Hey guys it's like 1:30 in the morning and I should be sleeping but I'm not. I just got done watching the MTV Movie Awards! Go Twilight. I believe they one in just about every category they were in. YAY!!! And best movie! It's awesome, I'm so happy they won. I want to thank all of my reviewers for encouraging me to go with my idea. Also for telling me how much you love my stories. It's awesome to here that you guys love reading them just as much as I like writing them. For this you guys deserve another chapter no matter how late it is. Also because I won't be able to update the rest of the week. My little brother is graduating from high school and I have work and stuff. So my week is a little bit busier than normal.
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BPOV
So much has happened in last few weeks I seriously don't think I can take much more! It's Friday and I'm getting ready to go to my parents funeral. It starts a noon but I'm getting there a half hour early so I can be there to greet everyone. I keep reminding myself that I have to stay strong. I would've cracked by now if it weren't for Edward. I took another look in the mirrior before heading down the stairs. My eyes are still all red and puffy, but really what do they expect.
I heard screaming as I started down the stairs. It was Jasper, him and Rose had stayed with me last night while Edward and the others had to head home.
"Tell her to hurry up we have to leave in five minutes" He said into his phone. The person on the line said something.
"Alright alright fine." he said and hungup.
"Who was that?" I asked.
"Oh it was Edward. Alice is taking forever to get ready he said to just go and he'll meet us there." He said.
"Oh" Was all I could say. I don't really know if I can deal with this if he isn't there.
"Well we better get going." Rose said coming in the room.
We got in the car and headed to the funeral home. As soon as we pulled up the tears started coming. I blinked trying to keep them from falling but it was useless. Rose grabbed my hand as we walked up. People have already started to arrive and were standing outside. I walked up and greeted them. I got a lot of "I'm sorry for lose" and "your parents were great people".
Yeah like that's going to bring them back. I nodded and tried not break down. It wasn't long before the funeral started and the others still weren't here. I sat in between Rose and Jasper. Both holding my hands in a comforting manor. The music started. It was "Wind Beneath My Wings" by Bette Midler.
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked a step behind.
So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strength.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.
Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, the wind beneath my wings.
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly away. You let me fly so high.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,
thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings.
When the song ended I couldn't hide the tears any longer. I buried my head in Jasper's chest. I keep thinking where the hell is Edward. I was starting to get mad. I he knows how much I need him and he isn't here. Stupid Alice is probably trying on everything in her closet. Like anyone really cares how she is dressed right now.
I didn't pay much attention to the rest of the funeral. I just cried and Jasper and Rose help me. Before I knew it we were at the cemetary and my parents had just been buried. I opened my phone to turn it on. I saw that I had three new voice-mails. I got in the car and we headed back to my house. I listened to the voicemails on the way.
"Bella it's Edwards mom. Him and the others have been in an accident. The car exploded on impact and they didn't survive-" I dropped my phone before I could listen to the rest.
"NO" I screamed. Starting to sob uncontrollably. Jasper being startled by my sudden scream swerved off the road and we hit a tree. I hit my head and blacked out.
The next thing I felt was excruciating pain. I felt like my insides were being burned. I wanted to scream but I couldn't find my voice. I just layed there not knowing what had happened, or why I was in pain. I wanted to scream for someone to take me out of my misery. I focused on thoughts of Edward to take my mind off the pain. Well I tried to atleast.
I burned for what felt like forever. Finally the burning started to subside and I opened my eyes.
I was in a white room, a room I had never seen before, and I was suddenly aware of someone watching me. I turned my head to the right and Jasper laying on a bed beside me. I looked to my left and saw Rose. I shot up in panick wondering what was going on, and I was met with the most beautiful person I had ever seen. She was about 5"4 with a heartshaped face and light brown hair. Her eyes were a stunning shade of gold I had never seen before.
She smiled at me and started to walk towards me.
"Hi I'm Esme" She said as she looked me up and down.
"Bella" I said staring at her. I was about to ask her what was going on but I got distracted by the sound of my voice. It wasn't my normal voice, no this sounded like bells.
My mind was racing faster than ever with questions that I had now answers for. Dispite all of the thoughts running through my mind, it felt oddly clear. Like I had more space in it or something.
I looked up at the strange women and cocked my head to the side on confusion. "What happened?"
"Well you and your friends were in an accident and I saved you."
"Then why did I fell like I was being burned alive?" I asked.
"Well I think we need to wait for the others to wake up. It will be easier to explain it to everyone at the same time." She said going to sit back down.
It didn't take long for Rose and Jasper to wake up. Then the questions started.
Esme explained that we had hit a tree and when she found us we were almost dead. She told us she is a vampire who feeds on animal blood. Normally she wouldn't bite a human but we were dying and she wanted to save us. She explained that the burning was her venom working it's way through our bodies and changing us into vampires. Then she asked us where we were coming from because we were all dressed so formal.
That's when the memoried flooded back. My parents funeral, Edwards mom telling him and the others were dead. Everything that I had forgotten came flooding back at the same time and I broke down. Only no tears fell from my eyes.
"Bella please. I don't know what your doing but whatever it is please stop I can't take saddness" Jasper said hugging himself as if he was trying to keep himself together.
"I not doing anything" I sobbed. "I just remembered that my parents are dead and so is Edward."
"Please calm down." He said while putting his hand on my shoulder, I felt calm instantly.
"Wow Jasper how did you do that?" Rosalie asked.
"Well he must have to ability to manipulate emotions." Esme said looking at us like it was obvious. Then suddenly realizing that we had no idea what she talking about she started to explain.
"Some vampires have special abilities." She said. "Jasper can apparently feel emotions and manipulate them."
Rose and I looked at Jasper who was starting at Esme shocked. Once we got over our shock Esme took us hunting.
EPOV (So I was going to stop there but it would have been wrong because everyone would've thought that Edward was dead and I didn't want to do that to you guys. So this is Edward POV before the funeral.)
I called Jasper to tell him to head to the funeral. Alice had spent all morning crying and didn't start getting ready til the last minute. I hated being away from Bella for a second. I know she needs me now. I was cursing Alice in my head while I waited for her. Emmett was sitting on the couch next to me staring off into space.
Finally Alice came out ready to go. We hopped in the car and sped off. I was in a hurry to get there so I could there for Bella. I was so lost in thought I didn't notice the car in front of me had slammed on their breaks until Alice screamed at me. I swerved quickly trying not to hit them. But I swerved into oncoming trafic and hit a truck doing ninety in my little volvo. I don't remember anything that happened after that.
I woke up sometime later in a big room. I didn't recognize it, as I looked around I noticed it was a living room and that most of the walls were windows. I noticed a strange man looking at me. Sitting next to him were Alice and Emmett.
I was about to ask what was going on when he spoke.
"Hello my name is Carlisle. Before you say anything I will explain everything to you guys."
I looked at him waiting for him to continue.
"Ok so I am a vampire. I feed on animal blood. You guys were in a nasty car accident and I tried to save you. When I saw that my efforts would fail I decided to change you."
I looked at the others. Judging by the look on their faces he had waited for me to wake up to explain. I had so many questions but the only thing I was worried about was Bella!
I looked at the others "Bella" was all I could say. They got a pained expression on their faces.
"Edward Bella is dead." Alice said coming over to sit by me.
"Yeah we were watching the news before you woke up and her Jasper and Rose got in a car accident like us. They didn't make it."
With those few words my world crumbled.
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Meagan