Hey guys sorry I haven't updated in awhile. I've been really busy with moving and then I had some drama going on. Today is the first day in a long time that I've felt like writting so that's what I'm doing!

BPOV!

It's been 50 years since I was changed. We just moved back to Forks and we are living in my dads house. I start school tomorrow! I'm currently sitting in my room listening to Simple Plan "I'd do anything". This is what I do all day, everyday. I love my family, but I miss Edward. Rose and Jasper usually leave me alone when I do this. Jasper has the ability to feel and manipulate emotions so he can't really be around me to long. On the days when the pain isn't that bad he can handle it. But those days are few and far between. It's worse being back here without him. Rose and Jasper haven't been doing that well without Emmett and Alice either, but they are handling it way better than I have.

"Bella" There was a knock at my door and Rose walked in.

"Hey" I said. I turned down the music even though I didn't need to. I could here her clearly with it on full blast, I guess it's just a habit.

"Well I think we should go hunt before school tomorrow so we were all going and I was just wondering if you wanted to come with us?" She asked, avoiding eye contact. I usually turned down family hunting trips, but I do need to hunt before school.

"Sure I'll be down in a minute"

"Okay" and with that she left.

I finished listening to the song as I changed. I don't really need to but every once in awhile I get a fiesty mountain lion who like to try and fight back.

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When were done hunting we ran awhile so by the time we got home we had to start getting ready. I'm really not happy about going through school again. Ive graduated like 48 times aready. I know everything they are going to teach me and it's super boring. But it's better than the alternative which is being a nomad. Though sometimes I think it would be better if I just left my family. Then they wouldn't have to see me sad all the time.

"Bella don't even think about it!" I heard Rose scream from her room. Rose has the ability to see when a big change is about to happen. It's kinda like seeing the future only she can't actually see it she just gets this feeling and knows something is coming. She knows it's me cause for the past fifty years I've thinking about it.

"Bella seriously your not leaving" She said as she busted into my room.

"Rose I'm thinking about it anymore." I said staring at my the door of my room that was now on the floor.

She looked down. "Oh sorry. You know how I get sometimes" She said as she picked the door up and placed it back on the hinges.

"Yeah it's cool. So what is our story this time?" I asked as I finished getting ready.

"Well Jasper and I are twins and you are our cousin who Esme adopted after your parents died in a horrible car accident."

"Okay so same story as always got it." she laughed.

"True we need to be more creative next time." She said as left my room.

I headed down to the car and we headed off to school.

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EPOV

I was sitting on my couch in my room listening to Debussy and thinking about Bella when I started to here the barbie girl song. Ugh.

"Alice whatever your trying to keep from me I don't care about so can please stop singing that annoying song." I said.

Just then she ran into my room jumping up and down and screaming somethings going to happen. She has been saying this ever since we decided to move here. I don't know why she bothers, I haven't cared about anything since I found out Bella was dead. But she still insistes on singing that song to hide her thoughts from me. You trying listening to that song for a month straight. It will drive you crazy trust me.

"Fine I get it you don't care. But you better get ready cause we are going to hunt then we are going to school. So get your lazy butt up and lets go!" She screamed.

I have no clue why she feels the need to scream all the time. I'm a vampire I have exceptional hearing. I would tell her this but I've told her a million times and she doesn't seem to care so I just let it go. I got up and got ready to go hunting. In four hours I get to start school again. Atleast it will take my mind off of Bella for a little bit. Although I think that everytime and it never works.

"Edward get down here we are leaving." Man she is the most impatient pixie I have ever met.

I know this is kind of a filler but I haven't decided how I want them to meet again so I want to think about that first. Once again sorry for taking so long to update. I promise I won't ever take that long again. So read and review. Let me know what you think.

Meagan!