Bells what do you want to do today?" He asked looking at me expectantly.
"Umm I didn't really think that far ahead I just kind of wanted to get out of my house."
"Thats cool well the guys were coming over to watch a movie that cool with you?"
"Sure what movie were you going to watch?"
"Fast and the Furious 4. Is that cool?" He had this worried look like I wouldn't want to watch that movie and I would just leave.
"That's way more than cool. I love that movie." He smiled at my enthusiasum. I do love that movie. Vin Diesel is sexy, of coarse in my eyes he has nothing on Robert Pattinson who like an Orlando Bloon sunday smothered in Johnny Depp sauce. But he is still way hott.
Just then there was a knock at the door and before Jacob could move to answered it Quil and Embry walked in.
"Hey Bella" Thay greeted me at the same time.
"Hey guys" I said back while they walked into the kitchen to get the popcorn and stuff for the movie. When everything was settled we had two huge bowls of popcorn, 3 bags of chips, and everyone had a drink. We all get ready to watch the movie. Jacob turned off the lights before taking a seat next to me. Halfway through to movie I felt him strech and position his arm around my shoulders, smooth. I didn't have the heart to shake it off and oddly enough it kind of felt good to have his arm around me. Nothing to Edward of coarse, but still nice enough. So I just sat there with his arm around me. Luckily Quil and Embry were so wrapped up in the movie they weren't paying attention.
When the movie ended we watched another one. We pretty much spent the whole day watching movies until Billy and Charlie returned. They walked in and turned on the lights. I was in the middle of hiding my face in Jacob's chest because we were watching a pretty scary movie and when I looked up Charlie had a satisfied look on his face.
"Well hey guys whats going on?" He asked wiggling his eyebrows obviously trying to imply something.
"Well nothing really, just watching movies." I wanted to make him see the innocence of our actions so I quickly added "You know how I get with scary movies"
Just then his eyes flickered to the T.V. "Oh" he was obviously disappointed. It's that there is anything wrong with Jacob, he is a great guy, but he's younger than me and I'm still in love with Edward. Which Charlie doesn't know because he doesn't like Edward even though he never met him. (A/N: Just to clear things up Charlie doesn't like Edward because Bella was living with him when they brokeup and he saw how heartbroken she was. Plus he didn't like the idea of his little girl being so in love with a boy at 15)
"Well Bella it's kind of late you ready to get going. We can stop and grab a bite to eat before you head home." It wasn't until he said this that I finally looked at the time. It's eight o'clock I seriously had been here all day.
Damn when I'm with Jake time just flies by. I thought about this. I wasn't really that hungry from all the junk food I had eaten but spending sometime with Charlie could be fun.
"Sure that sounds good. I'll meet you at the dinner." I said.
With that he walked out the door and left. I got up and went to get my shoes on and get ready to leave. Jacob walked me out the my truck. I went to give him a hug goodbye and when I pulled away he kissed me. I didn't exactly pull away first but then all the reason I had said to myself earlier flooded through my head and I pulled away.
"Jake I'm sorry if I gave you the wrong idea-" I started before he cut me off.
"You don't have to say it Bella I get it. You only like me as a friend it's cool." He said looking down. For the first time since I've been hanging out with Jake his smile didn't reach his eyes.
"I'm sorry Jake I wish I did." I said trying to make him feel better. He didn't say anything for awhile then he mumbled a goodbye and walked in to house. Great one more thing I have to deal with. I may have just lost one of my best friends. I got in the car and headed to meet Charlie.
So I can't really post this til my power comes back on and I can get on the internet. But here it is. Thats 3 chapters in 3 days. I don't think I ever done that. Review please they make me happy!!! Let me know what you think, just so you know I'm team Edward I just had to throw in some Jacob drama!!!
Meagan
