Chapter 3- Mixed Emotions

I was still laying on my bed pondering if I made the right descison.

Then I thought, hell yeah no way am I letting anyone break me anymore.

The fragile girl is gone.

The one who wanted Edward gone.

(A/N- For whoever is wondering, Jacob isn't in the picture because, Sam didn't find Bella; therefore they're relationship didn't progress.)

I wanted someone to treat me as a equal, not some soft hearted girl that will faint with every scary or gory action.

I want to feel what it is like to have a deep hard passionate kiss.

Not those feathery kisses Edward lands on my lips; is if they'll start to crumble.

But, with Cauis he makes me feel all hot, even of he doesn't touch me.

And his gaze it sets me on fire with one glance.

I want Cauis, he has more experince than Edward.

More mascline than Edward.

God, I'm falling for someone who I know doesn't share the same feelings.

There was a slight knock at the door.

"You can come in."

In came, I'm thinking Jane.

"Hi Bella, Cauis told me to help you with your outfit for dinner tonight." She said as she walked to a door.

And behind it was every sensible girl dreams.

It was a closet filled with silk gowns, real high heeled shoes.

"This is your closet." Jane said walking into the room.

"And behind this door is your where all your jewlery is held."

God, I really am on the verge of a fashionsita overload.

They're were topaz, diamonds, rubies, shappires,

"Wow, Jane this is amazing." I said.

My breath was literally taken away.

"I know, Master Aro told me too make sure you were settled nicely."

"Well, I really appericate it."

"No problem, now I'll give you time to get dress for dinner."

She said closing the door behind her.

Cauis P.O.V

I was so furious.

I could a human be my soul mate.

She was worthless to me, and to top it all off she's the Cullen's old play toy.

I don't do hand me downs.

"Brother, why won't you give Isabella a chance." Aro said sitting behind his desk, as I paced his floor.

"Because, she's a mudane and you know how I feel about them."

"I really don't know why your making a big deal, we use to be humans ourselves what being a vampire for all these years have made you forget about who you are?" Aro asked

"I'm Cauis Volturi." I sneered stopping my pacing.

"Before that."

I growled.

"I have no time for your silly games, Aro." I said storming to my chambers.

Aro's P.O.V

"Brother, I'm very worried about Cauis." I said to Marcus.

"Aro, you know he is a stubborn as a mule, it will take great pursuding from Isabella and the bond to pass his wall he's put up."

I laced my fingers together.

"Can you tell how long?"

"Not long, as long as Cauis doesn't do anything stupid, Isabella will invite him with open arms."

"Whooo, this is so exciting. I can't believe our brother has found his mate."

But, the question is will he break Isabella's heart.

And ruining my chances

Isabella's P.O.V

I was nervous about dinner tonight.

I mean how will Cauis react.

Something is pulling me to him, like a lifeline.

If I don't have him close it is as though someone ripped out part of my heart and left a big black gaping hole.

I was also confused.

Why do I have such strong feelings for him.

I shook the thought off.

I really don't care, I just know I want him.

So, with me trying to get him to fall for me I need to dress like it.

I chose a satin night blue dress that had a deep neckline that showed just enough clevage.

It had diamonds leading form the bust to the lower hem.

I really felt like I belonged with the royal vampires.

To finish off my outfit I slipped on satin flats with diamonds, and a set of diamond studs.

Now time to wow Cauis.

Cauis P.O.V

I was leaving the feeding chambers and headed to the rarely used kitchen.

Ginna was making Chicken Alfedo.

"Master Cauis." She said slightly bowing her head.

I nodded my head in her direction, barely glancing her way.

Aro and Marcus were sitted at the long dining table.

"Brother, have you gathered yourself?" Aro asked

"I won't be calm until the human is gone."

As were speaking of her she came waalking into the kitchen.

My eyes must have widened two sizes.

Infront of me was the most tantlizing being I've ever seen.

She looked so sexy in her dress that showed her small curves.

Her brown rich hair was combed over her shoulder.

I sniffed the air.

It was tainted with the smell of Strawberried and Freesia's.

"Isabella, we're quite over dressed for dinner are we?" Aro asked

She ducked her head and blushed.

It was quite cute.

What was I thinking?

She's human, no sexual appeal there.

"Well, com eat." Marcus said

As she walked passed me her scent scent blood straight to my groin.

I haven't had an erection since I was a human.

I frowned and sat as far as I could from her.

"My this is quite delious." The human complimented.

"Thank you Isabella." Ginna said cleaning up.

The table was quite.

Aro and Marcus were in a hushed conversation.

I on the other hand was staring at Isabella.

She was a sight.

Her pale skin complimented her deep brown eyes.

Which held so many hidden secerts about her.

I wish to explore every inch of her soft creamy skin.

Fuck

I can't stop this feeling.

She's my mate and I can't deny this any futher.

I just have to own up to my feelings.

But, after Athendora can I move on?