Ok so I'm sitting on my couch and my friends are here being retarded. Men! Yeah I hangout with all guys so you would think that I would be used to it by now but not so much. Anyways thanks for all the reviews I got last chapter! I know I replied back and told some of you that I would update Thursday but I ended up staying the night at my mommy's house because she took me to the movies. We went and saw Star Trek it was pretty cool. Ok well here is the chapter.

I do not own Twilight..................I do have a picture of Robert Pattinson on my desktop topless that I own.............He is yummy!!!!

BPOV

I jerked back in shock. It was all to much to deal with. My parents are dead and now Edward loves me! He just kissed me!! I didn't know how to feel. On one hand I was extremely happy! But then I felt guilty because my parents have just died, I shouldn't be happy. I looked up and noticed Edward staring at me with a hurt expression on his face! As much as I am hurt right now I can't miss this! He loves me, I've been dreaming about this day it's finally here. I have to say something to him before he gets the wrong idea and leaves. As if on cue he started to get up off of my bed. I grabbed his arm and pulled him back down. I stuck up my hand signaling him to give me a minute to think. I was still in shock and it was hard for my brain to form the right words that I needed to say. I wanted to tell him how much I loved him and let him know that I've always felt the same. But I couldn't so I just pulled him down and started kissing him again. I tried to put everything I couldn't say into the kiss.

When we pulled away this time there was a huge smile on his face. For the first time in weeks a smile broke out on my face. I broke down at that moment and Edward wrapped his arms around me and held me, letting my cry into his chest. I wanted to be happy but I still felt guilty!

EPOV

After I kissed her she pulled back in shock. I just stared at her trying to figure out what was going through her mind. She hadn't said anything for a few minutes so I took that as my cue to leave. But as I started to get up she pulled me back and stuck up her hand signaling for me to wait. I couldn't figure out if that was good or bad. I mean obviously she didn't want me to leave so that was good. But she pulled away as I kissed her and hasn't said anything yet so that's no very good. It was driving me crazy so I just sat there watching her as her facial expressions changed. They went from confused to happy to sad and back to confused. Then before I could say anything to her she kissed me. I now knew that she had been struggling for the right words to express how she felt. I guess she couldn't come up with any, but in this moment I could feel everything she was trying to say.

She pulled away after a few minutes and looked up at me. For the first time in weeks a smile broke out on her face. It didn't last long as her facial expression changed from happy to guilty. At that moment I understood, she was feeling guilty for being happy when her parents are dead. So I wrapped my arms around her and let her cry.

We sat like that for what felt like hours, and probably was, but I didn't care. I was so happy to have my Bella in my arms and finally opening up and dealing with her feelings. She was dealing with it before but not in a healthy way. She would lock herself in her room for hours at a time and only come out when she had to eat. She wouldn't talk to anyone, she was like a zombie. When was around us it was like she wasn't all there. The light were on but no one was home! She was seriously starting to scare us. When her brothers and sisters were around she was epitomy of strength. She wouldn't let them see her cry or even let the hurt show on her face. If it weren't for them she would've been gone by now. But whenever she would see them a little bit of life would come back in her eyes. I know they were the only thing keeping her sane.

After awhile her breathing evened out and I looked down to see that she was sleeping. It was only then that I relaxed and let sleep take me over.

I woke up to screaming, I got up slowly so I didn't wake her and went to see what was going on.

"Don't even feed me that line of shit" Someone screamed. It sounded like Meagan. I didn't know she was here.

"Stop being such a drama queen Meagan" the other voice said. That was definitely Alice.

"I am not being a drama queen" she screamed louder. At this point I was getting irritated they were going to wake Bella and she needed the sleep.

"What the fuck is going on down here?" I screamed to get there attention. They both turned to look at me. The look on Meagan's face was of pure hatred and the expression if looks could kill came to mind.

"Meagan says that Bella is making way too much of this and is only doing this to break us apart. I told her that she is just being stupid and that Bella needed to deal with this her way. She just doesn't want to listen and Louis over there agrees with her." Alice said putting way too much emphasis on the word "stupid". I hadn't noticed til Alice said something that Louis was standing next to Meagan.

"Oh my god so her fucking parents died life goes on. She just trying to make us feel sorry for her." She said rolling her eyes.

At this point the screaming started again and Alice looked like she was about pounce on Meagan.

"Jasper hold Alice." I said looking over to him. He moved to her side and grabbed her in a tight hug.

"Now look Meagan if thats how you feel then leave. But I will not have you two screaming right now. Bella is sleeping and I don't want you to wake her up. Obviously you care nothing for the person you have called your best friend for most of your life if your not willing to be here for her when she needs you most. Everyone deals with death in there own way and-" I was cut off by more screaming but it didn't come from the two girls standing in front of me.

"You fucking think that I'm doing this because I want you guys to feel sorry for me. That's bullshit, I didn't ask for them to stay with me and I've been trying to get them to fucking leave for the past week but they won't, jeez I just want to fucking be alone I can't deal with this drama right now. Get the fuck out of my house!" She screamed at Meagan like I've never seen anyone scream before.

I walked up behind her and put my arms around her waist.

"Edward I don't need you to hold me back I'm not gonna hit her." She said turning to look at me the best she could.

"No but I need you to hold me back." I said. Kissing her forehead.

"Wow the little really does work fast." Louis mumbled. At this Bella tighted the hole she had on my hands and kept them around my waist. I wasn't necessary though because I didn't have to do anything. Jasper jumped on Louis and started beating the shit out of him. I was shocked more than anything, out of everyone Jasper was always that calm one. Emmett moved quickly and pulled Jasper off.

"Thanks little bro." Louis said as he stood up wobbling slightly.

"Oh don't thank me. If you weren't my brother I would've helped him beat your ass." Emmett hissed at him with such venom in his voice everyone jumped back.

"So your going to take there side over your own brother's?" He asked looking at Emmett in shock.

"When my brother is wrong and causing uneeded pain to ones that I love you bet your ass I am" He said letting go off Jasper who had calmed down by now.

"Now as Bella said before get the fuck out of her house." He said pointing towards the door. With that they left.

Once they were gone Bella broke down again. I scooped her up quickly and went to sit on the couch with her sitting on my lap.

It was quiet for a moment while everyone sat back and let the events of the evening sink in.

"I can't believe them." Rose said breaking the silence. Everyone just nodded.

"Seriously the nerve of him calling Bella a slut when he knows Meagan is the slut." Jasper said shaking his head. At this comment my head snapped up and everyone including Bella looked over to Jasper.

He had a look of confusion on his face apparently not understanding why we were all looking at him. That expression vanished quickly as realization dawned. I heard him murmer "shit" as he realized that we were all still looking at him for an exlanation.

"What?" He asked trying to play innocent.

"Jasper whitlock you know exactly what now explain to us what you meant by that last comment." Alice said looking very stern.

"Ok well one night when we were partying I walked in on Louis and Meagan fooling around. Now before you all kill me I didn't say anything because they told me that it was the first time and it would never happen again. They had a little too much to drink that night and made a stupid choice. So I decided that I would keep my mouth shut and if it did happen again the I would say something to you guys." he gestered to Bella and I as he said this. "To my knowledge it didn't happen again and I'm really sorry for not telling you. I just didn't want either of you hurt." He expression was pleading with us to forgive him.

"Dude just don't keep anything like that from us again." I said.

"I promise I won't I can see now that my actions hurt more than they helped." He said looking down at Alice.

Bella was fuming beside me though she didn't say anything. She buried her head in my chest and started crying but this time it was tears of rage. We sat like that for awhile before Bella fell asleep again. I said a quick goodnight and took her to bed.

So guys what do you think? I know everyone is excited that Bella and Edward are back together but would you hate me if I separated them? I have a really good idea for the story but I don't want to lose readers so I need to know if you guys will still read it if I throw in some twists????? Please do because it's the only idea I have right now to continue the story and if I can't use it I'll either have to end it soon or put it on hold til I think of something else and I don't know how long that will be. So please review or PM me and let me know how you feel. I can't tell you the idea because that would ruin the story but it has to do with me bringing vampires into the story so please I always love to here from readers and it's helps me when I'm having writer's block.

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